Emptiness, loneliness, darkness. I lost touch with myself but that changed, you wanna know how? I met a fool....
One of the first words I said was inspiring. Wont make much sense to you guys. It took courage for me to talk to him. His kind intimidate me, but I certainly wont regret it. He's the most confident, kind, and understanding person and I talked to him for less than half and hour, well he did the talking. Point is he got me to understand that believing in myself is the key to everything you know who you are, you created yourself so dont go destroying yourswlf woth thw thoughts of others. I know it has an effect. With me I got trapped, I felt caged my society. Why? Because im a female. I started believing that Im a failure,that no matter how hard I try im not going anywhere. So he told me his story, displayed his thoughts. God bless his soul. A while ago I did realize that I was basically preparing my deathbed (not literally) and I managed to get up and fix the mess I made of myself, he gave me that little push to go on.
Sometimes its okay to fall, as long as you get up. It's okay to listen to what people say if you believe that what you're doing is right. Sometimes its even more than okay to be a fool....
Livin la vida loca~
Thursday, April 4, 2013
Livin la vida loca~
Wednesday, February 27, 2013
Publish??
Im thinking of publishing rad i3tibar as an actual book in stores if the committee agreed to it what do you guys think? And please I want your opinion on the story with your names
Tuesday, February 19, 2013
reply
thank you for all the support i enjoyed reading your comments they made me the happiest person on earth and im really trying to post as soon as i can its just school is taking most of my time. im really sorry but my studies are important right now for my future. about the two people who commented on the actual post of unpredictable part 4 http://3afreetah-almehairi.blogspot.com/2013/02/unpredictable-part-4.html#comments
you said you read a story like it and called me a liar well i dont know what to say to you i wrote that story on my own in class mostly in physics and its bound to have similar stories but its only the beginning of it it might turn out completely different. i dont care if you believe me or not but i promise if you get me the blogs name ill read it and if my story is the exact same ill stop posting it. im not a thief and i most defiantly dont lack originality. and to be honest if i stole this story i would have dont the same to the other first two. my passion is writing that's why i blog i want people to know that i have this talent that i want to share but if ill have people telling my im a lying thief i wont share them here anymore.
thank you
-amna almehairi
you said you read a story like it and called me a liar well i dont know what to say to you i wrote that story on my own in class mostly in physics and its bound to have similar stories but its only the beginning of it it might turn out completely different. i dont care if you believe me or not but i promise if you get me the blogs name ill read it and if my story is the exact same ill stop posting it. im not a thief and i most defiantly dont lack originality. and to be honest if i stole this story i would have dont the same to the other first two. my passion is writing that's why i blog i want people to know that i have this talent that i want to share but if ill have people telling my im a lying thief i wont share them here anymore.
thank you
-amna almehairi
Thursday, February 7, 2013
Where are you
Ive been through a lot this past few months (spares you the details) and I havent written anything during that time I posted but got no feedback please comment I really want to know if I lost the talent
@3freetahas_blog is my twitter account and you can email me at asm_96@live.com thank you
Monday, February 4, 2013
unpredictable (part 4)
Fahad: it’s almost 5 go to sleep.
Fai9al: I can’t.
Fahad: goom mob magdar wallah 5ayef 3al bent madry shoo nawee tsawelha Tara mob nag9a.
Fai9al: 5ala9 3ad ma basawee shay roo7 ethlef 3nd 7rmatk w ent saket.
Asma
I opened my eyes slowly as I remembered what happened. When I was awake I saw him, upper body revealed with only a towel covering his lower parts. I was going to scream but quickly covered my mouth as I noticed the water droplets running down his shoulders from his hair.
Fai9al: I'm sorry I just came to get my clothes didn’t mean to wake you up.
I wanted to say something but closed my mouth. Could I get more embarrassed?
Fai9al: it’s okay I get it. Anyways how about we change the mood a bit, care to join me for breakfast?
I looked away without answering him because I couldn’t. He took his clothes and walked out.
