unpredictable (part 3)

Two days before he left his mom bought a necklace and a key chain with the letters “A and F” intertwined.

That thought was disturbed as he heard the engine of a motorbike getting near. He looked at it as it came to near stop beside his beach house dropping something and then driving off. If it was any other day he would have gotten into a fight with that dude. He got up wanting to know what he (driver dude) dropped. As he got closer he noticed it was a girl. She had her hands and feet bounded together and she was gagged. The shirt she had on revealing more that what she should show was barley and improperly buttoned, the wounds still bleeding and the bruises as blue as the sea showed that it wasn’t her choice. He tried getting closer to her but she only screamed, well at least tried to.

Fai9al: I won’t do anything.

She tried crossing her legs and hiding her breasts with her hands. Fear filling those tearing eyes, and that’s what caught him of guard he recognized those eyes, but with all the panic he was in his memory couldn’t help.

Fai9al: I’m a doctor, calm down. I’ll take you in and let the girls treat you.

She went quite; he slowly got near her, leaned down and then scooped her off the sand. At that moment he wished he was anywhere but here. Those eyes he knew them, but when he saw the necklace he was sure that it was his Asma.

He started walking to the door, looking straight ahead. He took her to his room and placed her on the bed gently covering her with the blanket.

Fai9al: the girls will be right here. I’ll just call them; they’ll take good care of you.

He leaned down making her get scared. His hands moved behind her head untying the gag, he hoped that she would say something for he had missed her voice so much and is longing to hear it.

She nodded and that was it. He left the room disappointed.

Fai9al: fara7, fara7 wake up I found her and she’s not okay she needs to be treated right away.

As soon as those words where said, fara7 was out of the room in the matter of seconds. Soon enough Mona was in there with her. Fahad stayed with fai9al trying to calm him down, but he knew that deep down that won’t be possible not now, not after what he witnessed.

Fara7: its okay Asma, I'm here for you.

Mona: come on. We need to get you washed up before we treat those wounds.

She slowly walked to the bathroom using her cousin and Mona as support. They stripped her down and made her sit still as they slowly cleaned her body with a wet cloth knowing that it will only hurt her more if she was under the shower. After that they cleaned her wounds, bandaged them after needing to stitch a couple.

Fara7: Asma we need to call him in he knows how to treat burns more than us.

She almost trembled with fears as she heard those words.

Fara7: we will both be here with you, and besides we trust him he won’t do anything to harm you.

It took a little convincing but eventually she agreed. Fara7 gave her some clothing she could put on to cover herself. Even though she didn’t like sitting there shirtless with him and the girls, she knew it was the only way.

Fara7 was covering up her front as fai9al examined the burn on her back. He gave Mona a tube of some kind of lotion to apply and left without a word.

Asma: fara7…

He froze outside the door for a second and then quickly got out of site. 

unpredictable (part 2)

more characters are being introduced?? and the events are climbing higher more questions to be asked and a wondering one at the end hope you enjoy 

Elsewhere…..

Fai9al: I'm glad you guys talked me into coming here.

Mona: thank god.

Fahad: wait up Mona there’s a “but”.

Fai9al: yes there is.

Fara7: it’s her isn’t it?

Fai9al: I just… it’s been almost 15 years and I still can’t forget about her.

Fahad: you did this to yourself.

Mona: you had the choice. And you chose to stay away.

Fara7: guys you don’t have to make him feel bad more than he already is.

Fai9al: let them, I deserve it.

Fara7: if you say so?

Fai9al: do you guys think she remembers me?

Fara7: well….

Fai9al: no we don’t think so. It’s been almost 15 years you said so yourself, if you stayed in contact with her then maybe, but right now the answer is no.

Mona: you could go to her you know.

Fai9al: fara7, why did your facial expression change all of a sudden?

Fara7: nothing.

Fai9al: what happened?

Normally fara7 wouldn’t have answered. But in this case there was no other way. For her being asma’s cousin she was the only connection fai9al had to his childhood best friend which he began to fall in love with during these long 15 years.

Fara7: she’s……

Fai9al: what is wrong with her????????

