leaving

hay peeeps don't mind the title. but i am leaving just for today. baroo7 af6ar fe bait my grandmother and i have no idea when will i come back. anyways itha gdart bacher a76 post for you guys thanks for waiting

tears

it's been a very long day and sorry for not posting it's just that i feel empty. a7s maly mkon bil dnya. for one day i wish i could be free to do what ever i want. ma areed 7ad egool 3aib aw 7aram aw shoo baygooloon inas. a7s 3mry in a cage, locked. the key never to be found. i feel my hands are bound together with unbreakable chains.
im aching from the inside, wanting release, but at the same time i can't. i'm not allowed to shed a single tear. i've been weak ever since i can remember and i'm trying to change that. i don't want to be in that same position, where everything was a threat, where everything would make me shed non-stop tears. im trying my best to become a better person, help others instead of being helped. i wanna feel high and drunk but not with sadness but with happiness. but i don't want it to belong to me. i want it to belong to every person that i love and care about.

this is a thank you to all my followers, family and friends. i love you all.

im 3 years younger

the play boy picture in part 31 represents the outfits that they have to wear

im 3 years younger (31)

sorry 6awalt ive spent half my day in the kitchen cooking 7ag il fo6ouf. fa t3abt 3shan chethey i didn't post earlier anyways enjoy

3zooz: which one of you two is telling bader?

Salem: she will. 

Nouf: what if he doesn’t like the idea of me being glued to you all day. I already feel like a slut. 

Salem: you should have waited for the costume before saying that. (Check the picture at the top)

Nouf: you guys are such pervs

3zooz: god saloom you are one lucky bustard.

Salem: If I could I would have changed places with my king. (Yes. 3zooz got picked as a royal king)

Nouf: let’s forget about that for now. So we already booked the place, we need to check on the food and caterers. As decided there will be two servants for each group. 

Meera: we got all the sizes needed for the party. 3zooz and I will be staying for the fitting. 

Nouf: any missing seizes order them directly we don’t want any delays or problems.

Salem: so I guess that’s it.

I was soo happy that we get to go home. Bader will be coming today, I missed him, and it’s been two weeks since I last saw him. 

Nouf: mama I’m home.

Bader: no hello for me?

Nouf: Omg badoor I miss you.

Bader: me to.

He wrapped his arms tightly around me. 

Mum: yallah IL akel baybrid, Ba3deen tg3doon tit7a’9noon.

I ran up, changed into something comfy and went back down. Bader and my mum were already at the table, waiting for me.

Lunch was pleasant. My mum ignored all the flirting that came out of bader. After that my mum left us alone in the living room. We talked about random stuff. Everything was going okay until he brought up the subject I was dreading school.

Bader: so saloom says that you guys are having a party in two weeks time.

Nouf: yeah and about that I need to tell you something.

Bader: nouf I don’t like that look on your face.

Nouf: well, umm for t his year we have a big twist. There are groups. One of them is dressing and acting as a playboy. 

Bader: I’m okay with that. But something tells me there is more. Keep going.

Nouf: we have to “pleasure” a guy, and I got your cousin Salem.

im 3 years younger (30)

its short bas wallah t3banah ive been awake since 12 and running around helping my mum lain tawa

Well about three months have passed and nothing from 7anan. Bader refuses to talk to me through the week he is soo worried that he might be a big distraction to me and me to him. He visits every weekend if I don’t have a test to study for. If you guys remember him telling me about his cousin Ely baykoon fee my class 3zooz’s friend. Yeah him, god as soon as I saw him he reminded me of bader, the same green emerald eyes. His name is Salem, wallah he’s a smaller version of bader, anyone who sees the two might mistake them as brothers.

Well, my school isn’t bad. We have this free class to catch up on stuff we need to do, like homeroom. But it’s graded. A lot of school activities such as parties, prom, dinners, carnivals, costume day, etc…. this year they are having a huge costume party. 3zooz, Salem, and I are on the board for this year, so we have a lot of things to get done. There is this thing about the party, a little twist. The principle assigned a meeting in the auditorium that after noon. For this year’s party, we will be having clicks as people would refer to them. Since our school’s staff was very open minded, we went far.

