im 3 years younger (37)

Nouf: mama mita enroo7. 

Mum: sa3a bil ketheer.

Nouf: okay. 

Bader: nouf….

Nouf: I don’t want to hear it.

In the next upcoming hour or so, I pretended that nothing happened at all. 

After doing  this and that we walked to the room. When we were alone, I ignored him.

Bader: nouf law sama7ty 6al3eny.

Nouf: malek sh’3l feeny.

I slammed the bathroom door shut. I changed and got into bed.

Bader: nouf can’t we talk about it.

Nouf: you know that day I heard you talk to Salem about her but I never 

thought that   you would. I mean how could you? 

Bader: if you heard you knew I didn’t have a choice.

Nouf: you did, you were just too scared about what people would say. 

Bader: no I didn’t want you getting hurt by something that was my fault.

Nouf: you could have at least told me.

Bader: you think I could. I knew what would happen if I did.

 Just thinking about how would react…

Nouf: good night.

I woke up to find bader already awake.

Bader: 9ba7 IL 5ai….

Nouf: what do you have planned for me today?

Bader: nouf please let us talk about it.

Nouf: there is nothing to talk about, I trusted you but you turned out unworthy.

Bader: I know, I was told to tell you but I didn’t listen and I’ll have to deal with the      consequences.

Nouf: im glad that you understood that yourself.

Bader: breakfast at the hotel’s restaurant, then I drop you home, enroo7 insalem 3ala   my parents then we head to the air port.

Nouf: im ready let’s go eat.

At the table

Nouf: why aren’t you eating?

Bader: I don’t feel like it.

Nouf: where are we going?

Bader: Spain, and while we’re there I need you to talk to an interior designer. I gave her no budget.

Nouf: why would I do that?

Bader: are you willing to live in the dorm rooms with me in the states, but that’s not      really it. I need you to start with our house here so it will be ready for living when we    come here or move back.

Nouf: house?

Bader: yes. I thought you would like to stay close to your mother and sister now that   you two are okay.

I hate this. He has to be nice to me to show that he is guilty. 

Shai5ah: oh my god you two look cute together. 

Nouf: why don’t you join? (Sarcasm) 

Ento t5ayelw she pulled a chair and joined.  I stared at her and she just smiled bader oh don’t get me started. He said nothing. 

I got up wanting to leave. Bader stood up, and when he did this little home-wrecker of a bitch spoke.

Shai5ah: did I do something wrong.

Nouf: no, because what you did was absolutely normal. I got used to being treated this way by people who envy me for what I have. I had my fare share of these moments,    and im fed up. So you know what, knock yourself out. 

I walked away with bader at my foot. Our bags were already in his car. He checks us   out and headed outside where I was standing. 

I walked in the house not bothering to say hi to my mum, 7anan and even saif. I directly rushed to my room, locking the door behind me. 

Bader 

3amo: if you don’t fix this, im not going to force my daughter to stay with a man that   she doesn’t want. Im starting to regret that you two met.

Bader: I won’t allow you to take her away from me. I will fix this.

3amo: make it quick.

im 3 years younger (36)

 The day of the milcha

Nouf: mama…. Mama Wainich?

Mum: nouf shoo feech.

Nouf: mama ana 5ayfah.

Mum: mashallah 3alaich t’hableen, Maleh da3y, 9arlich t3arfeen bader min fatra w ohwa e7bich. 

Nouf: inzain mita anzil.

Mum: samy bilah w twkelay. 

T3arfoon in movies kaif ekoon in a part ba3dain ynqil thany this is exactly what I want you to imagine al7een they are at the wedding.

I walked in, afraid to trip on my own white gown, stopping every 3 steps so that people could get a clear look at me and so I would be able to catch my breath. I finally reached IL koshah. As soon as I sat the camera flash didn’t stop as people came 3ashan ebarkooly.  I have no idea how many hours passed, I only considered the moments, the nonstop greeting, the photo taking, and the dancing. It wasn’t before time did they announce the entrance of the men, the coming of my husband, and the beginning of my new life. They covered me up but I was still able to see around me. I saw bader approaching. I smiled; this is it no going back. He kissed my fore head and stood beside me as the men greeted both of us before leaving. His father and my uncle stood there with us for a picture both kissed my head before they left. 

Bader: nouf 

Nouf: halla 

Bader: a7bich. 

That exact moment I hear clicking heals heading towards us. I looked up. Omg it’s the same girl that was with bader in the picture. 

(You know the one ely min safrat London the mystery bitch is about to be revealed)

….: hi bader.

