I’m 3 years younger (19)

2 months later

Bader and I didn’t see each other ever since we came back, due to the fact that his dad caught us almost kissing. I didn’t argue because the day I got back I found a letter for me. I was happy, but when I opened it all my happiness got flushed down the toilet. It was a picture of bader, with a girl. I thought it was from before, but I noticed the shirt. I chose that for him in London. He told me he would go meat a friend the day he wore it. On the back words meant to kill, “don’t mess with my guy bitch.” I didn’t tell him and I’m not planning to.  School is on its way, I need to focus. Two more years and I’ll be done.

Mum: nouf can you come down, bader is here to see you.

I was wearing knee- length jean and a green tank top. My hair was all curled up from my shower.

I clicked on the pause button, like any other girl I watch gossip girl. It’s not really my type of thing but I was dead bored. 

Nouf: hi

He squished me in his arms.

Bader: I missed you

Nouf: I could say the same.

Bader: what’s wrong?

Nouf: why do you say that?

Bader: something is definitely going on.

Nouf: so how’s your friend?

Bader: which one?

Nouf: the one you went to see when we were in London.

Bader: oh, he’s fine.

Nouf: bader, can you give me a minute. I want to show you something.

Bader: okay.

Nouf: I’ll go and get it.

I went up to my room, dug in my drawer, pulled an envelope, and then went down to bader.

Nouf: there you go.

Bader: what’s that?

Nouf: open it. Oh, before you do. I just want to say thank you that was a really nice thing to do.

Bader: I didn’t do anything.

Nouf: no, you did. You are just clueless about the fact that I know.

He slowly took the picture out, and nothing. He kept looking at it. Shocked, may be, regret, don’t care, sorry, it can’t be forgiven

Bader: nouf I ….

Nouf: you know that’s not the worst part, turn it over. 

Bader: nouf I can explain.

Nouf: I don’t need one. I’m not going to say anything to anyone. For the past two weeks I kept thinking why? The best answer I got was I’m not his choice. You can do whatever you want I don’t really care, but I want you to know from now on I only consider you a ticket to med school.

Bader: so you’re just going to use me.

Nouf: I don’t see why, you did. You pretended to get along with what your mother said about getting married to me so she would just let you be. She thinks you would behave; you get me to believe you love me, make me and your mum happy, but what’s missing. Oh yeah you’re happiness, and that you got by being with your girlfriend. 

Bader: that’s not…

Nouf: but of course selfish little bitch wants you to herself and that’s her way of saying it. Don’t forget to say hi to her.

im 3 years younger (18)

it's short because this is all i have so far you have to wait till tomorrow and thank you for all your comments

Yes, I’m extremely ticklish, and bader knew that. His fingers started moving on my skin, causing a very tingly feeling all over. I started laughing soo hard, I tumbled on the fool and bader fell on top of me. 

Bader: hi

Nouf: get off of me, you’re extremely heavy.

Bader: you should get used to this weight over you for later.

Nouf: Omg I can’t believe you just said that. Move, move; get off

He got off laughing. I got up to be pulled out to the living room.

Bader: come on let’s watch a movie.

………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………. 

….. : Nouf, bader. Wake up.

I opened my eyes to see bader’s mum waking me up. I tried to get u but something was keeping me in place.

5alty Huda:  you two fell asleep watching TV, wake him up and get washed up before your mum wakes up.

I struggled but managed to turn around. I called out his name a few times, but with no result. So I pulled his hair.

Bader: a55. What was that for?

Nouf: your mum woke us up. Let go of me and go get washed up.

As soon as his arm let go of me I jumped out and ran to my room.

(After breakfast)

Bader: mum I’m going shopping with nouf.

5alty Huda: don’t stay out late.

Bader: okay.

He helped me put my coat on and then we headed out the door.

Nouf: bader where are we really going? 

Bader: look right now your mum would leave for a while. We will go to the air port to pick my dad up.

Nouf: I thought he won’t be coming until next week.

Bader: he wants to surprise my mum. That’s why she thinks we are going shopping and your mum out enjoying. 

