Tuesday, April 26, 2011

new story

new story coming up just wait for the weekend w i promise ill put the first part w enshallah t3jbkom

Monday, April 25, 2011

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ima be honest with you guys i dont know which story to write i have a couple on my mind bas ybaly wagt a8arer im sorry but itll take some time. you know i love you all and thanks

Monday, April 11, 2011

rad i3tibar part 45 final

hiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii guys and yes its the end of the story. this post to all my commenter s  

3wash’s P.O.V.
 
I could hear 3bood talking, well actually screaming, with 5aled, shamma, and shamsa.
 
3bood: it’s been two weeks. She didn’t leave the room at all. 
 
Shamsa: she did a little yesterday.
 
Shamma: 3bood, 5aled go talk to him. At least ti6la3 min il mkan tshoof il 3alam. Ma y9eer 7absa 3mrha da5el.
 
5alood: I have no problem with that.
 
3bood: ill book the flight for tomorrow.
 
Shamsa’s P.O.V.
 
5aled walked shamma and 3bood to the door. I thought he left with them. So automatically my tears started running down my face.
 
5aled: shamsa!!
 
I quickly wiped my tears away.
 
Shamsa: I thought you left with them.
 
He sat down beside me.
 
5aled: why are you crying?
 
Shamsa: I (sniff) I don’t like seeing her this way.
 
He hugged me. It was comforting but a little too awkward.
 
5aled: 3bood and I will fix it.
 
3bood’s P.O.V.
 
(2 days later)
 
3bood: she misses you terribly. You’re the onl one that she needs right now.
 
Na9oor: ya3ney shoo tbany asawee. I go to her and start talkinglike nothing happened, that I didn’t leave her, didn’t hurt her.
 
5alood: na9oor she loves you. At it shows that you want her back but as more than just your girl friend.
 
I along with na9oor stared at him. This guy has a plan and im not letting na9oor give up 3wash even if he tries every possible way.
 
Na9oor’s P.O.V.
 
This is it I can’t back out, not after we talked to her parents.
 
Iffff yallah 3bood 9arly sa3a im waiting for his phone call.

(Phone ringing)
 
Na9oor: aloo!!!
 
3bood: calm down man.
 
Na9oor: tgooly calm down. You said you would call in 10 minutes it’s been an hour. Akeed a39abee batroo7 w batnarfaz. Anyways what did they say?
 
3bood: wage8aw. 3my ygool you can tell her you’re self, and your flight is at midnight.
 
I was speechless min kither ma ana mistanis
 
3wash’s P.O.V.
 
Shamsa: look I put the dress on your bed. Finish your bath, put it on. Do your hair and make up.then go to the restaurant I told you about. Give the guy my namehe’ll show you to the table I reserved. Okay?
 
Me: okay.
 
Shamsa: I owm you big time. I have to get my dress from the dry cleaners so I won’t be long.
 
She left. I got out of the bathromm. After I finished my hair and make up, i put the black dress on. To be honest it was very elegent. Something you would wear to a date.
Anywasy, I put my heals on, locked the door, and then walked down the stairs.
 
 
(In the restaurant)
 
They led me to a table on the balcony. It was beyond beautiful. Candles, flowers and the moon light. It all fit together, it was perfect.
 
(Half an hour later)
 
I took out my bb to check where the hell shamsa is, when suddenly………………
 
A hand appears infront of my face, holding a rose. I reached for it nknowing that there is only one persin that will do all this for me. When my hand touched his, I turned around. My eyes started to tear up at the sight of na9oor staning there. He placed his other hand on the back of my chair, leaned in, and placed his lips on mine. More tears left my eyes as I pulled him closer. He pulled his lips away from mine, but his face was right there in complete contact with mine.
 
Na9oor: (whispering) im sorry.
 
Me: I missed you
 
Na9oor: and I’m an idiot for letting you go.
 
After that he sat down facing me oon the other chair. We talked; well he did, about what happened. We ordered, ate, and then talk some more. Out of no where na9oor stood up and walked to me. So I stood up too. His face had a serious look on it which scared me. He held my and looked me straight in the eye. The he kneeled down.  
 
Na9oor: 3wash, I love you too much and I can’t handle being away even for second. Your answer is what matters the most. Will you marry me? 
 
