I’m 3 years younger (26)

people i hope you like it because as i wrote this i felt the words and the thoughts coming out of my heart not brain. i as i wrote felt like crying. im in love with bader a7is ill start crying if i don't find a guy like him anyways hope yo like it

All his kisses were on my neck.

Nouf: bader…… I….. 

Bader: go put some clothes on before I actually do turn that rumor to reality.

As soon as he dropped his hands I grabbed any long Pj’s and rushed to the bathroom. I got out and sat beside him on my bed.

Bader: nouf, I didn’t like the way you acted today at all. I know everything that happened today to the point where we were just now was shocking. When I first met you, you were strong, independent. Im not saying that I don’t like that fact that you are relaying on me to keep you standing, it is my job after all. Nouf I really love you, I am ready and I did go against my dad and mum today for you. I want you to always be strong just like our first days, just in case anything happens to me, I don’t want you to break down and lose senses be….

I placed my finger on his lips.

Nouf: bismillah 3alaik, feny wala feek. 

Bader: t5afain 3alay?

Nouf: of course I do.

He smiled and leaned closer to me. I closed my eyes anticipating his touch, but I never got it because my mum walked in on us.

Mum: weeeeeeeeeeh asfah ma kint adree.

Nouf: its okay mum, come in.

I had to laugh at bader. His cheeks turned bright red.

Mum: la 7abebty ana a5aleekom.

Nouf: by the way my mum is okay with us kissing and hugging and going out. She has this thinking that these small things are going to get us closer to each other.

Bader: okay then can I have my kiss now.

Nouf: but you have to promise to tell me how you solved the problem?

For the second time he leaned in, but this time I did feel his lips on my, very gentle and very loving. I put my hands around his neck, and his hands went around my waist pulling me to him until I was sitting on his lap. You could only imagine how close we were to one another.  There’s this feeling that lit inside of me, like some kind of hunger that I couldn’t overcome. I pressed against bader even more. He slowly backed h is body up until his back was flat against the bed with me on top.

Bader: if you really want to I don’t have a problem.

Nouf: jeez, you were the one that fell on the bed.

Bader: but you were on top kissing me.

Nouf: we were both kissing each other, and I was sitting on your lap that’s why I ended up on top of you.

Bader:  I love you.

I rolled over and lay down beside him with my head on his chest. 

Nouf: come on I want to know how you ended up being my hero.

Bader: okay do you remember that day when I took you to our shalaih, the first time you saw my dad.

Nouf: yes.

Bader: if you remember when we went to get lunch from McDonalds and I told you my friends are there. 

Nouf: your gossiping bees

Bader: well, I called one of them, akthar wa7ed ynshir a5bar, and told him that what they heard was the actual rumor. Within seconds word started to spread that they got information from the main source, me, that anything 7anan says about us is and will always be a lie. End of story.

Nouf: I love you.

Bader: it’s getting late you should sleep.

Nouf: stay, until I fall asleep.

He wrapped his arms around me. He kissed my forehead and wished me a good night. 

Bader

She fell asleep instantly I left the door slightly opened and walked down the stairs.

5alty Mona: (nouf’s mum) thank you bader.

Bader: you’re welcome

I got in my car and drove. I got to my house but didn’t enter. I didn’t care about what my dad had to say. I was thinking, trying to save the feeling of nouf asleep in my arms to my permanent memory. I really wish I could have stayed with her all night, and not just today, everyday.