She bent down and kissed his cheek. At that moment I didn’t know what to do or say, ma tw8a3t fen as chethey mostawa.

…: you might not know me but I’m bader’s girlfriend, which got dumped for you. My name is shai5ah, nice meeting you. Oh 9a7 mabrook. 

She left a couple women where looking at me. My mum and his came up to us for an explanation. I stayed quite just listening to what they were saying.

Nouf: mama mita enroo7. 

im 3 years younger (35b)

Bader called shortly after that.

Bader: did you get the picture?

Nouf: yes I did. Who’s she.

Bader: I found this in my cousin’s phone. I thought you might want to know what my sister looked like.

We continued talking after relief washed over me, couple hours later I was asleep with the phone to my ears.

1 week later. 

My mum sorted things with 7anan. After she apologized I kind of accepted her as my sister. Saif is the love he’s just amazing as a father. He loves 9ager a lot. Right now he’s playing with him in the living room. Oh and since the milcha is a week from today bader and I are having a complete no contact rule. Friends, yeah I have them but they aren’t that close. So I never bothered. 

I walked in to see saif holding now the sleeping 9ager in his hand. 

Nouf: hay saif.

Saif: hay.

Nouf: you’re a great father you know.

Saif: he’s a part of me. 

Nouf: he looks like you.

Saif: but he has 7anan’s eyes.

At that moment she walked in. saif gently placed 9ager in my arms and walked to help her. 

Nouf: what are you wearing on the milcha?

7anan: I didn’t know I was invited.

Nouf: well you are, and if you don’t have anything I would like to take you shopping.

7anan: for real?

Nouf: of course.

Bader 

I can’t take it anymore. It’s been a week.

Saloom: hello, earth to bader.

Bader: huh? What?

Mum: badoor shoo balak?

Dad: ma tadroon walhan, 9arla sboo3 kamil ma kalamha.

Mum: a5eeeeeeeeeh 3alaik, Ithgal IL milcha IL isboo3 IL yay ma feek 9aaber. 

Bader: 3an ithnkom, ana 3ndy sha’3lah w rad ni9 sa3a bil ketheer. 

Mum: wee shfee wildik chethey mistewee.

Saloom: inzain 5alty ma e9eer ta56belee 3ashan a9eer mithlah, 3al a8al in kint chethey ma a2athy 7ad.

I hit saloom slightly on the head.

Bader: ti6anaz ma3a wayhik.

Mum: bader wain raye7.

Bader: I found a house so I have to finish the paper work.

Dad: Laish mish nawee tig3ad hny.

Bader: kint fil bedayah lakin ba3dain fakart w gilt ma ra7 ekafy w aba nouf ta5th ra7at’ha ma3ay. 

Mum: hatha bas ho tafkeerkom 8aleel IL adab.  

Dad: Laish ma bekafee IL bait 3ood.

Bader: adree bas itha baneeb kids ya3ney ybalhom mokan Akbar.

im 3 years younger (35a)

Mum: thank you saif, ma tw8a3t tsaswee chethey.

Nouf: okay I get that this isn’t the right time, but mama mita betkoon IL milcha?

Mum: how about in 2 weeks?

Bader: so I’ll tell my mum about that, and for now I’m sorry I have to go. (Kissing my forehead) I’ll call you tonight. 

He kissed my mum’s head and walked out the room answering his phone.

Mum: saif can I see your mum.

Saif: bacher when I come I’ll bring her with me.

They continued talking, getting to know each other more. I excused myself to leave. I just got in my car when someone sent me a text. It was bader so I decided to call as soon as I get home. 

When I got there I called bader but no answer, so I checked the text and it was not him. The picture was his but with another girl.

im 3 years younger (34)

sorry to keep you waiting and sorry cause this is short 

Doctor: I really don’t know if this is a good or bad news but it seems that this man isn’t the father. 

Bader and I hugged, my mum was too mad to say a word. 

Mum: bader…. Ana 

He let go of me and kissed my mum’s head.

Bader: wala ihmich 5alty mafe 7ad ma y’3la6. 

Nouf: mum there is someone that would like to see you.

The all gave me questioning looks. I walked to the door and called him in. he walked in with his head down.

Mum: who’s he?

Nouf: I’d like you to meet saif al-x. He’s in 7anan’s school. He loving her caused him to do stupid things. He wanted 7anan to love him so he did whatever she asked him to do, one of them is to get her pregnant for the plan she did.

Saif: ana at7amal ms2oolyah kamlah 3an ely 9ar. Ma kint areed IL maw’9oo3 y9eer chethey bas… im sorry I’ll do anything you ask of me so I can fix my mistake. 