I kept staring at him. Tears flowing down my cheeks. Happy tears. I tried, but nothing came out of my mouth, so I just nodded. He slid the rind in my finger, stood up and hugged me.
 
Me: I love you………
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
Na9oor moved to NYU to be with 3wash. As a lot of you know he loves her too much to stay away. 2 years after he proposed they got married.
 
What are you waiting for? The future waits.
 
(2 years later)
 
3bood has a one year old son (m7amad) and now shamma is 3 month pregnant.
 
Asma, 5aloof’s wife gave birth to a beautifulgirl (maha) 2 days ago, but before that thay had a small get together party.
 
7amad and 7amdan got married; their weddings were 4 days apart. The 2 couples left for their honeymoon together.
 
Rashood found a special some one (heyam) they’re getting married in a week’s time.
 
Fa6oom got her self an admirer. She told him she’s not interested, but he won’t stop trying. So they settled to be friends.
 
Sara….. Well, after her parents found about what she did in school and in uni, she was forced to marry her cousin and return to the U.A.E.
 
5aled and shamsa are dating, but both are very serious about it.
 
3wash is happy to have a brother (3zooz) which is 3 years old. Even her mother adores him.she comes to visit regularly and got to be a good friend of mariam. As you can see 3wash’s parents got separated because of life’s conditions.
 
Na9oor and 3wash are………… I can’t even find a word to describe them. He cares and loves her more than anything. She is more than happy to have found some one like him. Although both of the wanted so me more alon time together, but they are also greatful that they would be able to start their own little family.

Sunday, April 10, 2011

rad i3tibar part 44

this post has no relation bily gablah hehehe a7san wait for that. w yeah this is the pre-final post enjoy
shoo cause 7amad got a post its only fair if the others get one too

7amdan’s P.O.V.
 
Mum: 7amdan 7abeby lamait a’3ra’9k bacher tara im safreen.
 
7amdan: ana jahiz min ams. (Sigh) 7a6aitho il ‘3da
 
Mum: hay ta3al.
 
(During lunch)
 
7amdan: dad……..
 
Dad: na3am.
7amdan: bat56eboon 7ag 7amood w bayzawaj. Baylagy 7ad yjabel wayha w ana batim ibroo7i w…….
 
Dad: shoo balak skat kamil kalamik.
 
7amdan: enteh 3arf rbe3y 3looy. Ana sheft i5tah w 3jbatny. Sa2lt roo’9ah 3anha gabl la yroo7oon wgalat ma balagy a67san 3anha fa…….
 
Mum: titkalam 3an fajer.
 
7amdan: yeah.
 
Dad: it3arfeenha.
 
Mum: il bint ma 3alaiha kalaam. Jamal w dalal, w a5la8ha wayed 3alyah.
 
Dad: ya3ny ma 3ndich mane3?
 
Mum: enteh shoo tgool?
 
Dad: kalmy omha nroo7 ni56bha ba3ad ma n56ib roo’9ah.
 
(7amad w s3ood were not home when this happened.)
 
5aloof’s P.O.V. 
 
5aloof: ma bga shay 4 more days. I hope you’re ready? 
 
Asma: I am.
5aloof: so listen. 7amad and 7amdan wont be able to make due to the fact inhom ray7een y56boon roo’9ah w fajer.
 
Asma: yeah I already know that. Allah ysahil 3alyhom.
 
5aloof: inshallah. W na9oor and 3wash ba3ad ma bayoon.
 
Asma: lain al7een mit’9arbeen?
 
5aloof: yeah.
 
 

rad i3tibar part 43

3wash’sP.O.V.
 
It’s been a week and nothing from na9oor. I miss him a lot. Im still in shock from what he said. Even if 5aled is walking with me to the campus I feel lonely. After I got the keys to my dorm I turned and left him with out even a good bye.
 
I opened the door to find a girl sitting watching TV. She turned and smiled at me, but I was too down to smile back.
 
Me: Hi.
 
Shamsa: hi, im shamsa, and you must be 3wash (she paused) do you mind if I call you 3wash or do you prefer to keep it formal.
 
Me: it’s okay.
 
Shamsa: your room is the last door to the right. I thought you would want the bigger one. Mine is facing yours. The bathroom is huge, first door to the left, and…… okay I get it you need a break im here if you need me.
 
