Wednesday, July 28, 2010

rad i3tibar part 8

Na9oor: I’m glad. Soo did anything happen at school today.

Me: well you could consider yourself lucky you didn’t come. It was soo boring. Nothing happened at all.

Na9oor: well it wasn’t that fun over here. I had some of my cousins come. By the way if you showed up an hour ago kintey batel7egeen 3ala rashood.

Me: he was here.

Na9oor: yeah, and he asked about you.

Me: how is he I didn’t see him in a long time now.

Na9oor: he’s fine and he is coming tomorrow at 4. You can come if you have no problem with sitting with my friend.

Me: la2 3adey I’ll come.

Na9oor: okay.

Me phone rang. I expected it to be Mariam, but it was my dad.

Me: I should get this.

Na9oor: take your time.

Me: hi dad. Shay tebah.

Dad: la2 7abebty bas 7abait asa2l wainich. Ma reja3tey il bait w 7abait a6aman.

Me: la2 t5af. Ana b5air.bas ana in the hospital I came to check on na9oor.

Dad: is he the guy that you went to see in star bucks that day.

Me: yeah dad that him.

Dad: 3asa ma shar.

Me:il7emdellah ma feh shay bas shway ta3ban.

Dad: okay 5e’9y ra7tej bas la2 tita5erain wayed w 6amneney 3alaih.

Me: okay dad yallah bye, bakalmik ba3dain.

Then he hung up. I looked up at na9oor, he was looking at me. Deeply lost in thoughts. I was staring at his amazing hazel eyes. Yet I felt I was looking into his soul. He took my hand, gently pulling it. I moved to sit on his bed, right beside him. He let go of my hand, but only to place his on my cheeks. He leaned forward. I had my eyes closed, thinking of nothing but what’s gonna happen. His lips were inches away from mine, when someone knocked on the door. I pulled away as fast as I could, but I guess it wasn’t fast enough. When I turned to see who entered the room. I saw rashood. All he did was stare at us. He didn’t change a bit that’s why I recognized him.

Rashood: I didn’t mean to interrupt; I just came back for my wallet.

Me: la2 its ok I was gonna leave anyway. You can stay with him.

Rashood: you can stay with him. As I said I’m leaving now. You two have fun. Bye.

He left, and I kept staring at the door. Oh god what just happened. I didn’t say anything or move .until I felt na9oor’s hand on mine. I turned to look at him; he pulled me closer and wrapped his hands around me. I hugged him back. We stayed like that for a few minutes.

Me: na9oor, I have to go.

Na9oor: la2 ge3dey 3endey shway ba3ad. At least one more hour I want to talk to you about something.

Me: maybe next time I really have to go.

I pulled myself from him. He didn’t fight. He let go off me, but grabbed my hand instead entwined my fingers with his then let go.

Me: I’ll talk to you later.

Na9oor: wait will you come tomorrow.

Me: yeah. I’ll see you tomorrow. Bye

Na9oor: bye.

I called Jackie and she told me she was waiting for me down. In the car I kept thinking about what happened. When I got home, re7t salamt 3ala baba. I told him will be in my room if he wanted me. Before I headed upstairs I told marry to prepare me something

Monday, July 19, 2010

rad i3tibar part 7

The next morning marry woke me up for school. After I got out of the bathroom, I stood in front of my closet. I put on black skinny jeans with a red shirt. Took me a while to find my black converse. I put them on, took my bag, locked the door and left. I wasn’t in the mood for breakfast so I skipped. In the car, I texted some of my friends a bit.

That day at school was really boring, and I haven’t seen na9oor.I kept on calling him, but all I get is his voice mail. I kept waiting for a call, a text from him but nothing. Okay now I’m really starting to get worried. I called him a few more times, and still no answer. Time passed really slowly. When I got in the car, I called him one more time.

Na9oor: 3wash hallah.

Me: na9oor wainik 3an il phone 9arly min i9b7 ana ate9il w entah ma trid. Are you okay? Wallah I was soo worried about you.

