im 3 years younger (23)

Bader: we did but with family. The rumor was that we went alone right?

3zooz: worse they were sure you two stayed together, and they said you two hooked up. 

Bader was mad. I never saw him this way.

Bader: this is no place to talk about here. Come one get up, I’m talking you home w baroo7 ma3ah atfaham.

Nouf: bader I want to stay with you.

My eyes began to tear up. I’m not sensitive all of a sudden but that was too much, and now a day’s bader is my rock.

He got closer to me and gave me a side hug. 

Bader: 5ala9, I’ll call my parents and we’ll go to your house to discuss this thing with them. 

Nouf: okay.

3zooz: you two go ahead. I’ll be there in half an hour.

Bader paid and we headed to his car.

Bader: 7ayaty, 6al3eny.

But I didn’t, I couldn’t. I broke down in the passenger seat, and since he was driving he couldn’t do anything. His parents were already at my house, and we had to get there.

As soon as his car stopped I opened the door and ran in the house. I saw my mum sitting with his parents. I didn’t care; I crashed down beside her on the floor with my head on her lap crying my eyes out.

Bader: Salam 3alaikom.

Mum: bader what happened? Why is my daughter crying?  

5alty Huda: bader ENT sawait shay?

Bader: let’s wait for 3zeez and he’ll explain everything.

10 minutes later 3zooz came. He sat down after saying his hello’s and explained everything to my mum and his parents. I wanted to stay in my mum’s lap, but bader wanted to talk to me. I didn’t even budge at first, but he lowered himself to me and whispered in my ears. I slowly got up whipped my face and leaned in on him for support. We got out and sat by the pool. 

I’m 3 years younger (22)

bas 3ashan ana baroo7 dxb today. enjoy see you on sunday

Nouf: I thought we aren’t allowed to go out or stay alone for that matter.

Mum: egool eneh zaa3elich w yeba era’9eech.
Nouf: I don’t want to see him.

Mum: I saw the roses and the note, lain al7een z3alana 3alaih? W ba3dain I know eneh he was here last night.

Nouf: mum! Don’t you understand the word privacy? 

Mum: I do, but this is my house. 

Nouf: okay re’9ait 3alaih, but still I’m not going out with him.

Mum: it’s not up to you.

Nouf: why?

Mum: go change. And please this time wear a dress.

Nouf: yeah, yeah, I’ll see about that.

I went up to my room, and headed straight to my walk-in closet. I sat on the floor not knowing what to wear. I finally decided on a sky blue knee-length dress with silver flats. I let my hair loose, applied the minimum make-up, grabbed my purse, 7a6ait feha eyeliner, lip-gloss/lipstick, blusher, and then went back down to my mum.

Nouf: is this good enough.

I said as I entered the living room, completely ignorant of the fact that bader was already there.

Bader: it’s not good, it’s perfect.

Nouf: when did you get here? And why didn’t my mum tell me.

Bader: come on let’s go before she sees this and makes you change again.

Nouf: I thought you said it’s good.

Bader: it is, but by the way you came down asking how you look, I kind of got the idea you were forced to get dressed up.

Nouf: come on, let’s go. You are starting to freak me out……… muuuuuuuuum we’re leaving

Mum: ma feech mith’hab t9ar5een jidam raylech. 

Well you could say my face gilab alwaaan. We aren’t even engaged and she actually consideres us a “one”.

We got in the car without a word.  

Bader: nouf shda3awa hatha kila 3ashan omech galat eny raylech.

Nouf: chub, ma e’9a7ek.

Bader: so I should make it up for you because you are still upset from me.

Nouf: that sounds about right.

Bader: so my very adorable and lovely wife were do you want to go? 

Nouf: enroo7 chilies.

Bader: min 3yooni.

We got there and thank god it was half empty. Something really funny, I just found out bader emoot 3ala bbq. You should really see how cute he looked mindemiz IB his food. I felt like kissing his stained lips. Well but as you know from most Disney princess stories when there is this perfect moment something has to go wrong. 

7anan: Omg you two are so cute together. I just can’t believe how your mum allowed you to go out with him.     

Out loud. Some guys in the table Ely jbalna kept staring at me kaney zbalah and one of them was my classmate. I took a deep breath and stared at her for a second.

Nouf: oh, you’re talking about me. Well, first of all seeming that you’re my very un-welcomed sister, you should know about me and bader. And besides im not the bitch that hides with them in the last row in the movies. I have no worries 3ashan chethey I’m with him in a very public place. Seeming that might have told your friend that we are going to get engaged Akeed most people in the country deraw. So again I have no worries. Say whatever, to whoever ma fee shay e’9erny.

3zooz: (my classmate) Agool gelby wayhich w 6l3y. Tara ma95ratch wayed. 

7anan: you little….

3zooz: ya 7elw shhhhhh malich karama bil3at’ha ilar’9.  Etha he e5tich have some respect, laneh etha ehya chethy w jdaam 5al8 Allah enty shoo tsaween min warahom.

That’s my 3zooz. He always has my back no matter what wallah wilaht 3alaih during the summer. 

