Saturday, September 28, 2013

new friend i dont want to lose

There was this fear and nervousness embedded in me, I never thought I’d have courage to walk up to someone and just talk. From what i heard this person wasn't that perfect, but that all changed after a question I needed the answer to. And I got that. I was thankful that I wasn't ignored and that I got an honest answer. I learned to respect this person because even after I made I clear that everything was okay I still received a message later that day making sure that things were cool. Slowly I got to know this person better and better. I shouldn't have judged based on what I heard and i'm glad I didn't depend on it. But something wasn't right, there was something missing, something at lost. I tried to believe that there was trusts between us since I got to know very little details, somehow personal one. This person turned out to be not at all what I expected. The kind of person you depend on, the kind of person you trust, the kind of person you need as a friend. Modest, funny, honest, awesome, but yet very confused. I admit we’re still very young too many more things to see in the world and a lot more to learn. As weird as it seems, because I haven’t known this person for too long, I wish them all the best, in everything.

Good friends are hard to come by, when you find one try not to let go. I wrote this inspired by a new friend, but I wanted to prefect it before it could be read because they deserve perfect. I think I did a stupid mistake that might have cause the feeling “upset” to emerge so what better time to show how much my friend means to me…….



1 comment:

f. als said...

your writing is so inspiring, I feel that the friend you talked about is great even though i didn't meet them.. you got a new fan here <3