Saturday, January 29, 2011

Rad i3tibar part 27

I wanted to push him away. I became weak when na9oor’s face appeared in my head. Rashood gained enterence easily. He moved his tongue in my mouth. My brain shut down when it cirlcled mine. That’s when I froze.i heard na9oor’s voice in my head telling me to stop. That’s when Rashood got a response from me. I wanted to get rid of na9oor’s voice. It kept repeating in my head. I was being tortured. On the other hand Rashood seems to be enjoyingthings, his hands moved away from my hands to my sides.

I couldn’t stop myself I started crying. Rashood pulled away directly.

Rashood: 3wash 7abebty whats wrong?

I didn’t answer I just got off the bed and ran to the bathroom. I locked the door twice.

Rashood: 3wash what’s wrong, did I do something?

I didn’t answer all I did was cry harder.

Rashood’s P.O.V.

When I saw her cry, I felt guilty. She downt deserve to be treated this way. I stood out side the barthroom door trying to know whats wrong with her. I knew I was making things worse, because everytime I talked she would cry even more. Guilt was eating me up alive.

3wash’s P.O.V.

10 minutes later rashood’s voice was no longer there.

Me: Rashood.

Rashood: 7ayaty 3wash 6l3y aba akalmich.

Me: no, I don’t want to talk please Rashood can you leave I want to stay alone for a while.

Rashood: but…………

Me: if you love me go.

He didn’t answer then.

Rashood: okay but call me.

I heard the door close. When I got out he was gone. I threw myself on the bed. I called 3bood, he didn’t answer. I kept calling him but still no answer. I broke down again. I buried my head in the pillow. About ten minutes later my phone rang it was 3bood.

Me: aloo.

3bood: (ib kil brood) na3am.

Me: where are you?

3bood: im with na9oor.

It was obveious that I was obvious that I was crying, but he said nothing.

Me: 3bood can you come I need to talk to you.

3bood: I don’t want to.

Me: this isn’t fair you promised that you will always be there for me.

3bood: youm bat7seen 3ala damich call me. I have to go bye.

3bood’s P.O.V

Na9oor: why the hell did you do that?

3bood: why do you care?

5aloof: she’s your cousingo to her. (5aloof is very close to na9oor so he knows everything)

3bood: I have a question, did Rashood come see you or talk to you after all this happened?

Na9oor: what the fuck does he have to do with this?

3bood: do you really think ill be mad at her because she isn’t willing to get back to you? Trust me if that’s the case I would be on her side.

Na9oor: look I don’t give rats’ ass about Rashood right now but why did you bring him up.

3bood: ill tell you why. Do you know that after you two broke up he was there with her, asking her out? Telling her that he wants her, loves her. Yesterday he was with her till aroung 1, kissing her. Do you think he could show his face to you after all that?

At that exact moment na9oor’s face turned pale.

5aloof: what??!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

3bood: al7een 3raft laish ana ga3ed asawee chethey feha.

Na9oor rested his head and closed his eyes.

5aloof: hatha wa7ed ma yste7y. We are talking about his best friend. If it was his brother soo baysawee?

3bood: to be honest it’s her not him.she gave him too much attention. I fell disgusted minha il 7mara.

Na9oor: 3bood shut the fuck up. Don’t even dare talk about her that way ill kill you tfham.

3bood: 5aloof hatha 9a7y wala shoo. If shamma does that to me ill kill her

5aloof: ill do the same if this happened with me and asma (his cousin w 5a6ebta)

Na9oor: 3bood 3shany go to her. She was crying. Make sure she’s okay and when you leave call me.

3bood: if you didn’t ask for it yourself I would have never bothered.

Na9oor: thank you I own you a lot.

3bood: bye.

I got in the car and drove to her house.

3wash’s P.O.V

i was crying so hard, I tried to stop but failed. It just hurts too much. I feel the pain spread through me. I heard the door open then close. I looked up to see 3bood standing jdamy.

Me: what do you want?

3bood: if it wasn’t for na9oor I wouldn’t be here. Wallah 7aram 3alaich, it isn’t fair for him.

Me: please stop, don’t add on me.

3bood: look at your self you’re a mess.

This time while I was crying Igi3at sh’hag I closed my eyes 3shan ahda.i felt 3boods arms around me.

3bood: why are you crying? Na9oor got out of your lifeand you have some one else you should be happy 9a7?

Me: I still love him

2 comments:

Naduuuuh said...

awwwwwwwwwww T.T!! I still love him too :P
anywayz she's a loser she doesnt deserve him!!!

ASM said...

thnx nada and na9oor love you too