2 weeks later
I’ve been texting nouf every day. Today is her birthday. For the past week I have been running around trying to prepare for her 16th birthday. I got permission from every one of her uncles and aunts and of course her parents, so they would allow their children to attend the party that I’ll throw at our shalaih. I used the excuse that I’m taking her out 3ashan etey.
Nouf: badoory, why are you taking me to your shalaih today.
Bader: I want you for myself today.
I was soo pissed from bader. Could it be that he forgot? He was really happy for some reason.
Oh and by the way, I’m actually engaged to him right now. After graduation betkoon IL milcha w the wedding is directly the second following day. My mum will be busy with getting all the stuff I need. Next Sunday we will start school. I know sucks.
So, anyway we got there, w ana min kither ma ana mitnarfzah I quickly got out of his car and headed towards the door.
Bader: (covering my eyes) la7’6ah ana ada5lich but keep your eyes closed.
I quickly removed his hands and turned to face him.
Nouf: why?
Bader: 3abalich ana nasy your birthday.
Nouf: so you do remember and said nothing?
Bader: if I did I would ruin my surprise.
I just turned back around and he gently covered my eyes. We got in and I could feel that it’s dark. We kept on walking. He got down and removed my heals after I promised to keep my eyes closed. We walked outside to the deck Ely wara. He let his hand drop and that was his signal for me to open my eyes. As soon as I did all my cousins with his jumped out yelling surprise. Ba3dain mara w7dah they started singed happy birthday to me.
Bader: you like?
Nouf: I love?
I said hi to everyone around. On the deck there were 3 tables on the side and one in the middle. The side tables had drinks, junk, and my gifts. I think you already guessed that the cake will be place on the central table.
Kanaw farsheen 2 really large mats, and between them were at least 4 large things Ely they barbeque on (Ely eshawoon 3alaihom).
The girls on one and the guys on the other, bader and some of the guys were bbq-ing. Some were playing around, chatting, swimming eating, and dancing.
I was walking on the shore thinking of my 7 year old cousin faroos. I lifted my head and there he was walking towards me. I got so excited that he could come ma 7asait 3ala 3mry.
Nouf: waaaaaaaaaaaaaaay 7abeby I’m glad you could make it.
I was walking and somehow half running towards him. There was this guy around my age talking on the phone beside the shore. Everyone stared at me and that guy.
Omg no way they think I mean him. Well he did have a really shocked face, and when I looked at bader he was angry. Wala I thought shway w eye w ymsik IL guy w e7e6 wayha bil fa7am.
I stood right there about one foot away from the guy. That when faroos ran to me. He jumped 3alay and we both fell on the sand. They started laughing. I saw relief on that guys face. Bader walked to my and scooped me of the sand, with faroos still hugging me.
Bader: 7ad esawee sharatich wala 7aram the guy it9arga3. Datreen kint shway w a'9arbah.
Nouf: babe you should have seen your face it was so Omg, ba3dain 7abeby......
Faroos: laaaa2 ana bas 7abebha enteh goom let go of her.
Bader: im not letting go of her.
Faroos bit bader's hand.
Bader: nouf please 5al yg3ad ba3dain ahdich itha tam e3'9 Tara wallah e3awer
Nouf: faroos eg3ad esma3 kalam uncle bader.
Faroos jumped from my lap. Remember bader is still caring me. Bader stood not moving.
Faroos: I said let her go.
Faroos was able to hit bader in that area. Wallah I could see a tear min 6araf 3ainah. He slowly put me down then fell on the sand. 3zooz came running towards us. I got pissed, I turned to faroos. Guess what he was crying.
I hugged him till he calmed down, ba3dain ra7 yl3ab.
Bader couldn’t stand up. I know it hurts but god it was funny the guys laughed their asses off. Normally they wouldn’t but imagine an 18 year old guy getting hit there by a 7 year old. I sat beside him.
Bader: don’t even think about it.
Nouf: I’m sorry, I wish I was your wife right now; I wouldn’t have hesitated to ease the pain.
3ad a5er jmlah fehmoha 3ala kaifkom.
