im 3 years younger (37)

Nouf: mama mita enroo7. 

Mum: sa3a bil ketheer.

Nouf: okay. 

Bader: nouf….

Nouf: I don’t want to hear it.

In the next upcoming hour or so, I pretended that nothing happened at all. 

After doing  this and that we walked to the room. When we were alone, I ignored him.

Bader: nouf law sama7ty 6al3eny.

Nouf: malek sh’3l feeny.

I slammed the bathroom door shut. I changed and got into bed.

Bader: nouf can’t we talk about it.

Nouf: you know that day I heard you talk to Salem about her but I never 

thought that   you would. I mean how could you? 

Bader: if you heard you knew I didn’t have a choice.

Nouf: you did, you were just too scared about what people would say. 

Bader: no I didn’t want you getting hurt by something that was my fault.

Nouf: you could have at least told me.

Bader: you think I could. I knew what would happen if I did.

 Just thinking about how would react…

Nouf: good night.

I woke up to find bader already awake.

Bader: 9ba7 IL 5ai….

Nouf: what do you have planned for me today?

Bader: nouf please let us talk about it.

Nouf: there is nothing to talk about, I trusted you but you turned out unworthy.

Bader: I know, I was told to tell you but I didn’t listen and I’ll have to deal with the      consequences.

Nouf: im glad that you understood that yourself.

Bader: breakfast at the hotel’s restaurant, then I drop you home, enroo7 insalem 3ala   my parents then we head to the air port.

Nouf: im ready let’s go eat.

At the table

Nouf: why aren’t you eating?

Bader: I don’t feel like it.

Nouf: where are we going?

Bader: Spain, and while we’re there I need you to talk to an interior designer. I gave her no budget.

Nouf: why would I do that?

Bader: are you willing to live in the dorm rooms with me in the states, but that’s not      really it. I need you to start with our house here so it will be ready for living when we    come here or move back.

Nouf: house?

Bader: yes. I thought you would like to stay close to your mother and sister now that   you two are okay.

I hate this. He has to be nice to me to show that he is guilty. 

Shai5ah: oh my god you two look cute together. 

Nouf: why don’t you join? (Sarcasm) 

Ento t5ayelw she pulled a chair and joined.  I stared at her and she just smiled bader oh don’t get me started. He said nothing. 

I got up wanting to leave. Bader stood up, and when he did this little home-wrecker of a bitch spoke.

Shai5ah: did I do something wrong.

Nouf: no, because what you did was absolutely normal. I got used to being treated this way by people who envy me for what I have. I had my fare share of these moments,    and im fed up. So you know what, knock yourself out. 

I walked away with bader at my foot. Our bags were already in his car. He checks us   out and headed outside where I was standing. 

I walked in the house not bothering to say hi to my mum, 7anan and even saif. I directly rushed to my room, locking the door behind me. 

Bader 

3amo: if you don’t fix this, im not going to force my daughter to stay with a man that   she doesn’t want. Im starting to regret that you two met.

Bader: I won’t allow you to take her away from me. I will fix this.

3amo: make it quick.

im 3 years younger (36)

 The day of the milcha

Nouf: mama…. Mama Wainich?

Mum: nouf shoo feech.

Nouf: mama ana 5ayfah.

Mum: mashallah 3alaich t’hableen, Maleh da3y, 9arlich t3arfeen bader min fatra w ohwa e7bich. 

Nouf: inzain mita anzil.

Mum: samy bilah w twkelay. 

T3arfoon in movies kaif ekoon in a part ba3dain ynqil thany this is exactly what I want you to imagine al7een they are at the wedding.

I walked in, afraid to trip on my own white gown, stopping every 3 steps so that people could get a clear look at me and so I would be able to catch my breath. I finally reached IL koshah. As soon as I sat the camera flash didn’t stop as people came 3ashan ebarkooly.  I have no idea how many hours passed, I only considered the moments, the nonstop greeting, the photo taking, and the dancing. It wasn’t before time did they announce the entrance of the men, the coming of my husband, and the beginning of my new life. They covered me up but I was still able to see around me. I saw bader approaching. I smiled; this is it no going back. He kissed my fore head and stood beside me as the men greeted both of us before leaving. His father and my uncle stood there with us for a picture both kissed my head before they left. 

Bader: nouf 

Nouf: halla 

Bader: a7bich. 

That exact moment I hear clicking heals heading towards us. I looked up. Omg it’s the same girl that was with bader in the picture. 

(You know the one ely min safrat London the mystery bitch is about to be revealed)

….: hi bader.

She bent down and kissed his cheek. At that moment I didn’t know what to do or say, ma tw8a3t fen as chethey mostawa.