Fai9al
I didn’t mean to freak her out I should have taken my clothes before I went to take a shower. I know she won’t come for breakfast with me. So I prepared a pretty much decent breakfast in bed meal for her.
Fai9al: e7m
Asma: huh?
Fai9al: may I come in?
Asma: yeah sure it is your room after all.
Fai9al: I got you breakfast. You must be hungry.
Asma: ummm thank you.
Fai9al: any time.
I just sat there and stared at her face. I miss starting at those wonderful eyes, amazing smile….
Asma: do you want some?
Fai9al: huh, no bil3afya 3alaich I already ate.
Asma: Allah y3afeek.
Fai9al: I don’t mean to ummm… if you need to talk to anyone we’re all here. Think about it, it might help.
Asma: okay.
Fai9al: if you need anything call on me or any of the girls.
She nodded before I left. As much as I wanted to stay I knew she needed her space I just wish I could tell her, but it’s too late and too early now.
Thursday, January 31, 2013
Hello?? You guys still there??
I miss writting here. I really truely hope that you guys are still here. Ive been soo busy with school and I still am its stressing me out. I havent written for a while but I want to go back to it. I'll try to post as soon as possible
Saturday, October 13, 2012
unpredictable (part 3)
Two days before he left his mom
bought a necklace and a key chain with the letters “A and F” intertwined.
That thought was disturbed as he
heard the engine of a motorbike getting near. He looked at it as it came to
near stop beside his beach house dropping something and then driving off. If it
was any other day he would have gotten into a fight with that dude. He got up
wanting to know what he (driver dude) dropped. As he got closer he noticed it was
a girl. She had her hands and feet bounded together and she was gagged. The
shirt she had on revealing more that what she should show was barley and
improperly buttoned, the wounds still bleeding and the bruises as blue as the
sea showed that it wasn’t her choice. He tried getting closer to her but she
only screamed, well at least tried to.
Fai9al: I won’t do anything.
She tried crossing her legs and
hiding her breasts with her hands. Fear filling those tearing eyes, and that’s
what caught him of guard he recognized those eyes, but with all the panic he
was in his memory couldn’t help.
Fai9al: I’m a doctor, calm down.
I’ll take you in and let the girls treat you.
She went quite; he slowly got near
her, leaned down and then scooped her off the sand. At that moment he wished he
was anywhere but here. Those eyes he knew them, but when he saw the necklace he
was sure that it was his Asma.
He started walking to the door,
looking straight ahead. He took her to his room and placed her on the bed
gently covering her with the blanket.
Fai9al: the girls will be right
here. I’ll just call them; they’ll take good care of you.
He leaned down making her get
scared. His hands moved behind her head untying the gag, he hoped that she
would say something for he had missed her voice so much and is longing to hear
it.
She nodded and that was it. He left
the room disappointed.
Fai9al: fara7, fara7 wake up I found
her and she’s not okay she needs to be treated right away.
As soon as those words where said,
fara7 was out of the room in the matter of seconds. Soon enough Mona was in
there with her. Fahad stayed with fai9al trying to calm him down, but he knew
that deep down that won’t be possible not now, not after what he witnessed.
Fara7: its okay Asma, I'm here for
you.
Mona: come on. We need to get you
washed up before we treat those wounds.
She slowly walked to the bathroom
using her cousin and Mona as support. They stripped her down and made her sit
still as they slowly cleaned her body with a wet cloth knowing that it will
only hurt her more if she was under the shower. After that they cleaned her
wounds, bandaged them after needing to stitch a couple.
Fara7: Asma we need to call him in
he knows how to treat burns more than us.
She almost trembled with fears as
she heard those words.
Fara7: we will both be here with
you, and besides we trust him he won’t do anything to harm you.
It took a little convincing but
eventually she agreed. Fara7 gave her some clothing she could put on to cover
herself. Even though she didn’t like sitting there shirtless with him and the
girls, she knew it was the only way.
Fara7 was covering up her front as
fai9al examined the burn on her back. He gave Mona a tube of some kind of
lotion to apply and left without a word.
Asma: fara7…
He
froze outside the door for a second and then quickly got out of site.
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