I walked in ignoring my dad. When I got in the room I didn’t bother change or take a shower, I just threw myself on the bed. Dad: next time I call on you, you stay and listen.Bader: I’m tired just leave it for tomorrowDad: no today, now.Bader: don’t try because no matter how much you say and repeat I won’t listen. You love my mum and you would go to the end of the world for her. I’m in your shoes right now. I would do the same to nouf.Dad: I’m proud of you.Bader: what?Dad: you stood up for something. You never do. When I told you that I don’t want you seeing her, I just wanted to see how that would affect you. She changed you to a better person, and I like that. You’re becoming the man I always wanted you to be. Bader: dad I ….Dad: your mum talked to her’s, tomorrow bana56bha lek. I smiled and laughed.Bader: are you serious?Dad: go to sleep you need to wake up early tomorrow. I kissed his head before he left the room. Yeah right as if I would be able to sleep now. Well readers wish me luck.
people i hope you like it because as i wrote this i felt the words and the thoughts coming out of my heart not brain. i as i wrote felt like crying. im in love with bader a7is ill start crying if i don't find a guy like him anyways hope yo like it
All his kisses were on my neck.
Nouf: bader…… I…..
Bader: go put some clothes on before I actually do turn that rumor to reality.
As soon as he dropped his hands I grabbed any long Pj’s and rushed to the bathroom. I got out and sat beside him on my bed.
Bader: nouf, I didn’t like the way you acted today at all. I know everything that happened today to the point where we were just now was shocking. When I first met you, you were strong, independent. Im not saying that I don’t like that fact that you are relaying on me to keep you standing, it is my job after all. Nouf I really love you, I am ready and I did go against my dad and mum today for you. I want you to always be strong just like our first days, just in case anything happens to me, I don’t want you to break down and lose senses be….
I placed my finger on his lips.
Nouf: bismillah 3alaik, feny wala feek.
Bader: t5afain 3alay?
Nouf: of course I do.
He smiled and leaned closer to me. I closed my eyes anticipating his touch, but I never got it because my mum walked in on us.
Mum: weeeeeeeeeeh asfah ma kint adree.
Nouf: its okay mum, come in.
I had to laugh at bader. His cheeks turned bright red.
Mum: la 7abebty ana a5aleekom.
Nouf: by the way my mum is okay with us kissing and hugging and going out. She has this thinking that these small things are going to get us closer to each other.
Bader: okay then can I have my kiss now.
Nouf: but you have to promise to tell me how you solved the problem?
For the second time he leaned in, but this time I did feel his lips on my, very gentle and very loving. I put my hands around his neck, and his hands went around my waist pulling me to him until I was sitting on his lap. You could only imagine how close we were to one another. There’s this feeling that lit inside of me, like some kind of hunger that I couldn’t overcome. I pressed against bader even more. He slowly backed h is body up until his back was flat against the bed with me on top.
Bader: if you really want to I don’t have a problem.
Nouf: jeez, you were the one that fell on the bed.
Bader: but you were on top kissing me.
Nouf: we were both kissing each other, and I was sitting on your lap that’s why I ended up on top of you.
Bader: I love you.
I rolled over and lay down beside him with my head on his chest.
Nouf: come on I want to know how you ended up being my hero.
Bader: okay do you remember that day when I took you to our shalaih, the first time you saw my dad.
Nouf: yes.
Bader: if you remember when we went to get lunch from McDonalds and I told you my friends are there.
Nouf: your gossiping bees
Bader: well, I called one of them, akthar wa7ed ynshir a5bar, and told him that what they heard was the actual rumor. Within seconds word started to spread that they got information from the main source, me, that anything 7anan says about us is and will always be a lie. End of story.
Nouf: I love you.
Bader: it’s getting late you should sleep.
Nouf: stay, until I fall asleep.
He wrapped his arms around me. He kissed my forehead and wished me a good night.
Bader
She fell asleep instantly I left the door slightly opened and walked down the stairs.
5alty Mona: (nouf’s mum) thank you bader.
Bader: you’re welcome
I got in my car and drove. I got to my house but didn’t enter. I didn’t care about what my dad had to say. I was thinking, trying to save the feeling of nouf asleep in my arms to my permanent memory. I really wish I could have stayed with her all night, and not just today, everyday.
enjoy wallah 6la3at roo7y 3ashan aktib this post another one is coming up as soon as i see comments.
