im 3 years younger (32b)

After nouf’s school party

Salem: come on nouf lets got to my house, the day isn’t over.

We had a draw at the party today. I was one of the lucky 5 who gets to spend the rest of the day with my partner. He had to drag me to his room.

…….: saloom open the fucking door I know she’s with you.

I sat down only to be pushed back to the position I was in. 

Saloom: come in bader.

Bader: (walking in) just get your hands off of her.

He joined on the bed with me in the middle. They talking leaving me out, I got bored and eventually dozed off. 

Bader: saloom what am I going to do?

Saloom: nouf has to know.

Bader: if I leave that bitch, something will happen to nouf, and I can’t let that happen.

Saloom: what exactly will she do? 

Bader: I can’t.

Saloom: you know if nouf finds out from someone else she’ll get really hurt.

Bader: but I can’t tell her it’s too hard.

Saloom: by the way what’s up with this 7anan girl?

Bader: she’s nouf’s sister, full of hatred. Why do you ask?

Saloom: nothing she saw me at the mall last week and came up to me.

Bader: just ignore and stay away. 

Saloom: well just take care she says she’s up to destroy your relation with nouf.

Bader: as if I don’t have enough problems already.

Little did the boys know, nouf was awake and heard it all.

bad bad bad

hello people you could say  that im back ill try posting today itha fa'6yah if not a post will be done tomorrow enjoy

im 3 years younger

heloo lovies. im doing much better bas still maly 5lg anyways just as a clarification the girl bader mentioned is not 7anan she's the same mystery bitch that send the picture to nouf after they got back from London. if you read back i never mentioned her name. you guys will have to wait

im 3 years younger (32a)

i know its short but as you can see maly nfs akteb. this is for you ill try posting it later.


bader: you need to do what? and to whom?
nouf: i see you took this well.
bader: promise you wont go far.
nouf: i promise.
bader: and i dont want any kissing. your lips are only to be touched my mine.

bader

she smiled and cuddled up next to me. we talked about more random things i even asked if 7anan did any thing. although i was happy to be with her i left her house feeling disgusted by myself. so i called up saloom.

saloom: you didn't tell her.
badeR: i couldn't. i already feel bad i put restrictions on her when i can't do that.
saloom: she needs to know.
bader: i can't face her. i can't cause her pain. i can't let her hate me.
saloom: then stop seeing that bitch.
bader: i wish i could.
saloom: i don't get you.
bader: if i leave her, nouf goes to.
saloom: she threatened?
bader: she says that picture was just the beginning. she was at your school last week. and i found a lot of nouf's pictures with her. and last time i got her laptop i found an entire file about nouf. personal info. pics, and a lot more. i can't risk anything happening to her.

leaving

hay peeeps don't mind the title. but i am leaving just for today. baroo7 af6ar fe bait my grandmother and i have no idea when will i come back. anyways itha gdart bacher a76 post for you guys thanks for waiting

tears

it's been a very long day and sorry for not posting it's just that i feel empty. a7s maly mkon bil dnya. for one day i wish i could be free to do what ever i want. ma areed 7ad egool 3aib aw 7aram aw shoo baygooloon inas. a7s 3mry in a cage, locked. the key never to be found. i feel my hands are bound together with unbreakable chains.
im aching from the inside, wanting release, but at the same time i can't. i'm not allowed to shed a single tear. i've been weak ever since i can remember and i'm trying to change that. i don't want to be in that same position, where everything was a threat, where everything would make me shed non-stop tears. im trying my best to become a better person, help others instead of being helped. i wanna feel high and drunk but not with sadness but with happiness. but i don't want it to belong to me. i want it to belong to every person that i love and care about.

this is a thank you to all my followers, family and friends. i love you all.

im 3 years younger

the play boy picture in part 31 represents the outfits that they have to wear