rad i3tibar part 24

Me: ma aba aklmah.

3bood: you have every right to be upset. Bas 7aram la ti’9lemen il wilad 3washanswer him. He had an argument with the doctor cause he wanted to leave to check that ur okay.

Me: I don’t want him to explain I saw everything and no one would convince me otherwise. You know what I don’t care anymore. Allah yhameehom ( I hung up on him)

I put my phone beside my pillow. I put my pj’s on and turned off the lights. I couldn’t sleep at all I did was cry. I heard someone get in, and then 3bood was standing in front of me.

3bood: I know that you aren’t sleeping.

Me: what do you want?

3bood: sit.

When I did he pulled me into his arms and I cried even more.

3bood: 3wash 5ala9 ely 9ar 9ar you will forget.

Me: la2 I wont 3bood enteh t3arf kaif it3alagt feh ana 9idg a7ebeh.

3bood: give him a chance just talk to him

Me: no

3bood: 3wash na9oor is worried sick wallah it isn’t good eneh yd5al ‘3rfat il 3amalyat ib hal 7al.

I pulled away with a shocked face.

Me: what

3bood: he was gonna tell you about it something is wrong ib mikan il kasir bas the doctor egool its nothing serious he gonna be okay

That, only made me cry even more.

3bood: I thought you didn’t care anymore.

Me: shut up okay you know I love him.

I buried my head in his chest.

3bood: okay how about we go to him.

Me: no I don’t want to.

3bood: why?

Me: cause it hurts me. His memory just kills me what do you think will happen if I face him

3bood: okay fine

My phone rang.

Me: halla Rashood

Rashood: 7abebty are you feeling better.

Me: I guess so.

Rashood: il 7elwa laish mish ragdeh.

Me: ga3deh ma3a 3bood.

Rashood: okay bas la tis’hreen wayed gn w tc sweet dreams

Me: bye.

3bood: wtf does he want al7een its soo not the right time.

Me: when I came home he was here.

3bood: did he find out about what happened.

Me: no

3bood: don’t tell him

Me: im not stupid

I got a msg min Rashood

“We could go out tomorrow for you to change moods”

To Rashood: “yeah sure”

From Rashood: it’s a date ill pick you up at 1

To Rashood: okay

Me: 3bood I think I have a date with Rashood.

3bood: what about na9oor.

Me: what do you want me to do with him.

3bood: nvm but tc.

Me; yeah I know.

3ood: you tired

Me: no

3bood: goomy get dressed I want to go to the beach.

Me: 3bood its almost 3

3bood: so I like the weather at this time w the sky is amazing

Me: you know shamma is lucky to have you. give me 2 minutes and ill be down.

I put on black leggings with a white oversized shirt and spongebob flipflops.i got down and we drove off. When we got there the time I had with him made me forge everything.

We walked side by side. Talked about a lot of stuff bas everythingi5tirabwhen he brought up na9oor

3bood: what will you do about what happened.

Me: I don’t want to think about it

His phone rang it was….

3bood: hala na9oor.

I completely froze. 3bood sat down and pulled my hand to sit

Na9oor: calm down she’s fine (7a6 na9oor 3al speaker)

Na9oor: kaif itgooly don’t worry and she hasn’t answered any of my calls. Enteh wain al7een.

I started crying silently he was really worried.

3bood: im at the beachwith 3wash.

Na9oor: I want to talk to her.

3bood: she can hear you.

Na9oor: 3wash??

3bood: answer himhe’s gone crazy.

Na9oor: don’t if she wants to answer she will don’t force herthe most important thing that she’s listening 3wash. Im sorry I tried to explain but you wouldn’t listen3wash I really need to see you before I enter the operation room.

Me: na9oor I can’t

Na9oor: 3wash plz its all im asking just give me a chance to explain to you and if your not interested just plz I really need to see you I want to make sure that you’re really fine.

Me: na9oor plz don’t. Just don’t pressure me

Na9oor: w ‘3alat a’3la nass 3ndich 3wash bas aba ashoofich I just want you to give me a minute to defend myself w aray7ich min itafkeer.

Me: ill think about it.yallah ….. bye

3bood: yalla bye na9oor we will be there.

Na9oor: bye.

3bood: you will think about it. 3wash what the hell. Don’t you have a heart.

Me: 3bood enough I don’t need you to make me feel worse

I started crying. He pulled me into a hug. I sat in his lap and we both of us were quite.

Me: ill go but on one condition he forgets about us being together.

3bood: 3wash the guy wants you to be his for a long time now don’t take away the only thing he ever wished to have

Me: I can’t what happened isn’t that simple I want to forget about it bas I cant and being with him will constantly remind me.