I got in to my room. Unpacked and sat on the bed. I turned on my phone. The first thing I saw got me in tears. The picture of me and na9oor.
 
The door opened.
 
Shamsa: 3wash…. Omg!! Sweetie what’s wrong.
 
She came closer to me and hugged me. She’s nice. I really like her. I told her everything. You must think its stupid, but it felt good. She listened till I finished.
 
(t3arfoon that feeling when you have no one to talk to so you start opening up to a stranger min kither ma ilmaw’9oo3 im’9aygch that’s what happened to 3wash)
 
Shamsa: he did get carried away.bas itha e’3ar 3alaich that much, he does truly love you. don’t give up on him, cause he’s worth it.
 
I smiled.
 
Shamsa: how about ice cream? 
 
I nodded and we both left he room.
 
Na9oor’s P.O.V.:
 
Na9oor: for the last time no.
 
Jessica: but…. Why?
 
Na9oor: I already have someone. You can tell that to every girl you know so they would stop bothering me.
 
It’s been two weeks and I haven’t talked to “her”. I can’t seem to get her out of my head, her face, her lips, smile, eyes, smell and even her kiss. Her voice keeps repeating in my head too with three little words. “I love you”. I really miss how her tiny figure fits perfectly in my arms.
 
7amad’s question poped in my head. “Would you leave na9oor for a crush on a guy that you think might treat you better?”  She said she wont, and she didn’t this is all my fault. If only I had handled it better none of this might have happened.
 
I walked to my next class, absent minded, Thinking of her.
 
3wash’s P.O.V.  
 
5alood: 3wash……… 3wash…… girl snap out of it.
 
I just stared at him.
 
5alood: what are you waiting for? It’s been 5 months. You’re destroying your self. i can see you two love each other. When are you going to stop this nonsence and talk to him?
 
Shamsa: he has a point.
 
I started crying. I pulled my phone out and showed them the pictures some one send to me. After that no one said a word. Na9oor: was having fun with girls and someone was sending me pictures of him doing that.
 
(3 months later)
 
3bood: go to him. It’s his birth day.
 
Me: he doesn’t answer my calls. How do you know he would want to see me?
 
3bood: go you won’t lose anything.
 
(2 days later on the plane)
 
Me: 3bood. What if he doesn’t want to see me?
 
3bood: keep in mind that he loves you?
 
3bood’s P.O.V.  
 
3bood: when are you going to stop ignoring her?
 
Na9oor: I don’t think it will be okay with you if shamma likes some one else?
 
3bood: you promised you won’t hurt her.
 
Na9oor: im not. 
 
3bood: she walks around looking like the dead, a creature with out a soul.
 
He said nothing.
 
3bood: go see her. She came with me.
 
Na9oor: I don’t want to.
 
3bood: you’re the one messing it up, and don’t think I don’t know about the picuters you keep sending.
 
Before he could say anything I left.
 
Na9oor’s P.O.V.
 
(One month later)
 
Mum: na9oor 7abeby ta3al eg3ad ma3ay. Min awal ma wi9alt w enteh kila lahy ib dinyaak. W aba akalmik fe maw’9oo3.
 
Na9oor: be’3ayty shay yal ‘3alyah.
 
Mum: ana w obook itkalamna 3an maw’9oo3k. mita tbana inkalim ahl il bint.
 
Na9oor: not now later. Ana goolkom mita.
 
Mum: 3ala ra7tik.
 
3wash’sP.O.V.
 
(2 and half months later)
 
Me: he doesn’t want me anymore.
 
3bood: calm down.
 
5alood: 5ala9 3wash everything will be okay.
 
Me: no it won’t.
 
Shamsa: 3wash please calm down (hugging me) shoofy how about you get in the warm bubble bath that I prepared for you. After that we can go for a girls day out, get your mind off him for a whiel.
 
I hid my face in my hands and cried more. It’s been a year. He doesn’t care, he used me, and he lied.
 
I started rocking my sel back and forth.
 
3bood: 6l3o bara3.
 
The door closed behind them. He pulled me in for a hug thinking of a way to calm me down.
 