Na9oor: la2 3wash ma feni shay.

Me: okay wainik you didn’t come to school today?

Na9oor: I’m at the hospital

What the hell he says it as if it’s a normal thing

Me: na9oor what happened? And are you okay?

Na9oor: yeah I’m totally fine just broke my leg

Me: how?

Na9oor: around 1 I was running after my dog trying to catch it and a car hit me

Me: you got hit by a car and you’re talking about it as if it’s nothing.

Na9oor: 3wash wallah nothing is wrong with me if okay I’ll be out of here today or tomorrow morning

Me: which hospital I’m coming

Na9oor: I’m in x- hospital 2nd floor room 297

Me: I’ll be there in 10 minutes yallah bye

Na9oor: bye I’ll see you then

As soon as he hung up I called marry. I asked to her to get my handbag with the usual stuff downstairs I’ll take it and leave. She usually put all my stuff in my hand bag, so she knows what I need. When I got home I hopped out of the car. Marry was standing by the door. I dropped my school bag, took my hand bag thanked her and left. About 20 minutes later I got to the hospital. I gave na9oor a call, to tell him that I’ll be up in a sec, and to check who is with him. I think it’s a good thing he’s alone. When I got to his room I still knocked the door before I entered. When he saw me his face lit up, and a big smile was on his face.

Na9oor: hallah 3wash. Ta3ally ge3dey heny. (He pointed to a chair by his bed so I sat there)

Me: hay. So how are you feeling al7een?

Na9oor: I told you ma feni shay. The doctor said I can get out tomorrow.

Me: that’s good. I kind of missed my stalker. (I smiled when I said it)

Na9oor: wallah he will be back tomorrow, bas if you stick around he might show up.

Me: I’ll try bas itha ma gedart tell him to call me later.

Na9orr: la2 chethey ma i9eer. I’m afraid he’ll take my friend away.

Me: well you shouldn’t worry about that because it will never happen.

Sunday, July 18, 2010

rad i3tibar part 6

Na9oor: do you remember rashed?

Me: he was my friend. Well until I found out that he likes me things got a little awkward.

Na9oor: if you remember him then you might also remember his friend. Shy little kid. Doesn’t do or say much.

Me: yeah, but I always keep forgetting his name. So what do they have to do with what we’re talking about?

Na9oor: I’m rashed’s friend. The one I just told you about.

My mouth dropped open. Omg I can’t believe it.

Na9oor: 3wash are you okay?

Me: (still somehow in shock) yeah I just… wow, Omg I still can’t believe what I just heard. Look at you. You look so different.

Na9oor: you changed a lot too.

Me: shoo 8a9dik ya3nee?

Na9oor: la2 3wash la tifhemeny ‘3ala6. You changed, but now you look much prettier.

Okay is he flirting al7een, and even if he isn’t I still blushed. I mean you should see him he isn’t that bad.

Me: thanks. Ba3dain you don’t look bad yourself.

Na9oor: so how was life with you?

Me: not that bad. What about you?

Na9oor: wallah nothing much. Me and rashood are still friends. I see him every other weekend.

Me: 9a7 how is he?

Na9oor: wallah…

Before he could say anything my phone rang. I checked the caller id. Oh god it’s her. What does she want al7een. I better answer ma areed mo7a’9arah fil bait.

Me: I should get that.

Na9oor: la2 3ady 5e’9y ra7tich.

Me: na3am shoo tebain.

Mariam: ana kam marah giltilich ma tkalmeny chethey. Ba3dain entey laish lain al7een bara3 ma3ah.obooch galich ma tita5erain, w entey al7een bitkamleen sa3ah bara3.

Me: fffff 5al9eeney gilty ily 3endich

Mariam: 3wash 3an 8ilat il adab

Me: bas 3ad ana malait minich w min 7arakatich. W ba3dain daddy galey la tita5erain. Ana ba3adnee ma kamalt sa3ah bara3.

Mariam: the driver is waiting for you at the door al7een ti6le3een or ill come and get you.