Fara7: they don’t know where she is. It’s been 2 days and they haven’t found her.

Fai9al as mentioned above was and he still considers himself asma’s best friend. When he was 12 (she was 11) he had to leave. He knew he would hurt her so he kept it to himself. During these long 15 years he worked hard, graduated as a med student, found a great job the he likes, but there was someone missing. During these 15 years he fell unconditionally in love with the friend he had to leave, and because of that there was constant worrying, thinking, tiredness, loss of appetite and long sleepless nights. As he was a student he met fara7, Mona and Fahad. Surprisingly they ended up working together.

Fara7 is a sweet and kind girl, always wishing the best for everyone around her. She is very pretty but she always disagreed, especially if other girls where around. She was fai9al’s first friend, it wasn’t after a couple of years that he’d found out she was related to Asma. After she found out that fai9al is serious about what he told her she decided to help.

As for Fahad and Mona, well, they are one crazy couple. No one has expected that after years of continues bickering those two would end up getting married.

Fara7: fai9al wait. Where are you going?

Fai9al: do I look like I know where I'm going?

Fara7: calm down.

She pulled him for a hug as they slowly sank to the sand underneath. That was fai9al when it came to Asma he was the weakest person on earth. He constantly blamed himself for anything that happened to her, but it never got to the extent where he had to shed tears.

“2 days, 2 days, anything could have happened to her, she might be….”

Fara7: she’s fine. Asma’s a strong girl.

Fahad: it’ll be okay.

Mona: we’re here for you.

Fai9al got up and walked inside. He rushed to his room and into the shower. Even the warm water running down his masculine figure couldn’t relax his tense body. He hoped, wished, and even promised that he won’t let go of her anymore, he wanted her back, and this time to him.

Fahad: we need to do something.

Mona: I’ve never seen him cry. It was so devastating.

Fara7: he’s coming….. So what do you want to eat its getting somehow late.

Fai9al: doesn’t matter I'm not even hungry.

He walked out the screen door. When he reached the water he sat down, wanting to think, wanting to be alone, as in away from his friends but close with the one person on his mind.

His friends kept staring at him feeling sorry. They wanted him to feel better to forget but no matter how hard they tried they never succeeded.

Soon they got tired of waiting and each left to his bed. Fai9al just stared at the water. He didn’t consider running through his thoughts because they will only bring pain to him.

It was past midnight with him still sitting there, in what any person might describe as peace.

“I wonder if she still has the necklace I gave her”

unpredictable (part 1)

hey guys i thought and thought and settled for this im gonna write a different story for now and i hope you do enjoy it this will be the first part where you meet two of the characters and  know what the story will be about
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Asma, she’s kind, loving, caring, smart, outgoing, confident, beautiful, yet simple young lady. Was she always this way? No not really. She changed, because he caused her to. If only he kept his promise. She was all that was listed but not out going, she was a very shy person, she didn’t have what it took to trust people, but to her he was different, she grew up with him. Every step she took he was there to hold her hands. But he left, promising to come back. When he didn’t she was devastated, broken, and lost. After that she learned to depend on herself, she opened up more to people but not to the extent to complete trust. Eventually she did. Ask her family she turned into a new and different person.

 A7mad, he’s your usual guy in the hot list, nothing much to say about him. The one thing that changed him or should I say person, was Asma. He approached hoping for something but got nothing. She made it clear she doesn’t work with relations, but he was stubborn, still is. He was determined to get her, he kept trying but he got the same answer. This drove him wild, he wanted her, not for her looks, but because she earned his respect. Three years were a long time for him, he was happy, he was ready, and in his opinion he earned it. He asked for her the right way, the only way that this can be done with, he asked for her hand in marriage. When it was time he got his answer, he wasn’t happy. Rage and hatred filled his heart. He wanted revenge. Being him he didn’t want it simple, it must leave a mark. He planned and put it in action. In his words if I don’t get her no one would.

Asma: a7mad please….please stop I can’t take it anymore.

A7mad: you deserve it. You know how long I waited for you, 3 fucked up years. You refused to have anything to do with me so I waited 3 long years, just for you, and when I do what you asked for, what you wanted, you say no.