1.     Playboys: every girl will be assigned a guy that she needs to satisfy.

2.     Beach party: beer (empty or juice filled bottles), people enjoying tans, dancing, swimming, which meant swim suits are a must.

3.     Emos

4.     Freaks

5.     Clowns

6.     Royalty

7.     Working class

8.     Cartoon characters

9.     And a couple more wallah maly 5lg afaker

And guess what I got picked as a playboy and to whom to bader’s cousin. Now I have to go break the wonderful news to him. 

im 3 years younger (29)

Bader: why is she here?

Nouf: I don’t know.

Bader: (kissing my cheek) I won’t leave your side.

7anan: hay bader, it’s so good to see you.

She placed her filthy hands on his shoulder. As if her clothes weren’t slutty enough, oh yeah it’s right that all the girls were wearing knee-length shorts but she was wearing short shorts that cover up only your ass, aaaaaah and her tank top was perfectly tight, too much cleavage was shown, and her breast were almost over hanging her shirt.

Bader: just get your hands off I don’t want to mess up this shirt.

7anan: that’s rude and how come she gets to wrap her hands around you, aren’t you afraid she’ll mess it up.

Nouf: this is why. 

I flashed my ring in her face. 

3zooz: oh La2 hathy ma tmel, Laish yayah TBA tithaz2 mara thanyah. 

7anan: enteh chub. 

Nouf: he’s my friend, ya3ney off limits so don’t go shutting him up if you can shut yourself up.

Bader: I’m sure you don’t have an invite, and if you don’t you know where the door is. 

7anan: you can’t kick me out.

Bader: yes I can this shalaih is written by my name.

7anan: w ento (talking to our cousins) no comment, 3ady an6ered.

3zooz: any word that comes out of anyone this person is more than welcomed to leave with her.

They just ignored and continued their chat, but all fell silent to a voice no one expected to hear.

Faroos: you are a witch and nobody here likes you. Leave we don’t want you to mess the party. 

7anan: you little…..

Nouf: 7adich 3aad ma ar’9a 3alaih. 

7anan: you are dead.

im 3 years younger (28)

short i know but its the best i could do wallah i didn't take my rest that i said i would ill try to post tomorrow enjoy

Bader: god how I love your thinking.

Nouf: can you stand up?

Bader: yeah.

We both got up and walked to where the rest were sitting. 

Faroos: I’m sorry uncle bader.

Bader: come here I want to talk to you

Faroos: what do you want?

Bader: do you love nouf?

Faroos: yes I do, but now I want to know if you do.

Bader: im crazy about her, I simply love her inside out.

Faroos: good.

The food was ready by then we ate and talked.

5aled: thank god you didn’t cut the cake yet.

You guessed it 5aled has just arrived. He came and sat next to me. I noticed he was eyeing bader for a while, and without any introductions or warning 5aled plants a kiss on my cheek.

Bader: (kfa5 ras 5aled min waray) enteh 7mar wala bgara kam mara agoll my property, mamnoo3 ilams. 

They laughed at these two idiots. Bader stood up pulling me with h im and every one followed us. My favorite part, the cake was still covered and I was running out of patience. But something told me there is something hidden, a small secret they all know except me.

Bader: nouf can I see your hand?

Well that was weird. Everyone was looking at us. 

Bader: so as everyone here knows two weeks ago I officially asked for nouf’s hand in marriage, but there is still one thing I have to do, I still have to claim her as mine.

The uncovered the cake, and as soon as they did I smiled. Will you marry me in the most amazing shade on light blue was written on the cake. 3 layers and at the very top a velvet jewelry box was placed. Bader grabbed it and slowly opened it. Knowing that I already agreed he slid it in my finger.

Oh im sorry did I forget to tell you. She didn’t get the ring 2 weeks ago.

Everyone was cheering and singing. Bader, after the shout of some people, placed his hands on my tiny ones that were clutching the knife wanting to cut through the cake. As soon as we pulled the knife out 7anan walked in.