Me: okay okay 5ala9 il come al7een irta7tey.

Mariam: that’s much better.

Me: bye (then I hung up)

I put my phone in the bag and looked at na9oor. He was just staring at me.

Me: mmmm na9oor I gtg al7een my future step mum is on my case and I don’t want her to come here. Im really sorry wallah aba ag3ad bas I cant.

Na9oor: la2 3adey.is your driver outside?

Me: yeah.

Na9oor:3eyal goomy 5al awa9lich lain bab il car.

Me: la2 maleh da3ey.

Na9oor: yallah goomey.

He was already up. I stood and walked with him. When I got to the car I turned around to say bye. I almost bumped to his chest. He backed a little bit.

Me: so I guess I’ll see you around?

Na9oor: hatha shay akeed.

Me: okay so how about you give me a call later today around 10 or 11.we could meet again later this week.

Na9oor: (with a big smile on his face) yeah sure.

I got in the car. When I was about to close the door he said

Na9oor: 3wash take care okay.

Me: okay you too (I smiled and said bye)

A few minutes later I was home. For some reason I felt really tired. I got inside. When I was half way up the stairs, she came out of the living room with her hands crossed. So I stopped to hear what she has to say.

Me: sem3ay Mariam ana ta3banah w mish fa’9yah 7ag mo7a’9aratich.ana aba aroo7 argid fa law sama7ty i5ta9ray, bas baykoon a7san itha terge3een mekanich.

Miriam: ma a3endy kalam agool 7ag nas mish imrabayah. Hathey a5er marah ti6le3een ma3ah.

And she left.ana laish ga3deh asma3 5erabee6ha, she’s not my mum. I headed to my room took a warm shower, got in my pj’s and hopped into bed. I talked to my friends shway 3ala il bb, when someone called.

Me:halla na9oor

Na9oor: ahlain 3wash. Sorry ma Kan 8a9dey az3egich imbayen min 9ootich feech irgad.

Me: yeah shway bas 3adey. Soo shoo ga3ed itsawee?

Na9oor: wallah nothing bas 7abait atakad if you got home.

Me: that’s soo sweet of you. Thnx wayed and yeah I’m home and in bed.

Na9oor: anytime ana ma ba6awel 3alaich al7een. Yallah good night w Tc.

Me: you too. Bye I’ll see you tomorrow in class.

Okay I really don’t want to think about it, but he seems to really like me. I really hope he does cause I like him too. Time will decide everything. I was soo deep in the thoughts, that I forgot how tired I am. I turned off the lights and went to sleep.

Thursday, July 15, 2010

rad i3tibar part 5

Mariam: galby 6ala3 bintik 3aib ga3deh itkalem wa7ed.

Dad: 3wash 7abebty meno ga3deh itkalmeen??

Me: daddy hatha wa7ed ismah na9er. He just moved fi ni9 iseneh fa he teachers want me to

Dad: okay dam ilmaw’9oo3 chethey 5ala9 bas la2 tita5erain.

Me: thnx daddy. yallah bye.

I got in the car. When we reached half way there I got a text from na9oor.god I tottaly forgot to call him back.

Me: hay na9oor wallah sorry I forgot to call back.

Na9oor: la2 3adey bas I just wanted to check if ur coming.

Me: im coming just give me 5 minutes w I get there.

Na9oor: okay

Then we both hang up.

A few minutes later I reached there. when he saw me he smiled so I smiled too, nd that turned his smile into a grin. Okay I really got to admit he is hot and his smile. Oh his smile its breath taking. Re7t ge3at .

Na9oor: halla 3wash sh7alich.

Me: na9oor plz id5al fil maw’9oo3 wallah my mood mish okay .

Na9oor: (still smiling) u don remember me do u?

Me: wait ur saying that we know each other from before?

Na9oor: u really don’t remember.

Me: na9oor yallah 3ad tekalam la tig3ad sakit.

Na9oor: okay before I start talking what do u want to drink?