Asma: I never told you to come propose. I said I wasn’t interested, I love him.

I got slapped for that, and that was the least painful kind of abuse I got these past 2 days.

A7mad: tell me, where is he? If you love him shouldn’t he be here. If you think that then get back to reality he isn’t. He left you when you were kids. Remember?

Asma: I don’t care what you do to me just leave them out of it.

A7mad: she’s my fiancée now I do what I want with her and besides she asks for it like the slut she is, and he brought this on himself. He should have never tried to help you.

Asma: what would you get out of this?

A7mad: simple, I’ll bring disgrace to your family.

Asma: you won’t.

A7mad: I will the pictures will be sent to every single person in the country.

Asma: why? What did I do?

A7mad: I don’t get you no one will.

it's not the end

well as the title says it's not I just need a break to figure things out but I promise I won't leave blogger has helped me through a lot and I can't quit just yet on my readers well that is if you guys are still out there I'll try to get better soon I love you

sooner than you expected

helloooooooooooooo i know it hasnt been long but i need to write i need to take my mind of a lot of things so here is something about this story its not like the other two completely different as a hint it's about guys and their relation and bonds with each other as friends. how they support each other but still goof around for their own fun. it might be short. each part will be about one of them and a small part of their day and how they help each other out of troubles i really hope you guys will enjoy it ill try posting today or tomorrow 

im 3 years younger (58) final post

nouf: mum??
mum: ashoof
nouf: mum he's alive and if he send this that means he's always checked up on us.
mum: no
nouf: mum...
mum: no it cant be... laish??
bader: 3amoo calm down... he's still alive and he obviously still cares...
mum: he doesnt if he did he would be here with us not hiding..
i couldnt move from the bed not with ahmad in my arms. i saw my mum breakdown in tears. bader helped her sit and gave her some water to drink. he sat beside her and wrapped his arm around her.
i text 7anan telling her about everything that happened and if she could pick my mum up since their flight isn't till this upcoming weekend.

bader: so what are you going to do about it?
nouf: i...
*ahmad cries*
nouf: can you hand him to me i think e's hungry.
bader: samy bira7man awal.
nouf: you're gonna be an awesome dad so stop freaking out.
bader: you really think so?
nouf: i guess after i teach you how to change his diapers.
bader: laaa w enty laish omah.
nouf: to feed and dress him w adl3a ba3ad shoo
bader: mashay dala3 hatha 5al ykbar im sending him to military school.
i smacked his hand. he took ahmad and placing him in the crib.
nouf: im not letting you near my baby again.
bader: *sitting on the bed* 3ady i just want my babe.
nouf: 3aib
bader: *giving me this "-.-'" look* i was gonna kiss you and he's asleep
nouf: still we arent alone.
bader: babe min al7een w ray7 we will never be alone so you better learn how to sneak around with me.
nouf: one kiss.
he just pulled himself closer and placed his lips on  mine kissing me very gently and lovingly.
bader: nouf tadreen a7bich 9a7?
nouf: i love you too.

after that we both fell asleep with him sitting by the bed holding my hands

next day

mum: your aunts and your uncles wives are coming today w om 5aled too, w i think saif's mum and his sister. w at night your uncles w 5aled, saloom, and 3zooz are coming by
nouf: mama are you okay?
mum: why wouldnt i?
nouf: you know about dad.
mum: can we talk about this some other time please.
nouf: okay.


5aled: where's the little monster.
nouf: dont say that about my boy
3zooz: goom 5al ashoof
saloom: the boy has mine and bader's green eyes i have to right to see him and carry him first *ahmad starts to cry*
bader smacks their heads as he slowly carries him and rocks him gently till he's quite.
bader: anyone wants to hold him?
saloom: ana hathail alan y5afoon
nouf: bader hen's your dad coming he's the only one that hasn't
bader: he's coming in an hour got caught up in work.

one day later in nouf's house.

