i guess I'm an idiot. thats a nice way to start it off i guess. well wow still too many emotions clouding my brain i can't really focus on what I'm writing. but in a way the words that you say without thinking are always the most honest.
im crazy about him. he make me do stupid shit stuff that just don't make sense. sometimes on purpose to piss him off because of the way that he's always busy. when he didn't say a thing i thought he never noticed but oh how wrong i was. he checks and sees and endures my stupidity. i realised this a bit too late and no apology could do him right. i was always blaming him for his ignorance. i simply thought he didn't care enough to make time.
so i write this with a heavy heart tears down my cheeks and sorry thoughts. i never should have doubted the feelings you ave never should have said hateful things. so i hope that you come upon this and realise that only you can make me so stupid...
i write this as an anon and hope you can post this near new years for one of my resolutions is to be a better other half to my one and only.... my person
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i give absolute respect and thanks to the person that submitted her thoughts i do hope i get more and i wish people still check my blog and I'm sorry for the long disapearence