Nouf: I think that’s cute.

Bader: my dad and I are completely different so don’t expect me to do these things for you.

I pouted and un-hooked my hand from his. 

Bader: nouf z3alty?

I gave him a cold shoulder, and continued walking. 

Bader: nouf I’m talked to you.

Nouf: what do you want?

Bader: z3alty?

Nouf: no, I didn’t, because it really normal for a guy to tell his soon to be bride that he won’t really spoil her.

Bader: wait right here.

He walked into some kind of shop. Yes, in that mad.

Bader: for you.

He was holding a red rose in his hand. I placed it near my nose to smell it.

Nouf: thank you.

Bader: you’re welcome.

We were standing in the middle of the street. Facing each other, me holding a rose, and since im so tiny it looks like he’s almost standing over me. he leaned in and kissed the top of my head.

Yeah okay that made me smile.

Bader: yallah 7ayaty let’s go. We’ll drop him at home, then we leave we have the rest of the day to our selves. How does that sound?

Nouf: perfect. 

i have good news

hay i know i said i'm going to Dubai this weekend but guess what plans are changed we might go next week so i will be able to post this week end enjoy your day

I’m 3 years younger (17)

(In the plane)

Bader and I were walking to our seats hand in hand. Bader gave me the window seat. I told him I’ll be asleep throw most of the flight and that he might not. At least he could have a look out when he’s awake, but of course he said he wouldn’t sit there.

As soon as the plane was air-born I relaxed.

Bader: why don’t you sleep? You look really tired.

Although the seats are really comfy, I placed my head in his shoulder and closed my eye.

I woke up to feel something resting upon my head. I looked out of the edge of my eye to see that bade fell asleep with his head on top of mine. I also noticed that there was a blanket around the two of us. Not wanted to wake him up, I stayed in that position, enjoying his warmth.

I didn’t get bored just sitting there doing nothing. I enjoyed myself, felt relaxed, and happy. My eyes were about to take a nap when bader moved. He lifted his head, one hand rubbing his right eye, the other at his yawning mouth.

Bader: hi

Nouf: hay 

Bader: what are you smiling about?

Nouf: you look adorable.

Bader: how long have you been awake?

Nouf: not for long.

Bader: want to watch a movie?

Nouf: sure.

With the blanket still wrapped around us we watched a movie. 

(At the airport)

Bader: that was the best flight I have ever had.

Nouf: I have a good time to.

Bader stopped a cab and the driver helped him put our bags in the trunk.  I had to sit in the back seat with our mums who were chatting. 

Nouf: bader where are we staying?

Bader: we have a flat here. It’s big and really comfy. 

Nouf: will your dad be joining us?

Bader: yes, but later.

When we got there I stared. The place was amazing. It is very big at least 6 room, each with a bathroom. There’s a huge living room and a kitchen. The place was wonderful. Guess what bader owns it, not his parents. They bought if for him for his 16 birthday. After we settled in, I changed into my pj’s. We had a light meal, and then everyone headed to their rooms for a rest.

When I woke up it’s was around 11p.m their timing. I walked out of the room and into the kitchen. After I prepared a cup of hot chocolate, I grabbed a blanket and walked to the balcony. I left the screen-door opened. 

Bader: when did you wake up?

Nouf: a few minutes ago, did I wake you up?

Bader: sort of.

Nouf: sorry.

He grabbed a chair beside me.

Bader: what are you drinking?

Nouf: hot chocolate. Want some?

Bader: hand me your mug.

I’m not the kind that would get disgusted, so I gave it to him. He said he would take a few gulps, but he finished it to the last drop.

Bader: my bad. Did you want that?

Nouf: bil3afyah.

Bader: Allah y3afeech. 

Nouf: the moon is beautiful.

Bader: not as much as you.

We turned to face each other. I leaned and gave him a very innocent pack on the lips.

Bader: you seem to be getting used to it.

Nouf: then this would be your last one.

Bader: I’m a thief. I’ll steal as much as I want.