mum: nouf bader's here he's coming upstairs (over the phone)
nouf:okay

bader: baby i miss you soo much
nouf: i did too come lie down facing me
bader: ahmad....ahmad.....look he's looking at me
nouf: you called him didn't you
bader: oh so the little guy knows his name
nouf: give him your finger he'll grab onto it.
*nouf's phone rings*
nouf: ummm okay ill be down now.... it's my mum she wants me shway if he cried get him to me because i haven't fed him yet.
bader: okay

nouf: mum... mum wain... oh you're here..... sitting with a man....mama who is he.
man: you grew up to be a beautiful lady just like your mum
tears were forming in his eye no it cant be he cant be my ...
mum: nouf come sit down we have to talk to you
nouf: no who is he
mum: he's your dad.
i just stared at him i wanted to be in his arms i wanted him to cover up for all the lost time but i was angry why now.
dad: i had cancer that's why i left. i knew your mum cant handle it if i died so i left.
nouf: yeah because that made a big difference.
dad: i went to the states there i found out that it spread even more i got chemo therapy it helped for a while but then it came back. i had to get a liver, kidney and one lung transplant in the last year but i stayed for three more months for extra check up they told me im good to go.
nouf: why did you come back?
dad: 3amich 3abdallah told me you got engaged so i wanted to check then i found out that your mum never signed the divorce papers. nouf im sorry dont forgive me now but give me a chance to make things right.
i stood up and walked to him. i stood exactly in front of him then i crouched down placed my head in his lap and cried. he got down to the floor and hugged me really tight.
nouf: dont leave again, please.

bader: nouf ahmad is cryy.... 3mo
mum: yeah.
dad: is that him?
nouf: bader come i want you to meet my dad.... this is bader and our baby ahmad.


my dad got to have a long talk with bader all the while holding ahmad in his arms. 7anan and saif did show up with 9ager. well my dad was shocked about that but very happy he knew saif's dad along time ago perfect family is it.......


4 years later.

nouf: baaaaaaaaaderrrrrrrrr
bader: shooo tbain enty w 3yalich kila 7ashra
nouf: get your ass of the bed how could you do this to me in 4 year im pregnant again 7aram 3alaik.
bader: wait im gonna have another baby
nouf: aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
ahmad: baba mama laish t9ee7
bader: mama bteeb baby ydeed
ahmad started to cry
bader: ya he 7ala laish t9ee7
ahmad: ma aba
bader: inzain 5ala9 noora ragdah
ahmad: okay bas aba new psp
bader: inshallah 7abeby
nouf: just get up and get dressed im dealing with you later my mum will be mad if we miss this dinner.

back at her parents house

dad: hala ib ahmad hala bil '3aly
ahmad: i love you yadee
mum: 36eeny noora w roo7y g3dy 3ndhom e5tich titrayach da5l...

after long chats and many laughs bader decided to announce
bader: 3ndy lkom 5bar (all was listening to him) nouf's pregnant
shocked and happy faces stared at me
mum: mita batl7geen enty lain al7een ma 5ala9ty drasa
nouf: 5ala9 ba3dain.
5aled: inzain ana 3ndy shay anba agool ba3ad.... im engaged
nouf: mabrook ma b'3ait
bader: tstahal bagee hal bgar il thnain 3an i3ansoon 3alaina bas.
mum: yalla goomo il akl zhab

we all sat down to eat together talking passing the food around and just enjoying our time. i never realized ill have a complete family but now i cant ask for more



thank you all for reading my story i hope you enjoyed it as much as i did and for those who didnt i will try next time ill be posting soon inshallah with a new story and i hope you guys will enjoy it too. i would love to hear from every reader. P.s. you guys can comment even with out an account

im 3 years younger (57)

i woke up later that day. i was already put in a private room alone. well technically you cant count the very tired and asleep bader beside my bed. i buzzed for the nurses to come i was thirst and hungry but that's not what i wanted. i wanted her to get me ahmad. i want to carry my baby i want to feel like im his mother which still hasn't registered in my brain.