 
 

Saturday, April 9, 2011

heeeeeeeeeeeelp

people i need your help im a complete fail in the fashion world please please and again please give me ideas badla kamlah for men and women. pants, skirts, shirts, dresses bags glasses.......
please if found send a picture too

i really need your help if you could send it to this email: friend_ship_love@hotmail.com and thank you

rad i3tibar part 42

Someone entered 
 
Na9oor: malek 5i9 fena. Ba3dain we arnt doing anything.
 
Hazza3: yeah wayed imbaen that’s why you two are in bed.
 
I stayed quite.
 
Hazza3: I want her out. Ma aba mishakel you aren’t in America anymore.
 
Na9oor: fine. 3wash can you wait in the car banzel in a minute.
 
I got out of the room. When I reached the end on the stairs, every single guy turned to see me. As I got oout I heared……
 
……: told you hazza3 will blow.
 
…….: you didn’t have to say anuthing. He was worried sick 3alaiha casue she didn’t answer her phone. Gam 3an il akel. Ba3dain they are leaving il youm w he wont see her after he starts his course in UK……
 
I left ma gidat asma3 akthar. I got in the car. I wanted to wait for na9oor but I didn’t. He’s moving to UK w ana a5er wi7da a3arf. My phone rang.
 
Na9oor: laish rawa7ty.
 
Me: my mum called I had to go. (I didn’t mean to sound so cold)
 
Na9oor: 7abebty shoo feech?
 
Me: nothing.
 
Na9oor: babe what’s wrong? Please tell me.
 
Me: you’re moving to UK.
 
Na9oor: im sorry I wanted to tell you ams. I got the letter ams. I got accepted. I called but you didn’t answer. When you came I was releaved that you were okay w I forgot.
 
Me: I love you.
 
Na9oor: ana akthar.
Me: fe lama fe baitna before 3bood w shamma leave. You’re coming too.
 
Na9oor: but...
 
Me: ill see you in two hours
 
(At home)
 
Mum: wain kinty?
 
Me: no where I saw na9oor w I came back.
 
Mum: min doon istethan w ana mish gaylatlich ma ti6le3een ma3ah.
 
Me: we’re leaving today so it houldnt make a difference.
 
She just sighed. I called the maid to help me pack.
 
Mum: 3wash 3bood and shamma are here.
 
My mum thinks of 3bood as a son. He respects her, visites a lot, and always stops by for a good bye or a hello.
 
When I got down, 5aled was facing me. Involantarly a smile appeared on his face. Then i saw na9oor. He had a look that told me he didn’t like what he saw.
 
All through the time I would do stuff that na9oor didn’t like. I was being extra friendly with 5aled. Na9oor hates him that’s for sure. It not like I did that on purpose.
 
Na9oor: 3wash lazim ni6la3 3ashan nl7ag 3al plane.
 
His voice was harsh, cold and emotionless.
 
Me: bye guys.
 
I gave my mum a hug and then got out. I tried for a smile but couldn’t. Im really starting to get worried. What’s happening to me I always smile when he’s around.
 
Na9oor: get in.
 
I just did as he said.
 
Na9oor: 3wash what the hell was that?
 
Me: what do you mean?
 
Na9oor: I knew you got upset cause I didn’t tell you, I said I was sorry.
 
Me: im not upset.
 
Na9oor: you didn’t even smile at me. I know being nice to a guest is the right thing to do, but to be honest you gave 5aled a little too much attention.
 
I stayed quite. We got to the airport and boarded the plane. Both of us said nothing.
 
(A while later)
 
Na9oor: 3wash.
 
When I didn’t look at him he kissed my cheek. I turned to face him.
 
Na9oor: im sorry. I shouldn’t have gotten mad at you like that.
 
I didn’t answer.
 
Na9oor: ya3nee 7aram il wa7ed e’3ar.
 
I smiled. He kissed my nose.
 
Me: yaa3 don’t do that again.
 
Na9oor: 7abebty w kaify. La tinsain im much stronger than you. I can make you do things you don’t want to.
 
He grabbed both hands. I struggled to move them out of his grip, but he managed to keep me still.
 
Me: ill do anything just please let go.
 
He moved his face closer to mine.
 
Na9oor: kiss me.
 
I bit my lower lip.
 
Na9oor: ill let go if you do that.
 
I placed my lips on his for a short moment. It felt like forever though. Everytime we kiss my insides turn upside down and I just cant get enough. Once I pulled away he let go.
 