Nouf: I would like to see you in action.

It’s like I triggered something in him. He latterly bounced out of his chair, and with-in this small second he was in front of my chair, pining my hands, leaning forward.

Any other girl would resist, try to get away. But I stayed in place. To be honest that little peck made me want more. His lips touched mine, but this time electricity buzzed inside me. He might have felt that because his hands moved to my face as mine locked around his neck. In the next second I was pinned against the screen-door, which I noticed was closed. After kissing and sucking on each other’s lips, he moved onto my neck. I was so overwhelmed I let out a sigh of satisfaction. Bader stopped and moved away with his eyes wide with shock. But what he said next got me shocked.

Bader: I’m really sorry…. I don’t know what go over me. I was just…. I’m sorry it won’t happen again. 

He looked at me and then left. I heard his bedroom door slam. I grabbed the blanket and mug. After I placed each in place I went to my room. 

I tossed and turned in bed. I couldn’t sleep. I kept wondering why did bader get uncomfortable with what happened. After a while I made up my mind. I got out of bed and went to his room.

I knocked on the door and waited. When he didn’t answer, I turned to leave assuming that he’s asleep. I stopped when I heard the door being opened.

Bader: nouf… ummm I… uh

Nouf: can I talk to you?

Bader: I guess, come on in.

Nouf: I’m going to get to the point. What happened out on the balcony really freaked me out. You were joking and then we kissed and the next thing I know you’re apologizing then leaving me out there alone.

Bader: I’m sorry I didn’t mean to.

Nouf: bader what’s wrong?

Bader: I freaked out.

Nouf: you freaked out because we were making out.

Bader: to be honest, I never got that intimate with a girl like that before. I didn’t mean for all that to happen I lost control of myself. I …

Nouf: you thought you would do something we would regret.

Bader: yeah, and I thought you felt uncomfortable and that things would become awkward between us.

Nouf: shut up. Even if things got awkward with our stupidity we’ll fix everything.

Bader: why are you soo sure or what you’re saying?

Nouf: because annoying each other became a routine, you won’t handle a whole day without doing that.  

Bader: want to bet on that.

Nouf: you’re so on.

Bader: by the way nouf, do you know who is in the room with us?

Nouf: bader there isn’t anyone but us.

Bader: oh, you’re wrong.

He started creeping closer to me. I backed out. I got stock in the corner of the room.

Bader: the tickle monster is here.

Nouf: you wouldn’t.

question?

hay i have bad news.

1) i won't be posting today because i'm really tired my head and tummy hurt too.

2) on Thursday and Friday there will be no posts because i'll be going to Dubai. i'll write 3ashan awal ma aw9al a76 a post.

please la tiz3loon 3alay.

oh 9a7 i have a question:

what do you think of bader? do i have to change anything about him? what should i add?

plus i would like you guys to email me some ideas of thing you would like to be put in the story. i would really love to hear your thought. and i want the story to have a little part of each one of my readers.

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I’m 3 years younger (16)

 “Im under your spell"
Perfect timing. He's mine, and he's telling me that right now. I just wish I could thank him.

What? You're telling me to text him. Well guess what I don't have his number. He never texted or called although he has my number.

I'll thank him tomorrow when... Oh shit tomorrow's our flight. I'll spend the whole summer with him. I need to sleep. I can't have him see me look like shit. 
 
 
(3 in the morning) 

Mum: nouf wake up you only have an hour to get ready. 
Nouf: okay.
Before you ask I got zero sleep.

I took a quick shower; I put on my blue juicy couture training, and then a pair of socks and shoes on my feet. I brushed my hair and let it fall downy back in a ponytail. With eyeliner, I was ready. 

We are supposed to meet them at the airport. I saw bader sitting at star bucks. So I left his mum with mine. I took out the wand and walked to him. He was busy with his bb he didn’t notice me half way behind him. I crept closer slowly and tapped the wand on his shoulder. I laughed, hard, because he jumped.
 