Mum: 7anan is it true.

7anan: it is. Don’t hold anything against him, I lied to him so I can use him, he did nothing. 

My mum stayed quite thinking. Then saif said something really unexpected.

Saif: can I see the baby?

Nouf: they’re giving him a bath.

Saif: 7anan, if you don’t mind I would like to help raise him with you. Well, my parents forced me thinking this is all me, but I really want to.

Mum: saif you know she can’t stay like this.

Saif: I know which is why when she turns 18 I would like to ask for her hand in marriage. 

depression mode

hay sorry for not posting it's just that my mood 9ar zft cause my hair 9ar wayed 5feef w y6ee7 w 7ala so my mum had to cut it a little but i feel it's too much wayed za3lana 3alaih kan 6weel now i feel it's short ma 3ad fe hsay emayzny 3an il bagy 

im 3 years younger (33)

you guys better love me for this im feeling much better although my teeth hurt min il ta8weem anyways enjoy cause this post might shock you 

2 weeks before nouf’s graduation.

Im soo excited, 5ala9 bagy 3 weeks w namlich ana w bader. I walked into the house with a smile that disappeared right after I saw the fuss. 

Nouf: mama what’s wrong?

Mum: ta3aly 7abebty I need to talk to you.

We walked together to the living room. I found 7anan crying there

Mum: I have some bad news. Last week you’re sister went to London, at the same date bader went there too. Today morning we got a pregnancy test results from the hospital.

Nouf: No way would bader never do that, not because of me but because he’s a good person and you know that.

Mum: nothing made me believe it as him until I saw the pictures.

She handed me a quite large amount of photos. My hands shook as I looked through them. 

Mum: he has to marry your sister. We already talked to his parents. There isn’t another choice.  

I threw them on the floor.

Nouf: no

Mum: nouf….

Nouf: you can’t do this to me.

Mum: im sorry.

I ran to my room and locked the door. I cried hysterically. How could they? I couldn’t walk so I just sat behind my door. My phone rang, I had a feeling it was him. What am I going to do? I can’t face him?

Bader: im in your neighborhood we need to talk.

Nouf: okay.

He sounded scared. I grabbed my purse and walked out the house ignoring all the calls from my mum. When I saw his car I walked to it and got in. the first thing her did was hug me, and that caused me to cry even more. He drove to his chalet. He hadn’t said a word to me. I continued to cry, I felt my heart being shredded to pieces. I don’t want to lose him. 

Bader: yallah nouf, 5al nanzel.

He helped me in. we sat down facing each other for a mere second, before he pulled me in his arms. 

Bader: I… nouf… ana ma agdar ahdich.

Nouf: why did you do this?

Bader: I didn’t.

Nouf: but the pictures…

Bader: I know but I don’t remember any of that. I was with a friend in a small café and that’s all I remember. I even called you, I told you something weird happed and that I woke up in an alley. 

Nouf: I don’t want you to leave me.

I lifted my head up, placing my lips on his. Our lips together were joined by tears, mine and his.

Out of nowhere he broke the kiss.

Nouf: bader what’s wrong? You’re scaring me.

Bader: I just remembered; that day I went to get a blood test to make sure things is okay. They doctor said her found a kind of drug. I have the results in my room.

Nouf: I still have the text you send me.

Bader: but we have a problem. 7anan.

Nouf: I believe that it wasn’t you. Besides she’s a bitch god only knows that child might not be yours. You could get a DNA test after it’s born.

He called his parents to come to nouf’s house. We went to his to get the papers then left to mine. We also got a detective from the police station to help us out.

When we got to my house bader got hold of my hand. We walked in, together.

Bader explained everything, he gave them the papers, my phone and his for the text to check the time and date. The police officer was looking at the pictures checking them out for a clue.

P.O.: well it’s obvious they we’re not alone. As for bader, the angle of his head in this one shows that he’s unconscious. Miss 7anan you’re smiling in most of these photos. And I seem to have caught a hand readjusting bader’s position.

5alty Huda: 7a’9rat IL ‘6abi6 law sama7t ishra7 ni7na mob fahmeen. 

P.O.: we have little proof that bader has been framed, but still I can’t say that the baby isn’t his.

Bader: I’ll wait and get that DNA test after it’s born.

Mum: okay but im sorry you and nouf can’t….

Nouf: no, I’ll wait too, if bader isn’t the father namlich directly.

Later that day:

I was walking when I overheard 7anan talking on the phone.

7anan: saif you need to help they will get a DNA test after I give birth. ……what do you want me to do you’re the father and we both know it……okay bye.