Me: don’t let go. I’m afraid to lose you.
 
I slept all through the flight, in na9oors arms, but all that had to end when he woke me up because the plane was landing. We took our time getting off the plane. It was half empty when we got out of our seats.in no time I was walking into the house.
 
Me: dad!!!!
 
Dad: 7abebty ta3aly ni7na ga3deen fi i9alah.
 
I went to the living room and hugged both my dad and mariam.
 
Dad: 7imdiallah 3a isalamah 
 
Me: allah ysalmik.
 
I was about to go change when he said.
 
Dad: gi3dey we have something to tell you.
 
I sat down with a worried look
 
Dad: mariam’s pregnant.
 
Me: what?
 
Dad: you heard. You’re going to have a baby brother, or sister.
 
Me: min mita?
 
Mariam: 1 month and two weeks
 
I smiled I was happy, Happiness out of this world.
 
After my bath I put my pj’s on and called na9oor.
 
Na9oor: hallah 7abebty.
 
Me: na9oor. Im gonna havea sister or a brother. Well, it doesn’t matter. Mariam 7amel.
 
Na9oor: that’s great, but….
Me: babe what’s wrong?
 
Na9oor: well im afrain that you’ll love this baby more than me.
 
Me: I would never love anyone more than you. Not even my self.
 
Dad: 3wash….
 
Me: na9oor I got to go my dad wants me.
 
Na9oor: bye sweetie.
 
Me: yes dad.
 
3bood: halla.
 
Me: what are you doing?
 
3bood: lazim asalim 3ala 3amy. We’re leaving bacher.
 
Me: that’s great.
 
3bood: bacher 6al3een breakfast with 5alood. So call na9oor and tell him to come.
 
Me: okay.
 
I sat with them for a whiel then excused my self. When I got to my room I called na9oor.
 
Na9oor: aloo (sleepy voice which by the way is hotand extremely sexy)
 
Me: sorry baby I woke you up. Never mind ill call you tomorrow.
 
Na9oor: it’s okay. Anywhere, anytime, and anything for you.
 
Me: bacher we have breakfast with 3bood and shamma.
 
Na9oor: okay just call when you wake up.
 
Me: good night love you

Na9oor: yallah go to sleep

Me: inshallah 7abeby

I hung up. Placed my hand on the pillow and fell asleep

(Someone knocking ay the door)

Marry: 3wash wake up 3bood is down stairs

Me: im getting dressed. Ill be down in a minute 

I wore a simple baby blue dress. After finishibg my hair and make up, i went down. 3bood, shamma, 5aled and na9oor were all waiting for me.

Na9oor: (while givin me a side hug) so much for a wake up call.

Me: im sorry i forgot.

We got in the car. Na9oor held me close to him thw whole way.

We st in a small coffee shop with a very small town house look. Aftet coffee our food arrived. I was enjoying everything because it was perfect until.....

3bood: 5alood ma awa9eek 3ala 3wash

Na9oor gave 3bood a look

Me: may i ask why?

3bood: he (pointing at na9oor) will be in UK and 5alood will be with you in NYU

Na9oor said nothing, but i could feel his anger. Of he could he would have seperated 5alood into two with his bare hands.oh! And what i said just mafe things worse.

Me: it will be nice having someone i know with me.

He smiled

We got to my house na9oor wanted me to go out with him. We drove out of the house. He stopped the car by the beach.

Na9oor: yallah nizlay.

When we got down i wanted to hold his hand but he moved his too fast and away from me.
Na9oor: “it would be nice to have some one i know with me" that’s what you had to say

Me: i was just being nice ma Kan 8a9dy shay.

Na9oor: if you like him soo much go for it. I can’t stop you. God only knows what you will do with him there.

Me: you dont trust me. 

Na9oor: i dont trust you around him

Me: take me home.

Na9oor: akeed tbain tg3deen ma3ah

I got in his carand looked out the window. He didnt care, he wasnt normal, he wasnt MY na9oor

I got out of the car a soon as he stopped. 3bood was just leaving. I didnt stop i just ran to my room. 

3bood's P.O.V.


I looked the other way to find na9oor gone. I went after 3wash. The door was locked

3bood: 3wash, open the door what's wrong?

I stayed fot 10 minutes before she opened the door. She cried for an hour while telling me what happened. I couldnt say anything. I kept my hands aroumd her until she fell asleep. I put her head on the pillow covered her and left.