nurse: i'm sorry to disturb but did you need anything.
nouf: i was just wondering is my baby awake?
nurse: ill check should i bring him to you if he is?
nouf: yes please..... bader 7abeby
bader: what?
nouf: wake up sweetheart
bader: where is he?
nouf: nursery they're getting him right now.
bader: we're finally parents
nouf: i know
bader: did you sleep well??
nouf: yes.
nurse: do you want me to give you him or should i keep him in the crib.
nouf: ill take him.
bader: hello little guy... you like it between your mums arms don't you.
nouf: look he opened his eyes
bader: and he's smiling... just like you
nouf: but he has your eyes
bader: he was a part of you
nouf: that started in you
mum: waaaaih ento shga3dain tgoloog jdam il yahel
nouf: mama 3ady ma yfham
mum: bas n7n nfham hal kalam yngal youm entow rwa7kom
bader: i thought we were alone
5alty huda: well you aren't

nurse: umm excuse me some man dropped these flowers by the reception and asked us to bring them and left
nouf: if there a card on it??
nurse: yes
bader: should i read it?
nouf: go ahead
bader: "im sorry for all what i put you through i hope you have it in your heart to forgive me. make sure your mum gets this hello from me and so does you sister. thank you for giving me a grandchild"
nouf: its from my dad.....

im 3 years younger (56)

bader's P.O.V.

bader: what am i going to do?

saif: man up you have been waiting for this child.

bader: i don't want .... i cant im not mentally prepared for this moment.

7anan: bader she's asking for you she cant do it with out you.

and i just freeze in my place. me? go in there? see my love in pain and screaming do i really want to see that??

7anan: bader come on.

bader: okay okay.

saif: relax will you?

after i got dressed in the hospital blue robes i entered to see he sitting there lifeless with the doctor telling her to push harder. that sight got me moving by her side.

bader: you can do it babe just try harder.

nouf: i .. i cant

bader: im here ill help you just breath and try to focus.

 nouf's mum: im here with you too just try you'll feel better later.

nouf's P.O.V.

5 hours later...

finally i heard that soft heartwarming cry.
bader: you did a very wonderful job sweetie
nouf: we both did.
bader: i love you so much
nurse: there you go... put your hand under his head
mum: im a grandmother now.
doctor: well congratulations on your first new born
mum: any suggestions for names?
bader: we were thinking about that if you dont mind we want to call him ahmad.
nouf: like my dad so we can have him with us even if by name....
my mums eyes teared up and she smiled at us.
mum: can i ??
nouf: here..
bader kissed my forehead.
mum: here bader why dont you carry him?
bader: ummm i dont know how.
mum: come here ... yes hold him like that yes yes.... see your holding him just perfectly
bader: i think he's smiling
doctor: why dont we go clean up ahmad while your wife rests and you can go fill in the information for his birth certificate.

well today 30/7/2012 nouf and baders baby son was born a year from now his 1st birthday (well in the story that is) but in real life on this day which is today a very special friend will be celebrating her 16th birthday wish you all the best jayjay

im 3years younger(55)

after a some photos they left obviously except saif. they stood there smiling at the camera. the lady asking them for poses, but not even in one picture did he let go of her hand.

saif: why are you nervous?
7anan: you do realize that this is a huge step in our lives right?
saif: well smile and relax we're already a step ahead.
7anan: is 9ager coming with us?
saif: we'll be gone only 2 weeks he can handle staying with his grandparents
7anan: but...
saif: ill keep you busy you wont be worrying about him
7anan: saif 3aib not here everyone is staring
saif: ironic isnt it?
nouf: you two settle down they're bringing the cake in
they both stood up as the cake was in front of them they both held the long knife his hand overlapping hers and slowly cut down the cake. the hotel lady cut a piece and gave each a fork to feed the other. it was cute since saif was nervous. then came the drinks in separate cups then in the same. after a while later they headed up to their hotel room.

mum: nouf whats wrong u seemed very tired.
nouf: the baby wont stop kicking.
saif's mum: its your month right?
nouf: yeah.... excuse me bader is out waiting good night

bader: nouf maybe i should take you to the hospital a7san you dont seem okay at all.
nouf: its nothing
bader: are you sure??
nouf: yes now go back to sleep.