2 days after 7anan gave birth.

Bader and I are sitting outside her room waiting for the doctor to come and announce the tests result.

As soon as we saw him we stood up and followed him inside the room.

Doctor: I really don’t know if this is a good or bad news but it seems that this man is……………….. 

im 3 years younger (32b)

After nouf’s school party

Salem: come on nouf lets got to my house, the day isn’t over.

We had a draw at the party today. I was one of the lucky 5 who gets to spend the rest of the day with my partner. He had to drag me to his room.

…….: saloom open the fucking door I know she’s with you.

I sat down only to be pushed back to the position I was in. 

Saloom: come in bader.

Bader: (walking in) just get your hands off of her.

He joined on the bed with me in the middle. They talking leaving me out, I got bored and eventually dozed off. 

Bader: saloom what am I going to do?

Saloom: nouf has to know.

Bader: if I leave that bitch, something will happen to nouf, and I can’t let that happen.

Saloom: what exactly will she do? 

Bader: I can’t.

Saloom: you know if nouf finds out from someone else she’ll get really hurt.

Bader: but I can’t tell her it’s too hard.

Saloom: by the way what’s up with this 7anan girl?

Bader: she’s nouf’s sister, full of hatred. Why do you ask?

Saloom: nothing she saw me at the mall last week and came up to me.

Bader: just ignore and stay away. 

Saloom: well just take care she says she’s up to destroy your relation with nouf.

Bader: as if I don’t have enough problems already.

Little did the boys know, nouf was awake and heard it all.

bad bad bad

hello people you could say  that im back ill try posting today itha fa'6yah if not a post will be done tomorrow enjoy

im 3 years younger

heloo lovies. im doing much better bas still maly 5lg anyways just as a clarification the girl bader mentioned is not 7anan she's the same mystery bitch that send the picture to nouf after they got back from London. if you read back i never mentioned her name. you guys will have to wait

im 3 years younger (32a)

i know its short but as you can see maly nfs akteb. this is for you ill try posting it later.


bader: you need to do what? and to whom?
nouf: i see you took this well.
bader: promise you wont go far.
nouf: i promise.
bader: and i dont want any kissing. your lips are only to be touched my mine.

bader

she smiled and cuddled up next to me. we talked about more random things i even asked if 7anan did any thing. although i was happy to be with her i left her house feeling disgusted by myself. so i called up saloom.

saloom: you didn't tell her.
badeR: i couldn't. i already feel bad i put restrictions on her when i can't do that.
saloom: she needs to know.
bader: i can't face her. i can't cause her pain. i can't let her hate me.
saloom: then stop seeing that bitch.
bader: i wish i could.
saloom: i don't get you.
bader: if i leave her, nouf goes to.
saloom: she threatened?
bader: she says that picture was just the beginning. she was at your school last week. and i found a lot of nouf's pictures with her. and last time i got her laptop i found an entire file about nouf. personal info. pics, and a lot more. i can't risk anything happening to her.

leaving

hay peeeps don't mind the title. but i am leaving just for today. baroo7 af6ar fe bait my grandmother and i have no idea when will i come back. anyways itha gdart bacher a76 post for you guys thanks for waiting

tears

it's been a very long day and sorry for not posting it's just that i feel empty. a7s maly mkon bil dnya. for one day i wish i could be free to do what ever i want. ma areed 7ad egool 3aib aw 7aram aw shoo baygooloon inas. a7s 3mry in a cage, locked. the key never to be found. i feel my hands are bound together with unbreakable chains.
im aching from the inside, wanting release, but at the same time i can't. i'm not allowed to shed a single tear. i've been weak ever since i can remember and i'm trying to change that. i don't want to be in that same position, where everything was a threat, where everything would make me shed non-stop tears. im trying my best to become a better person, help others instead of being helped. i wanna feel high and drunk but not with sadness but with happiness. but i don't want it to belong to me. i want it to belong to every person that i love and care about.

this is a thank you to all my followers, family and friends. i love you all.

im 3 years younger

the play boy picture in part 31 represents the outfits that they have to wear

im 3 years younger (31)

sorry 6awalt ive spent half my day in the kitchen cooking 7ag il fo6ouf. fa t3abt 3shan chethey i didn't post earlier anyways enjoy

3zooz: which one of you two is telling bader?

Salem: she will. 

Nouf: what if he doesn’t like the idea of me being glued to you all day. I already feel like a slut. 

Salem: you should have waited for the costume before saying that. (Check the picture at the top)

Nouf: you guys are such pervs

3zooz: god saloom you are one lucky bustard.

