rad i3tibar part 42

Someone entered 

Na9oor: malek 5i9 fena. Ba3dain we arnt doing anything.

Hazza3: yeah wayed imbaen that’s why you two are in bed.

I stayed quite.

Hazza3: I want her out. Ma aba mishakel you aren’t in America anymore.

Na9oor: fine. 3wash can you wait in the car banzel in a minute.

I got out of the room. When I reached the end on the stairs, every single guy turned to see me. As I got oout I heared……

……: told you hazza3 will blow.

…….: you didn’t have to say anuthing. He was worried sick 3alaiha casue she didn’t answer her phone. Gam 3an il akel. Ba3dain they are leaving il youm w he wont see her after he starts his course in UK……

I left ma gidat asma3 akthar. I got in the car. I wanted to wait for na9oor but I didn’t. He’s moving to UK w ana a5er wi7da a3arf. My phone rang.

Na9oor: laish rawa7ty.

Me: my mum called I had to go. (I didn’t mean to sound so cold)

Na9oor: 7abebty shoo feech?

Me: nothing.

Na9oor: babe what’s wrong? Please tell me.

Me: you’re moving to UK.

Na9oor: im sorry I wanted to tell you ams. I got the letter ams. I got accepted. I called but you didn’t answer. When you came I was releaved that you were okay w I forgot.

Me: I love you.

Na9oor: ana akthar.

Me: fe lama fe baitna before 3bood w shamma leave. You’re coming too.

Na9oor: but...

Me: ill see you in two hours

(At home)

Mum: wain kinty?

Me: no where I saw na9oor w I came back.

Mum: min doon istethan w ana mish gaylatlich ma ti6le3een ma3ah.

Me: we’re leaving today so it houldnt make a difference.

She just sighed. I called the maid to help me pack.

Mum: 3wash 3bood and shamma are here.

My mum thinks of 3bood as a son. He respects her, visites a lot, and always stops by for a good bye or a hello.

When I got down, 5aled was facing me. Involantarly a smile appeared on his face. Then i saw na9oor. He had a look that told me he didn’t like what he saw.

All through the time I would do stuff that na9oor didn’t like. I was being extra friendly with 5aled. Na9oor hates him that’s for sure. It not like I did that on purpose.

Na9oor: 3wash lazim ni6la3 3ashan nl7ag 3al plane.

His voice was harsh, cold and emotionless.

Me: bye guys.

I gave my mum a hug and then got out. I tried for a smile but couldn’t. Im really starting to get worried. What’s happening to me I always smile when he’s around.

Na9oor: get in.

I just did as he said.

Na9oor: 3wash what the hell was that?

Me: what do you mean?

Na9oor: I knew you got upset cause I didn’t tell you, I said I was sorry.

Me: im not upset.

Na9oor: you didn’t even smile at me. I know being nice to a guest is the right thing to do, but to be honest you gave 5aled a little too much attention.

I stayed quite. We got to the airport and boarded the plane. Both of us said nothing.

(A while later)

Na9oor: 3wash.

When I didn’t look at him he kissed my cheek. I turned to face him.

Na9oor: im sorry. I shouldn’t have gotten mad at you like that.

I didn’t answer.

Na9oor: ya3nee 7aram il wa7ed e’3ar.

I smiled. He kissed my nose.

Me: yaa3 don’t do that again.

Na9oor: 7abebty w kaify. La tinsain im much stronger than you. I can make you do things you don’t want to.

He grabbed both hands. I struggled to move them out of his grip, but he managed to keep me still.

Me: ill do anything just please let go.

He moved his face closer to mine.

Na9oor: kiss me.

I bit my lower lip.

Na9oor: ill let go if you do that.

I placed my lips on his for a short moment. It felt like forever though. Everytime we kiss my insides turn upside down and I just cant get enough. Once I pulled away he let go.

Me: don’t let go. I’m afraid to lose you.

I slept all through the flight, in na9oors arms, but all that had to end when he woke me up because the plane was landing. We took our time getting off the plane. It was half empty when we got out of our seats.in no time I was walking into the house.

Me: dad!!!!

