Monday, November 15, 2010

rad i3tibar part 25

guys adree 6awalt bas sorry i didnt have time w im trying my best anyways kil 3am w entoo b5air hope you like it btw i miss my commenters where are you guys?? im losing hope

3bood: adree bas ma ‘3la6 3alaich. Enty ma t3arfeen ‘3alatich 3ndeh

Me: 3bood 5al inroo7

3bood: okay

The ride to the hospital was quite. All I did was cry. Na9oor kaif ba6al3ah min 7ayaty I know he hasn’t been in it for too long but he had a big effect on me.

3bood: fe shay mish fahmeh laish it9e7een etha enty ely tbain tinheen ely bainkom

Me: fi6 mikanik ib mikany w 9ar chethey ma3ak w ma3a shamma. Will you ignore batim ma3aha w enteh tedree enik mish wathi8 feha

He didn’t answer. Wi9alna . we were walking to his room.

3bood: di5ly broo7ich ill wait outside for you.

Me:3bood ta3al ma3ay.

3bood: la2 na9oor ytrayach ibse3ah.

He opened the door and pushed me in.

Na9oor: 3wash!!!

Me: I came tba shay thany?

Na9oor: t3aly

When I didn’t move he asked again so I just did.

I sat on the chair by his bed.

Me: 5ale9ny gool ely 3ndik.

Na9oor: shoo tbain it3arfeen bagool ely tebainah bas er’9ay 3alay.

Me: do you know her?

Na9oor: (looking down) she was my girlfriend. We broke up a year ago. I don’t know why she came here or even how did she find out that I was here.

Me: so she just guessed that you’re here?

Na9oor: 3wash wallah ma a3arf kaif 3rfat eny hny.

Me: how long did you go out with her.

Na9oor: 2 weeks w t7asaft 3alihom. 7asait eny ‘9lamtich ma3ay. 3wash im sorryabout what happened. Wallah I have no feelings for her, a9lan how could I when you’re the one who owns my heart soul and life. 3wash ana 3mry ma 7abait 7ad ‘3airich. Enty tswain ednya w ma feha.

I started crying. He grabbed my hand and pulled me to sit on the bed right beside him. He wrapped his arms around me. I cried even more. He held me closer.

Na9oor: 7abebty 3wash bas la t9e7een wala ma aswa dam3a min dmoo3ich.2mry tedalelay w ely tbainha bay9eer.

(I pulled away)me: mithel ma ba6la3 min hal bab areed a6la3 min 7ayatik. Im sorry bas lazim aroo7 al7een.

I was about to get up and leave but he held my hand.

Na9oor: 3wash la troo7een I need you. t3athabt 6ool 3mryw ana atraya il youm ely batkoonen mine. And I didn’t happen. I don’t want to let go. I love you and I want you more than anything ill do anything but this.

Me: na9oor understand I don’t want you anymore, just let go.

I felt him stiffen. He let go of my hand with a shocked look on his face. Walked a few steps away. Then stopped I can’t do it I love him too much to let go, but I can’t be with him not after what happened. I walked back to him and hugged him. He didn’t move.

Me: (whispering in his ears) im sorry it was just not meant to be.

I kissed his cheek and left. 3bood said nothing as I got out. When we got home he took his stuff and left. Although I asked him to stay he said he has work. That night I cried myself to sleep.

I woke up the next morning to my phone ringing. Rashood, Ufffffff what does he want now.

Rashood: 9aba7 il ward.

Me: 9aba7 il 5air.

Rashood: are you feeling any better?

Me: yeah. Ummm Rashood.

Rashood: 3yoon Rashood

Me: (I laughed) can we go out bas nitmasha its almost I’9iher w batrayag mit25irmaly 5lg lunch.

Rashood: 3ala ra7tich ill pick you up in an hour.

Me: okay that will be great.

As soon as he hung up, I ran to the bathroom. I took a shower, wrapped the towel tightly around me. I made sure the door was locked. Then i opened my closet. I wore knee-length shorts with a baby blue shirt. I did my hair and applied a little make up. I went down stairs for brunch. My dad was down with mariam.

Dad: 9aba7 il 5air.

Me: 9aba7 inoor.

Mariam: wain batroo7een.

Me: shoo 5i9ich.

Mariam : 3an 8ilat il adab.

Dad: 7abebty 3wash wain ray7ah.

Ma: rashed wil your friend. Shfney ams mit’6ayga min 3bood fa ybany a’3ayer jaw shway.

Dad: 3asa ma shar.

Me; la ma 3alaik ams mar alay w ra’9aney.

Dad: inzain 5ala9 eat w go but don’t be late.

Me: okay dad

Mariam: your daughter needs to be raised all over again

Me: you know what dad I lost my appetite

Dad: 7abebty 3wash you must eat. Ma y9eer chethey

Me: I don’t want to.

I left the living room. I went upstairs to my room I put on my Nike black shoes, took my channel bag and then called Rashood.

Me: im ready can you pick me up now.

Rashood: yeah sure.

10 minutes later he called and said he’s waiting down stairs. I locked my room and off I went. I got into his car. He looked at me and smiled.

Rashood: are you feeling better.

Me: yeah thanks for asking.

Rashood: (as he backed out of the house drive way) so where do you want to go.

Me: do you want to go walk on the beach.

Rashood: what do you say about if we go and ret bikes? The next group goes in 10 minutes, and it isn’t far away.