Me: no thx gbel shway I drank hot chocolate.

Na9oor: okay itha tebin shay tell me ill get it for u.

Me: thnx soo yallah ifta7 il maw’9oo3.

Na9oor: okay okay. Do u remember any of the kids that were with u in grades 1, 2 and 3

Me: yes some of them.

Tuesday, July 13, 2010

rad i3tibar part 4

When i got home i took a quick shower. Every minute that passes i keep thinking of na9oor.In the car, and even right now in the shower.iffffff he should have affected me that much, but i cant stop thinking about him. I closed the water, wrapped myself in a towel and got out of the bath room. I decided to wear something normal. So I put on my black knee length shorts and a red top. I got my flats on, took my BB off the charger, my ray-ban glasses (3akes 6ab3an) and the left the room. I started to lock my room ever since she comes to visit which is like almost every week. The last time she came, I left my room open for a few minutes, and when I came back I found her in my room in front of my closet. Beside her I saw two of my favorite jeans and a couple of my shirts. I went to the living room and oh great she’s here. Salamt 3aliha bas 3ashan my dad ma yz3al, then I went and kissed his forehead.

Me: daddy ana ba6la3. Ray7a star bucks one of my friends is waiting for me.

Dad: okay bas t7amely 3ala 3mrich w la2 tita5erain.

Me: okay dad bas I’ll be back in an hour or so bye.

I was half way out when mariam called me.

Me: na3am

Mariam: intey ibti6le3een chethy??

Me: yes whats wrong with what im wearing.

Mariam: la2 7abebty intey ma bati6le3een min il bait itha ma lebasty shay mithel il awadem. 3aib il banat ma y6le3oon chethy.

Me: w intey shoo 5i9ech ma7ad 6elab rayech

Mariam: 7abeby a7mad in the kaif ter’9a binyik itkalemni chethey

Dad: 7abebty 3wash roo7y badley ur clothes w marah thanyah kalmy ur mum ib adab

Na3am la2 3ad al7een he crossed the line.

Me: kaify I talk to her the way I like. Ba3dain shoo my mum. 3ala balik if she becomes ur wife she will be my mum, ba3dain if she doesn’t like me I can always go live with my mum.

At that exact moment my phone rang. No caller id. So I just answered.

Me: hello

…… : halla 3awash ana na9oor

Me: na9oor where did u get my number??

Na9oor: ill tell u later soo r u coming. Cause if ur busy I understand we can meet again later .

Me: la2 im coming give my 5 minutes w a6la3 min il bait.

Sunday, July 4, 2010

rad i3tibar part 3

Okay she totally crossed the line. I don’t know what going on with her now a days, she’s acting weird all week. Well I had enough.

Me: t3arfeen sarooh having a stalker is much better than having a bitch as a best friend.

I walked right past her towards my locker. What I said really got her she’s still in shock.

As soon as na9oor saw me a smile got plastered on his face.

Na9oor : halla 3awash. Are u feeling better you didn’t come to school the past two days.

Me: iffff in the ma tmel bas 5ala9. What the hell do u want tkalam 5ale9ney.

Na9oor: sorry ma kan 8a9dey iny a’9aygch bas there is something really important that u need to know.

Me: and that is???

Na9oor: ilmaw’9oo3 not that simple to explain now. So I was thinking that we could meet after school or something.

Me: if I say yes would u leave me alone?

Na9oor: maybe

Me: okay. Meet me in star bucks at 3.

Na9oor: see u there.

After taking my books I went to class. That day wasn’t that fun. At lunch time I was surrounded by everyone. It was kind of annoying, and I was glad when lunch time was over. Finally, last class and my favorite. Art class, I’m really good at painting. I just noticed something na9oor isn’t in this class. I was somehow glad, but that all changed when I saw him waiting by my locker.

Me: na3am shoo teba al7een.

Na9oor: this is my number, just in case something happened and u couldn’t make it. You could give me a call.

I took his number and he left. Okay I do appreciate that he is giving me all this attention, but this is just too weird. I closed my locker and left.