Oh 9a7, about 7anan she left with smoke coming out if her eyes.

Bader: 3zooz mashkoor 7abeby.

Nouf: t3arfah?

Bader: my cousin’s friend. Enty min wain t3arfeenah?

Nouf: he’s in my class.

Bader: and so will my cousin then.

Nouf: what’s his name? If he’s your cousin I’ll help him around.

Bader: when you see him, you will remember me, just keep that in mind.

I noticed 3zooz got up with his friends. They left and he walked towards us.

3zooz: may I? Or is this some kind of private love date.

Bader: sit down, and it’s not a date, 7aram ag3ad ma3a my bride-to be. 

3zooz: oh La2 ana a5er man ya3lam.

Nouf: you think I got a chance to tell you?

3zooz: so the thing about you two being together turned out to be true. Can I make sure of something else?

We both nodded.

3zooz: did you spend your summer in London together?

Bader: we did but with family

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shfoo 3ad ana moody 6ayer ma 2dry laish bas mistansa that's not the point of this post

anyways i wanted you guys to know i won't be posting till next sunday 10/7/2011

i have no excuse other than i just don't feel like it wallah sorry bas i promise ba3aw'9kom anyways i love you guys ;*************

im 3 years younger (21)

im sorry if it too short i really have a head ache that's very stubborn it just won't go away i slept took pain killers but with no use again im sorry 

Nouf: what are you doing here?

Bader: I couldn’t sleep knowing you’re upset and I’m the reason.

Nouf: this doesn’t change anything.

Bader: nouf please you have to believe me. I was going to tell you, but I was worried about the way you would react, but right now I regret keeping it from you.

Nouf why should I believe you?

He stepped closer, destroying the gap between us, lifting my gaze to meet his.

Bader: simply because I love you.

We kissed, and not because he forced his lips onto me, it’s because his green eyes told me he was saying the truth. 

But that doesn’t mean he shouldn’t learn his lesson. I pulled away leaving him smiling as if expecting it.

Nouf: it’s getting late.

Bader: then you should hurry up with that good bye kiss I’m supposed to get.

I kissed his cheek and walked to my room.

Nouf: bader…. I love you.

I placed the roses on my bed side table, and then I re-read his note. I tried to sleep again but I couldn’t, out of happiness and curiosity. Who was that girl? If I asked him will he get upset? 

(Next morning) 

I woke up all fresh. When I saw the roses I smiled.

Downstairs:

Mum: nouf.

Nouf: yes mum.

Mum: I would like you to get ready by lunch time. Bader will be picking you up.

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This next post (im 3 years younger (21)) will be dedicated to my crazy friend han00shi because she started reading my story and commented on every post I know fa’9yah. Thank you for the comments awesome-ness. You better be grateful the post is for you.

Girl with the petite appetite im glad you enjoyed it and you know I love you even more thank you ;********

Amal.q6r I know like I really wish there is a guy like that out there. And you’re welcome I knew you wanted a post before you leave anyways I hope you could read the up-coming posts and enjoy them ;**

Maria it’s sort of freaky but in a very romantic way I’m glad you love it and I will.

Om ya3goub enty IL 3ajeebah I love you for all your support (this goes out to everyone else) Inshallah ill post soon

Caramel im really glad and yes I agree 7ada cute ;**

Foryouforeternity I checked your blog and I left a comment there and I wish to see more comments from you

And for people who didn’t see her comment this is her blog name she’s doing great http://foryouforeternity.blogspot.com

And by the way tara malait w ana an6er people how have blogs just post anything random I see a few people posting and I would love it if they encourage others to post I would really love it for the blog-sphere to be back to normal posts every day from over 5 bloggers I know im not the only one out that misses and wants things back to normal

I’m 3 years younger (20)

it's short i know but deal with it. it took me and hour just thinking of the right words

(At midnight)

It’s exactly twelve, I couldn’t sleep. Bader, bader, bader, that’s all I’m thinking about.

Oh god those stupid cats I hate it when they get up on the balcony. I got out of bed and directly opened the balcony doors. I walked out to the table, because a very huge bouquet of red roses were placed there, with them was a paper, like the old scrolls, with the sides all burned up.

“You have the right to be mad at me. I, myself, am mad at myself. I had no excuse, no right, and right no words to express to you how sorry I am. I would only feel half the guilt if you know the reason of me meeting up with this girl, the other half would release my soul after your forgiveness. I was with her, before I met you. That day I first saw you I didn’t lie. I cut all my connections with her, but she came back. In London she kept calling, texting, and even stalking us. I knew if you found out you would get the wrong idea, and even if I tell you, you won’t understand because it’s in a females’ nature. I seek-ed her to stop this game, but you proved to me she didn’t get the message. That’s all I got to defend myself.

It’s you that has to pass the judgment.”

With all my love,

Bader,

I heard something drop right behind me. I turned around, slowly.

Bader: hi.

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i got three comments and i need 4 until that comment appears no post and if i do get the forth one and i don't post that means i didn't see it because i'm going to the beach later on. in that case ill post 2 tomorrow.

enjoy your day with all my love bint almehairi