Me: whatever you say as long as I don’t stay at home.

Rashood: god be with you. You don’t deserve what happening.

Me: time will help me forget

Rashood: and people (with a devilish smile)

I blushed but a smile formed on my face.

Rashood: ya 7alat ely yste7oon.

Me: stop it.

Rashood: were here. (He looked at me and smiled)

My smile got wider and I blushed even more. He got out of the car and mover to my side to open the door.

Me: thanks

Rashood: close your eyes.

Me: huh!

Rashood: just close them.

I did as he said. I was nervous of what he was planning to do.

I felt his hands go around my neck. Then I felt something cold on my skin. I opened my eyes to look at it. I knew it was a necklace. It had the word shooshy on it. I simply loved it.

Me: thanks I love it.

Rashood: and I love you.

I blushed. I was about to get out of the car but rashood’s hands on my face stopped me. I saw him leaning in. I didn’t know how to react. I didn’t want it to happen its too soon.

His lips were inches away from mine. Everything in me buzzed telling me no, but when his lips touched mine I went blank then I froze. Him feeling that he pulled slightly away, but I didn’t let him I wrapped my arms around his neck, and pulled him back in. the only reason I didn’t that was because that little touch made me forget about everything. Things got a little intense and that’s when I pulled away. All we did was stare into each other’s eyes.

Rashood: do you still want to go biking.

Me: I don’t feel like it anymore

Rashood: then what do you want.

Me: how about we go for ice-cream

Rashood: come on

Me: but lets go walking its only 10 minutes away.

Rashood: its fine with me.

We walked side by side basically saying nothing. as we got closer his hand tightened around mine

Me: Rashood what’s wrong with you your hurting me.

Rashood: just get in.

Me; Rashood let go it hurts.

Rashood: there’s a guy that been following us for the past 10 minutes

I freaked out and held his hand even tighter. He opened the door and both of us entered.

Rashood: what would you like to have?

Me: ill have a chocolate

Rashood: and one vanilla please.

…………: ya 7alat Il chocolatelakin enty a7la.

I froze Rashood looked at the guy

….: tadreen the spoon would be soo lucky to be put in your mouth, I wish it gets replace by my tongue

Rashood: enteh ma tste7y 3ala wayhik

………….: w enteh shoo 59ik

Rashood: bint 3amy.

……: w il7elwa bat9eer 7abebat man9oor

Rashood got so mad he punched him right in the face.

Ma9oor went down with a bleeding nose.

Rashood: stand outside.

A minute later he came with both our ice-creams in his hands.

Rashood: are you okay.

Me: yeah

Rashood: enjoy (as he handed me the cup)

Me: thanks

Rashood: don’t mention it.

We walked for a while in a nearby park.

Me: Rashood let’s go back it’s getting late.

Rashood: okay.

Both of us said nothing. He had his arms around me. He opened the door and helped me in. the ride home was even more weird. All he did is hold my hand and smile. When we got home, he walked me to the door

Rashood: don’t need to tell you tc

Me:you too

He leaned in for a kiss. That’s when the door opened. He jumped away. We oth looked at the door it was my dad

Rashood: ahlain 3amy

Dad: sh7alik

Rashood: im gd

Dad: sam7oony mista3yel lazim al7ag3ala il flight

Me: traveling again

Dad: work honey but I’ll be back soon

Me: tc

Dad: ok.rashed ma awa9eek binty a’3la shay 3ndy.

Rashood: maleh da3ey itwa9y 3amy.

Dad: ma 3alaik 2mr bas law tig3ad ma3aha shway. Blaad ‘3rbah w ma a2mn ibnaya broo7ha.

Rashood: ma 6libat 3amy

I said bye to my dad. Then me and Rashood entered. He sat in the living room while I went upstairs to change. I put on a pj maktoob 3alaiha I love sleeping. When I got down Rashood was talking on the phone. So I went to the kitchen to get some left over cake mal ams. I got it out so I can cut 2 slices. I got a strawberry and vut it in half and put one on each slice. I was putting some chocolate sauce when I felt someone’s arms around me.

6 comments:

Naduuuuh said...

wooooooooow huge post now i'll start <3

Naduuuuh said...

i hate rashood w wats up wiya 3awash i hate her >.<

ASM said...

Don't judge things will get better just wait I'm glad YOU LIKE IT

H said...

ma7ib 3awash she's annoying shway! y3ni shd3wa she left na9oor bas che and ra7at on a date the next day with HIS BEST FRIEND! wth?!

girl with the petite appetite said...

Bagolich Shay... Tadreen tawni darait that you have a blog!!
Oo eb9Ara7a let me tell you that it's amazing!! Hun you're doing a great job bas you are to slow in posting!! ;p pleeeez post soon oo ma 3alaich amer make them longer!! ;D
oo love u oo tc!! ;**

ASM said...

noodie
it wasnt really a dTe date rashood wanted to cheer her up t3arfeen e'3ayer her mood lookni promise you it will get clear as you read ba3dain t3alegat wayed fe na9oor afyer seeing what she saw .... i thing you get the picture elha 7ag tiz3al

gil with the petite appetite
thank you im glad you like it i know im not posting sooner the school canceled the p2 exams and we have quizes i stead of them and im almost done writting it ill start typing as soon as i have time w ill post as soon as i finish a part. about maaking them longer ill try but i cant promise anything cause they are already written love you too tc