Na9oor's P.O.V.

I got home and went straight to my room. I got in the shower. As the warm water hit my body i relaxed. For the first time in my life i slept with tears in my eyes. I jst lost some one i really cared about. It was all my doing, my fault. 
 
 

Friday, April 8, 2011

rad i3tibar part 41 b


That’s strange his voice sounds just like…….
 I opened my eyes just to make sure and I was just speechless and shocked.
Na9oor: 3wash…..
Me: omg you’re here like……
I punched his arm really hard.
Na9oor: what was that for?
Me: cause you didn’t answer my texts yesterday.
Na9oor: im sorry but I know I wouldn’t keep it in me if I did tell you that ill be coming along and that would mess my surprise. I know my self i wont be able to handle you being away from me.
Me: thank you but don’t do it again the part where you don’t answer on me.
he kissed my forehead.
na9oor: rest your head and sleep ill wake you up when you get there.
min doon ma a7s i fell asleep.
na9oor: 3wash...3wash 7abebty yallah wi9alna.
i got up using his arm that was around me for support. after we finished we got out. the first person i saw was my mum. i moved my self out of na9oor's arms and ran into hers. as usuall we started crying.
mum: 3wash 7abebty menio hatha ely ga3ed y6al3ich it3arfeenah?
i smiled.
me: mama hatha na9oor min first grade itha tathkereenah (to na9oor) ta3al.
mum: 7imdallah 3ala isalamah na9er.
na9oor: allah ysalmich 5alty.
mum: yay ma3aha.
na9oor: 7abait afaje2ha
my mum laughed at him. yes he never changed the old sweet him that's nice and honest with everyone.
me: call me awal ma to9al bait 5alik.
na9oor: okay.
i got in the car and my mum dint stop staring at me.\
mum: 3wash America 5arebatch.
me: mum he's a very special friend (a smile formed on my face as i said that)
mum: kaifich ana maly 5i9 6ool 3mrich batemeen bint obooch.
me: mamahe's great. my dad likes him,and he's 3bood's friend what's the problem.
mum: ma gilna shay. ana mistansa shaklah rayal y3tamad 3alaih.
wow this is perfect even my mum likes him now.
the 2 months passed by quickly. i got all the stuff i need for 3bood's wedding. i talked to na9oor but was not allowed to see him. 3bood's wedding is in 2 days. shamma's dress is wonderful. i know everything will be just perfect, but she's nervous as hell
(3bood's wedding day)
shamma was sitting 3al kosha looking as beautiful as ever. when they announced that the guys are coming i saw that she was scared.
the men entered. i was looking at them when someone caught my eyes. he was tall, perfectly sculpted, and his face was an angle's. my heart was beating in double speed. his beauty was something i never saw before, not even in na9oor.........
omg!!!!!! what am i doing i tore my gaze away b ut his image wouldnt leave my mind.
(after the wedding)
na9oor called but i didnt answer. i couldnt. 5aled was hunting my brain. 
that night i cried to sleep.
na9oor's P.O.V. 
she's not answering her phone. something must have happened. i cant call 3bood w i cant call her mum.uff ya raby shoo asawee. breath. i need to relax. ill call her in the morning. maybe she's asleep. im just over reacting. i prayed that she'll be okay. although i was to worried i fell asleep to the thought of her smile.
3wash's P.O.V.
i woke up got dressed,ate,then left the house. i called na9oor on the way.
na9oor: 3wash!!!!!!!!
me: hi babe.
na9oor: i missed you. why didnt you answer my calls last night.
me: sorry 7ayaty kint ta3banah shway.
na9oor: wainich.
me: im coming 3ndik. 2 minutes w aw9al.
na9oor: im still in bed w il bait kila shabab.
me: il stay with you.
na9oor: wi9alty?
me: yeah.
na9oor: ill be with you in a second.
we stayed on the phone untill ma fita7 il bab. he kissed the crown of my head then pulled me towards the stairs. if i may add he looked hot in his boxers and messed up hair. we got to his room. helooked the door then pulled me towards his bed we laid there for a second before he pulled me into a hug.
(knocking on the door)
.....: na9oor yal kalb ana gayel ma aba banat 3ndy fil bait.