…: you might not know me but I’m bader’s girlfriend, which got dumped for you. My name is shai5ah, nice meeting you. Oh 9a7 mabrook. 

She left a couple women where looking at me. My mum and his came up to us for an explanation. I stayed quite just listening to what they were saying.

Nouf: mama mita enroo7. 

im 3 years younger (35b)

Bader called shortly after that.

Bader: did you get the picture?

Nouf: yes I did. Who’s she.

Bader: I found this in my cousin’s phone. I thought you might want to know what my sister looked like.

We continued talking after relief washed over me, couple hours later I was asleep with the phone to my ears.

1 week later. 

My mum sorted things with 7anan. After she apologized I kind of accepted her as my sister. Saif is the love he’s just amazing as a father. He loves 9ager a lot. Right now he’s playing with him in the living room. Oh and since the milcha is a week from today bader and I are having a complete no contact rule. Friends, yeah I have them but they aren’t that close. So I never bothered. 

I walked in to see saif holding now the sleeping 9ager in his hand. 

Nouf: hay saif.

Saif: hay.

Nouf: you’re a great father you know.

Saif: he’s a part of me. 

Nouf: he looks like you.

Saif: but he has 7anan’s eyes.

At that moment she walked in. saif gently placed 9ager in my arms and walked to help her. 

Nouf: what are you wearing on the milcha?

7anan: I didn’t know I was invited.

Nouf: well you are, and if you don’t have anything I would like to take you shopping.

7anan: for real?

Nouf: of course.

Bader 

I can’t take it anymore. It’s been a week.

Saloom: hello, earth to bader.

Bader: huh? What?

Mum: badoor shoo balak?

Dad: ma tadroon walhan, 9arla sboo3 kamil ma kalamha.

Mum: a5eeeeeeeeeh 3alaik, Ithgal IL milcha IL isboo3 IL yay ma feek 9aaber. 

Bader: 3an ithnkom, ana 3ndy sha’3lah w rad ni9 sa3a bil ketheer. 

Mum: wee shfee wildik chethey mistewee.

Saloom: inzain 5alty ma e9eer ta56belee 3ashan a9eer mithlah, 3al a8al in kint chethey ma a2athy 7ad.

I hit saloom slightly on the head.

Bader: ti6anaz ma3a wayhik.

Mum: bader wain raye7.

Bader: I found a house so I have to finish the paper work.

Dad: Laish mish nawee tig3ad hny.

Bader: kint fil bedayah lakin ba3dain fakart w gilt ma ra7 ekafy w aba nouf ta5th ra7at’ha ma3ay. 

Mum: hatha bas ho tafkeerkom 8aleel IL adab.  

Dad: Laish ma bekafee IL bait 3ood.

Bader: adree bas itha baneeb kids ya3ney ybalhom mokan Akbar.

im 3 years younger (35a)

Mum: thank you saif, ma tw8a3t tsaswee chethey.

Nouf: okay I get that this isn’t the right time, but mama mita betkoon IL milcha?

Mum: how about in 2 weeks?

Bader: so I’ll tell my mum about that, and for now I’m sorry I have to go. (Kissing my forehead) I’ll call you tonight. 

He kissed my mum’s head and walked out the room answering his phone.

Mum: saif can I see your mum.

Saif: bacher when I come I’ll bring her with me.

They continued talking, getting to know each other more. I excused myself to leave. I just got in my car when someone sent me a text. It was bader so I decided to call as soon as I get home. 

When I got there I called bader but no answer, so I checked the text and it was not him. The picture was his but with another girl.

im 3 years younger (34)

sorry to keep you waiting and sorry cause this is short 

Doctor: I really don’t know if this is a good or bad news but it seems that this man isn’t the father. 

Bader and I hugged, my mum was too mad to say a word. 

Mum: bader…. Ana 

He let go of me and kissed my mum’s head.

Bader: wala ihmich 5alty mafe 7ad ma y’3la6. 

Nouf: mum there is someone that would like to see you.

The all gave me questioning looks. I walked to the door and called him in. he walked in with his head down.

Mum: who’s he?

Nouf: I’d like you to meet saif al-x. He’s in 7anan’s school. He loving her caused him to do stupid things. He wanted 7anan to love him so he did whatever she asked him to do, one of them is to get her pregnant for the plan she did.

Saif: ana at7amal ms2oolyah kamlah 3an ely 9ar. Ma kint areed IL maw’9oo3 y9eer chethey bas… im sorry I’ll do anything you ask of me so I can fix my mistake. 

Mum: 7anan is it true.

7anan: it is. Don’t hold anything against him, I lied to him so I can use him, he did nothing. 