Bader: well, good morning
Nouf: morning to you to.
Bader: I see you found it, my little spell caster.
Nouf: yeah I did. And thank you I really like it. 
I sat down and placed it back in its box and put it safely in my bag.
Nouf: did you eat anything?
Bader: yes. Did you?
Nouf: uh-huh I grabbed a bite before I left the house.
Bader: so you and I are sitting beside each other, first class.
Nouf: It would be better if you sit beside someone else. I tend to sleep during most flights.
Bader: I don’t mind because I too sleep during the flight.
Nouf: another thing we have in common.
Bader: look isn’t that 5aled.
 
I turned around, and it was 5aled. He was walking right towards us.
 
Nouf: what are you doing here? You aren’t an early riser.
5aled: I can’t let you leave without a goodbye.
Bader: come join us.
 
We sat and talked. 5aled got something to eat. Bader insisted he gets me a drink.
 
Bader: I’m sorry 5aled but we should board the plane. 
 
5aled stood up and pulled me in a hug.
 
5aled: take care and remember I’ll be waiting when you come back.
Nouf: please don’t do anything crazy without me. Talk to me about it first and I want pictures.
5aled: I’ll send if you send.
Nouf: deal.
 
He left go of me and turned to bader. I thought they would shake hands, but I was shocked when they gave each other a brotherly hug.
 
5aled: take care of her.
Bader: ma 3alaik a76ha bi3yoony.
5aled: nouf, bader, I want you guys to remember something.
Both: what?
5aled: I’m only a phone call away. Now go before the two of you get stuck here. Then you (nouf) will get stuck with 7anan.
 
That word got me and bader almost running to the gate.

im 3 years younger (15b)

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Nouf: so…. Ummm… can we like get over with it?

Bader: why are you soo nervous? We’re here to “talk”

I bit my lower lip. 

Bader: tell me if you didn’t want to kiss me, why is there a new layer of red on your lips.

Nouf: that’s it im leaving.

 He grabbed my hand. When I turned my head, his face was right there. 

Once again his green eyes captivated me, like the source of gravity pulling me to him. 

His lips were soft a light against mine. I moved my head a little, parting my lips slightly. 

Feeling this he did the same. 

He moved his hand under my chin, keeping my head locked in place.

(Few minutes later)

Bader slightly moved his head away, allowing a small gap to form between our lips. 

With our faces still in contact with the other, both our eyes remained closed.

Bader: I love you.

Nouf: and I love you.

Slowly I opened my eyes to find him looking at me. He seemed at peace. 

Nouf: I should get going.

Bader: good night, don’t forget to look for me in your dream.

Nouf: I’m sure you’ll find me first.

Bader: bye.

Nouf: bye.

As I walked in his mum was going out. Salamt 3alaiha then went up to my room.

Mum: nouf, what happened with bader just now? 5aled left the house all wet then you and bader disappeared.

Nouf: bader pushed 5aled in the pool because 5aled was going to push me in. ba3dain 5aled 3a9ab, so we both hid.

Mum: so you just hid nothing happened.

Nouf: we talked.

Mum: and…..

Nouf: mum….. 

She started laughing. Yes laughing my mum doesn’t mind this stuff. She gave me a green light ever since she knew I accepted bader. She says anything that happens will bring us closer to each other.

Mum: just remember. He won’t cross the line if you stop him. Think before you do anything with him.

Nouf: okay mum.

Mum: good night.

Nouf: good night.

I changed my clothes and lay on my bed. I played back everything that happened today, but then 7anan entered my thoughts. I was really afraid of what she would do. I got scared. 7anan has her way with everything, what will she do to get bader?

After that thought I couldn’t get my brain to shut down, I turned to my bed-side table to grab my phone. Beside it I found a box. It didn’t look like jewelry, and I was curious. I turned on the light. Under it was an envelope with my name on it. 

“Hope you like it.   With love bader” 

I slowly and carefully untied the ribbon and removed the top cover. 

The thing was wrapped in cloth. 

When I opened it I laughed.  Inside was a black “wand” written in golden on it was 4 simple words. 

“You will have to wait for the up-coming post”