Friday, July 2, 2010

rad i3tibar part 2

Someone must have taken me to the nurse’s office because I woke up there. she told me to come back to her if I’m not feeling well. I thanked her and left. I walked to my locker to take my books. My heart almost jumped out of its place as soon as I closed my locker. That guy was standing a little too close to me.

…..: Hi, my name is na9oor . I know this might be kind of weird but I need to talk to you about something maybe after school if that’s okay with you.

I couldn’t answer him back. I was lost in his gorgeous big brown eyes. Okay I got to admit he is kind of cute.

Na9oor: are you okay?

Me: um yeah. Sorry what were you saying?

Na9oor: nvm (I think he got pissed off or something)

I ran to my next class. For my surprise he was there and apparently in all my other classes. When I got home that day I skipped lunch and dinner. After I finished all my homework, I checked my facebook. I had three friend requests. I accepted the first two, when I saw the third one I practically went in shock. It was him. I logged off directly, and went to sleep. To my misfortune, I had the same dream again. The next morning I didn’t go to school, mostly still in shock about everything that happened. That day went by really fast, nothing interesting happened. That night I didn’t dream at all. When I woke up the next morning I didn’t want to go to school, because of what happened. That’s how I spent the past two days, at home trying to avoid na9oor, but I can’t stay at home any longer. I already missed a lot of stuff. As soon as I walked through the school doors everyone I know started saying hi to me. When i saw my friend sarooh she put her hands around me and pulled me into a hug.

Sarooh: 3wash I missed you wayed. Why didn’t you call me, I was soo worried 3alaich.

Me: sarooh bas let go I can’t breathe.

She let go of me, but she wasn’t looking at me. She was looking at something behind me.

Me: sarooh shoo ga3dah itshoofeeen?

All she did was giggle. When I turned around I saw na9oor standing by my locker. I looked away fast.

Sarooh: ever since he came to school he waits every morning by your locker.

Me: ana madrey what he wants?

Sarooh: (giggling) it’s so obvious, he likes you.

Me: shut up ymkin ysma3ch, b3dain it’s impossible he doesn’t know me.

Sarooh: (laughing out loud) 3wash has a stocker. Kaaaaaaaaaaak.

Thursday, July 1, 2010

Rad i3tibar part 1

My life isn’t that great. My parents are divorced, and I live with my dad. Most of my family and friends think of me as a spoiled little brat (okay hold the little I’m 16). Well I am. I have three main problems right now. First my dad is getting remarried, second I hate his fiancĂ©, and third I think I fell in love.

…..:3wash wake up or you will be late for school.

Me: marry tell my dad I’m sick and I don’t want to go to school today.

Marry: you go tell him yourself, he is very mad. You skipped school twice this week, and besides you look perfectly fine.

Me: I didn’t mean I’m sick with the flu, I’m love sick

Marry: (laughing) you can tell me about it when you come back from school. Right now you should get ready for school. I don’t know what will dad do to you if you don’t.

Me: ok marry; tell him I’ll be down in a few minutes.

After marry left the room I jumped out of bed and went to the bathroom

2days ago I had this nightmare. I was with this guy that I have never seen before. We were sitting in a closed room that was painted black. It was dark but I could see everything. I was scared out of my mind, because not only was I surrounded by blood, I was covered with it and there was a dead body across the room from us. When I woke up I didn’t even bother think about the blood and the dead body (which by the way I didn’t recognize), all I could think of was that guy, and why did I feel safe being in his lap. When I got downstairs salamt 3ala daddy with a big grin on my face.

Dad: shklich wayed mistansah, did you sleep well?

Me: yes, wayed irta7tams.

Dad: la2 tita5erain the driver is waiting outside.

He kissed my fore head and left to work. I took my sandwich to eat in the car and left.

That day at school was okay, until the transfer student showed up. When I looked at him I was shocked. It wasn’t possible. It’s the same guy that I saw in my dream. When he looked at me he smiled and winked, that’s when I fainted.