My mum stayed quite thinking. Then saif said something really unexpected.

Saif: can I see the baby?

Nouf: they’re giving him a bath.

Saif: 7anan, if you don’t mind I would like to help raise him with you. Well, my parents forced me thinking this is all me, but I really want to.

Mum: saif you know she can’t stay like this.

Saif: I know which is why when she turns 18 I would like to ask for her hand in marriage. 

depression mode

hay sorry for not posting it's just that my mood 9ar zft cause my hair 9ar wayed 5feef w y6ee7 w 7ala so my mum had to cut it a little but i feel it's too much wayed za3lana 3alaih kan 6weel now i feel it's short ma 3ad fe hsay emayzny 3an il bagy 

im 3 years younger (33)

you guys better love me for this im feeling much better although my teeth hurt min il ta8weem anyways enjoy cause this post might shock you 

2 weeks before nouf’s graduation.

Im soo excited, 5ala9 bagy 3 weeks w namlich ana w bader. I walked into the house with a smile that disappeared right after I saw the fuss. 

Nouf: mama what’s wrong?

Mum: ta3aly 7abebty I need to talk to you.

We walked together to the living room. I found 7anan crying there

Mum: I have some bad news. Last week you’re sister went to London, at the same date bader went there too. Today morning we got a pregnancy test results from the hospital.

Nouf: No way would bader never do that, not because of me but because he’s a good person and you know that.

Mum: nothing made me believe it as him until I saw the pictures.

She handed me a quite large amount of photos. My hands shook as I looked through them. 

Mum: he has to marry your sister. We already talked to his parents. There isn’t another choice.  

I threw them on the floor.

Nouf: no

Mum: nouf….

Nouf: you can’t do this to me.

Mum: im sorry.

I ran to my room and locked the door. I cried hysterically. How could they? I couldn’t walk so I just sat behind my door. My phone rang, I had a feeling it was him. What am I going to do? I can’t face him?

Bader: im in your neighborhood we need to talk.

Nouf: okay.

He sounded scared. I grabbed my purse and walked out the house ignoring all the calls from my mum. When I saw his car I walked to it and got in. the first thing her did was hug me, and that caused me to cry even more. He drove to his chalet. He hadn’t said a word to me. I continued to cry, I felt my heart being shredded to pieces. I don’t want to lose him. 

Bader: yallah nouf, 5al nanzel.

He helped me in. we sat down facing each other for a mere second, before he pulled me in his arms. 

Bader: I… nouf… ana ma agdar ahdich.

Nouf: why did you do this?

Bader: I didn’t.

Nouf: but the pictures…

Bader: I know but I don’t remember any of that. I was with a friend in a small café and that’s all I remember. I even called you, I told you something weird happed and that I woke up in an alley. 

Nouf: I don’t want you to leave me.

I lifted my head up, placing my lips on his. Our lips together were joined by tears, mine and his.

Out of nowhere he broke the kiss.

Nouf: bader what’s wrong? You’re scaring me.

Bader: I just remembered; that day I went to get a blood test to make sure things is okay. They doctor said her found a kind of drug. I have the results in my room.

Nouf: I still have the text you send me.

Bader: but we have a problem. 7anan.

Nouf: I believe that it wasn’t you. Besides she’s a bitch god only knows that child might not be yours. You could get a DNA test after it’s born.

He called his parents to come to nouf’s house. We went to his to get the papers then left to mine. We also got a detective from the police station to help us out.

When we got to my house bader got hold of my hand. We walked in, together.

Bader explained everything, he gave them the papers, my phone and his for the text to check the time and date. The police officer was looking at the pictures checking them out for a clue.

P.O.: well it’s obvious they we’re not alone. As for bader, the angle of his head in this one shows that he’s unconscious. Miss 7anan you’re smiling in most of these photos. And I seem to have caught a hand readjusting bader’s position.

5alty Huda: 7a’9rat IL ‘6abi6 law sama7t ishra7 ni7na mob fahmeen. 

P.O.: we have little proof that bader has been framed, but still I can’t say that the baby isn’t his.

Bader: I’ll wait and get that DNA test after it’s born.

Mum: okay but im sorry you and nouf can’t….

Nouf: no, I’ll wait too, if bader isn’t the father namlich directly.

Later that day:

I was walking when I overheard 7anan talking on the phone.

7anan: saif you need to help they will get a DNA test after I give birth. ……what do you want me to do you’re the father and we both know it……okay bye.

2 days after 7anan gave birth.

Bader and I are sitting outside her room waiting for the doctor to come and announce the tests result.

As soon as we saw him we stood up and followed him inside the room.

Doctor: I really don’t know if this is a good or bad news but it seems that this man is………………..