Salem: If I could I would have changed places with my king. (Yes. 3zooz got picked as a royal king)

Nouf: let’s forget about that for now. So we already booked the place, we need to check on the food and caterers. As decided there will be two servants for each group. 

Meera: we got all the sizes needed for the party. 3zooz and I will be staying for the fitting. 

Nouf: any missing seizes order them directly we don’t want any delays or problems.

Salem: so I guess that’s it.

I was soo happy that we get to go home. Bader will be coming today, I missed him, and it’s been two weeks since I last saw him. 

Nouf: mama I’m home.

Bader: no hello for me?

Nouf: Omg badoor I miss you.

Bader: me to.

He wrapped his arms tightly around me. 

Mum: yallah IL akel baybrid, Ba3deen tg3doon tit7a’9noon.

I ran up, changed into something comfy and went back down. Bader and my mum were already at the table, waiting for me.

Lunch was pleasant. My mum ignored all the flirting that came out of bader. After that my mum left us alone in the living room. We talked about random stuff. Everything was going okay until he brought up the subject I was dreading school.

Bader: so saloom says that you guys are having a party in two weeks time.

Nouf: yeah and about that I need to tell you something.

Bader: nouf I don’t like that look on your face.

Nouf: well, umm for t his year we have a big twist. There are groups. One of them is dressing and acting as a playboy. 

Bader: I’m okay with that. But something tells me there is more. Keep going.

Nouf: we have to “pleasure” a guy, and I got your cousin Salem.

im 3 years younger (30)

its short bas wallah t3banah ive been awake since 12 and running around helping my mum lain tawa

Well about three months have passed and nothing from 7anan. Bader refuses to talk to me through the week he is soo worried that he might be a big distraction to me and me to him. He visits every weekend if I don’t have a test to study for. If you guys remember him telling me about his cousin Ely baykoon fee my class 3zooz’s friend. Yeah him, god as soon as I saw him he reminded me of bader, the same green emerald eyes. His name is Salem, wallah he’s a smaller version of bader, anyone who sees the two might mistake them as brothers.

Well, my school isn’t bad. We have this free class to catch up on stuff we need to do, like homeroom. But it’s graded. A lot of school activities such as parties, prom, dinners, carnivals, costume day, etc…. this year they are having a huge costume party. 3zooz, Salem, and I are on the board for this year, so we have a lot of things to get done. There is this thing about the party, a little twist. The principle assigned a meeting in the auditorium that after noon. For this year’s party, we will be having clicks as people would refer to them. Since our school’s staff was very open minded, we went far.

1.     Playboys: every girl will be assigned a guy that she needs to satisfy.

2.     Beach party: beer (empty or juice filled bottles), people enjoying tans, dancing, swimming, which meant swim suits are a must.

3.     Emos

4.     Freaks

5.     Clowns

6.     Royalty

7.     Working class

8.     Cartoon characters

9.     And a couple more wallah maly 5lg afaker

And guess what I got picked as a playboy and to whom to bader’s cousin. Now I have to go break the wonderful news to him. 

im 3 years younger (29)

Bader: why is she here?

Nouf: I don’t know.

Bader: (kissing my cheek) I won’t leave your side.

7anan: hay bader, it’s so good to see you.

She placed her filthy hands on his shoulder. As if her clothes weren’t slutty enough, oh yeah it’s right that all the girls were wearing knee-length shorts but she was wearing short shorts that cover up only your ass, aaaaaah and her tank top was perfectly tight, too much cleavage was shown, and her breast were almost over hanging her shirt.

Bader: just get your hands off I don’t want to mess up this shirt.

7anan: that’s rude and how come she gets to wrap her hands around you, aren’t you afraid she’ll mess it up.

Nouf: this is why. 

I flashed my ring in her face. 

3zooz: oh La2 hathy ma tmel, Laish yayah TBA tithaz2 mara thanyah. 

7anan: enteh chub. 

Nouf: he’s my friend, ya3ney off limits so don’t go shutting him up if you can shut yourself up.

Bader: I’m sure you don’t have an invite, and if you don’t you know where the door is. 

7anan: you can’t kick me out.

Bader: yes I can this shalaih is written by my name.

7anan: w ento (talking to our cousins) no comment, 3ady an6ered.

3zooz: any word that comes out of anyone this person is more than welcomed to leave with her.

They just ignored and continued their chat, but all fell silent to a voice no one expected to hear.

Faroos: you are a witch and nobody here likes you. Leave we don’t want you to mess the party. 

7anan: you little…..

Nouf: 7adich 3aad ma ar’9a 3alaih. 

7anan: you are dead.