He left because his dad didn’t say anything to him. As I looked up I saw the shocked look on his dad’s and both our mums faces.
Mum: nouf 7abebty why don’t you go inside and wash up. Take a rest I’ll bring you something to eat in a while.
I walked past them with my head down. As soon as I stepped foot in my room I locked the door. I couldn’t move I just crashed on the floor. I was afraid for bader what he did show his dad that he would do anything to have me even if it means defying him. I didn’t want to lose him, 7anan’s plan is working. My phone started to ring.
Unknown calling
Nouf: hello.
Bader: it’s me bader.
Nouf: bader….
I was chocking with every letter that came out of my lips.
Bader: babe please I don’t want you to cry.
Nouf: why did you go? I want you to be with me.
Bader: I’ll be back I just need to deal with this thing right now.
Nouf: I….
I began to cry before I started to talk to him.
Bader: nouf, wallah dmoo3ich ‘3alyah 3alay. I don’t want to see them. Promise me no more crying. I’ll be with you in the next hour.
Nouf: I’ll be waiting. Please don’t be late.
I unlocked the door and got in the bathroom to take a shower. It was like a bath I stayed for a whole hour and a half. I promised bader and I didn’t cry, I just let the water droplets running down my body drag the pain in me with them. I felt dizzy and that was the only thing that got me to get out of the tub.
I dried my body with a towel, not leaving one drop of water on it, because I was afraid that if they stayed there any pain they dragged with them would diffuse back into me. I towel-dried my hair then blow dried. I put on my matching lace under ware, wrapped the towel around me, and then headed out to my room. As soon as I stepped out of the door a figure sat straight up on my bed. If I hadn’t realized it was bader, my hands would leave my towel to cover my mouth.
Bader: what took you soo long?
He still hasn’t comprehended that I’m in my under ware covered by a towel only, but I guess he did when he stared at my body. Just like any typical guy he kept staring SHAMLESSLY if I may add.
Bader: what you’re wearing under the towel, do they match.
Well I wasn’t in my full senses when I answered.
Nouf: yes, lacy and purple.
Bader: promise me one thing.
Nouf: what?
Bader: when we get married don’t ever change the way you dress.
Nouf: you haven’t seen it. How do you know you are going to like it?
He walked towards me. My back got glued to the bathroom door, with his hands on either side of my head.
Bader: because you have a really hot body, and anything you wear you just make you look sexier.
He gave me a kiss right beside my lips.
Bader: so the rumor is now no more, but that doesn’t mean it wasn’t there.
Nouf: what do you mean?
Bader: it still bothers you, right?
Nouf: yes, a little.
Bader: so how about I “kiss” make “kiss” that “kiss” rumor “kiss” true.
you guys could say this is a continuation for the last post because both are short ill post more tomorrow
Bader: nouf 7abeby 6al3eny……… please 3ala Shan 5a6ry stop crying.
My lips kept trembling. I needed him soo bad. I was scared.
Nouf: bader what if they believe the rumors. What will happen to us?
With every word I said more tears would flow out of my eyes. And with every tear that fell I can see pain reflect into his eyes. I knew he couldn’t handle seeing my tears, but it was just too much for me to handle. Bader stood up and help me in his arms like there was no tomorrow. I felt numb in his arms, but that didn’t stop my tears.
Bader: nouf please stop crying everything will be okay. I’ll fix this mess. We will find a way out of it, even if it means me running away with you.
Those words made a small smile appear on my lips. I raised my head to look at his face, but was even calmer when his lips met mine.
3ami fahad: bader……
Even as his dad stood there bader didn’t move away from me. To be honest I didn’t want him too. I don’t care if his dad gets mad, I needed exactly this.
Bader: I need to go before he starts to lecture me in front of you.
I pulled him for a kiss one last time and then let go.
He stood up and looked directly in his father’s eyes.
Bader: I don’t care if she’s under- aged bacher ta56bonha rasmey, w areed IL kil yadry 3anha, and 3an IL kalam Ely 6ale3 ana a7elha.