Dad: 7abebty ta3aly ni7na ga3deen fi i9alah.

I went to the living room and hugged both my dad and mariam.

Dad: 7imdiallah 3a isalamah 

Me: allah ysalmik.

I was about to go change when he said.

Dad: gi3dey we have something to tell you.

I sat down with a worried look

Dad: mariam’s pregnant.

Me: what?

Dad: you heard. You’re going to have a baby brother, or sister.

Me: min mita?

Mariam: 1 month and two weeks

I smiled I was happy, Happiness out of this world.

After my bath I put my pj’s on and called na9oor.

Na9oor: hallah 7abebty.

Me: na9oor. Im gonna havea sister or a brother. Well, it doesn’t matter. Mariam 7amel.

Na9oor: that’s great, but….

Me: babe what’s wrong?

Na9oor: well im afrain that you’ll love this baby more than me.

Me: I would never love anyone more than you. Not even my self.

Dad: 3wash….

Me: na9oor I got to go my dad wants me.

Na9oor: bye sweetie.

Me: yes dad.

3bood: halla.

Me: what are you doing?

3bood: lazim asalim 3ala 3amy. We’re leaving bacher.

Me: that’s great.

3bood: bacher 6al3een breakfast with 5alood. So call na9oor and tell him to come.

Me: okay.

I sat with them for a whiel then excused my self. When I got to my room I called na9oor.

Na9oor: aloo (sleepy voice which by the way is hotand extremely sexy)

Me: sorry baby I woke you up. Never mind ill call you tomorrow.

Na9oor: it’s okay. Anywhere, anytime, and anything for you.

Me: bacher we have breakfast with 3bood and shamma.

Na9oor: okay just call when you wake up.

Me: good night love you

Na9oor: yallah go to sleep

Me: inshallah 7abeby

I hung up. Placed my hand on the pillow and fell asleep

(Someone knocking ay the door)

Marry: 3wash wake up 3bood is down stairs

Me: im getting dressed. Ill be down in a minute 

I wore a simple baby blue dress. After finishibg my hair and make up, i went down. 3bood, shamma, 5aled and na9oor were all waiting for me.

Na9oor: (while givin me a side hug) so much for a wake up call.

Me: im sorry i forgot.

We got in the car. Na9oor held me close to him thw whole way.

We st in a small coffee shop with a very small town house look. Aftet coffee our food arrived. I was enjoying everything because it was perfect until.....

3bood: 5alood ma awa9eek 3ala 3wash

Na9oor gave 3bood a look

Me: may i ask why?

3bood: he (pointing at na9oor) will be in UK and 5alood will be with you in NYU

Na9oor said nothing, but i could feel his anger. Of he could he would have seperated 5alood into two with his bare hands.oh! And what i said just mafe things worse.

Me: it will be nice having someone i know with me.

He smiled

We got to my house na9oor wanted me to go out with him. We drove out of the house. He stopped the car by the beach.

Na9oor: yallah nizlay.

When we got down i wanted to hold his hand but he moved his too fast and away from me.
Na9oor: “it would be nice to have some one i know with me" that’s what you had to say

Me: i was just being nice ma Kan 8a9dy shay.

Na9oor: if you like him soo much go for it. I can’t stop you. God only knows what you will do with him there.

Me: you dont trust me. 

Na9oor: i dont trust you around him

Me: take me home.

Na9oor: akeed tbain tg3deen ma3ah

I got in his carand looked out the window. He didnt care, he wasnt normal, he wasnt MY na9oor

I got out of the car a soon as he stopped. 3bood was just leaving. I didnt stop i just ran to my room. 

3bood's P.O.V.

I looked the other way to find na9oor gone. I went after 3wash. The door was locked

3bood: 3wash, open the door what's wrong?

I stayed fot 10 minutes before she opened the door. She cried for an hour while telling me what happened. I couldnt say anything. I kept my hands aroumd her until she fell asleep. I put her head on the pillow covered her and left.

Na9oor's P.O.V.

I got home and went straight to my room. I got in the shower. As the warm water hit my body i relaxed. For the first time in my life i slept with tears in my eyes. I jst lost some one i really cared about. It was all my doing, my fault.