hours later

nouf: bader... bader
bader: whats wrong?
nouf: get your keys in having your baby now
bader: what?
nouf: my water broke god dammit just take me to the hospital before i give birth on our bed

enjoy 😏

im 3 years younger (54)

7anan: what do you mean they aren't divorced?
nouf: she said he gave her the choice and then left the papers are still with her unsigned.
bader: does he  know?
nouf: i don't think so because he called her once after he left and thats it nothing after that.
7anan: do you think he's dead?
nouf: that's the most probable thing.
bader: you two stop talking this way. you still have a dad and for all we know he might still be alive.
nouf: i hope.
7anan: i can't show mum that i know right?
nouf: yeah but i just thought you should know.
7anan: you know i never hated him.
nouf: yeah me neither.

back at their house

nouf: bader?
bader: 3yoona
nouf: you won't be like him and leave right>
bader: are you seriously asking me that nouf?
nouf: well i ...
bader: come here.

i placed my head on his chest and cried. i cried out of fear of having a baby, of bader leaving, or dying, i cried out of sadness for my mum, and that my dad left.

bader: i love you too much to do that

7anan: nouf im ....
nouf: a beautiful bride. he loves you remember that
mum: its time for you to go in.
nouf; remember two steps count till 4 look at one side walk, count look the other side and smile ill be right there behind you.
7anan: okay.

the music slowly began as the large doors opened exposing my sister to all eyes of the guests. she started to walk people stared some with smiles some with eyes full of jealousy. but who can blame them saif was something. finally she was up there smiling to the cameras and people. family first got up there talking pictures and congratualtions. after a whole lot of that it was announced that the men were coming in seeming that no father and no brother my eldest uncles and bader would come in with saif his dad and his brother.7anan slowly stood up with her head lowered waiting for their approach. saif had the most genuine smile.it was obvious that he was happy and sure about what he's doing. finally he was right in front of her. he slowly lifter her face to meet his, he then closed his eyes as he kissed her forehead.....

my inspiration

usually when a person gets inspired there's a flow of feeling that leads to creation. it could be a painting, a speech, a story, an essay, even one word. that inspiration can be anything and anyone. for me its one special person. a person that always makes my day, listens well, and knows what to do. i get a a rush of emotions that usually helps me think, positively that is. even when we fight i tend to smile a lot because i remember all the wonderful and amazing moments we shared. which makes me feel guilty when its my fault. saying that you're sorry doesn't always fix things. sometimes saying strong words might fix it even if it messes things up first. i learned to try harder to get what i want, to fight for what i think is important, and to always think on the bright side of things. no matter how things work out i still own you a big thanks for all you have done. i wouldn't have gone this far with out you. and for all its worth I'm sorry........

im 3 years younger (53)

Nouf: but you said that you guys are getting a divorce?
Mum: he left the choice to me. then the next day he was gone. he called a month later to ask if i signed the papers i just told him im still thinking.
Nouf: did you sign them?
mum: I'm still thinking.
nouf: why haven't you told us?
mum: because i made you hate him for leaving us.
nouf: why did he?
mum: i still don't know..... go to sleep ill grab some water and come back
nouf: good night

I really wanted to sleep but I couldn't not after what I heard. She kept quite all this time it's been like around 10 or more years. She hasn't signed the papers so she still loves him. I just need to know why he left what reason he had.

The next day
Nouf: mama you can leave I'm getting discharged today an I can see that you stayed up all night you're daughters wedding is in this upcoming week do you need to look the best.
Mum: okay bader make sure she eats
Bader: inshallah

Bader:okay what's wrong?
Nouf: my mum told me that she and our dad aren't divorced.
7anan: what??

im 3 years younger (52b)

7anan: don't give me that i was in this position before you.
bader: she's been crying a lot about her weight.
saif: for real you aren't even as big as 7anan when she was about this time.
7anan: what's that supposed to mean i was carrying your child.
bader: dont check my wife out. she's hot always.
nouf: oh so now you notice.

nouf: mama?
mum: bader you can go home sleep its 12 ill stay with her.
bader: ummm.....
nouf: go it's okay.
bader: ill be here in the morning.
nouf: love you
bader: love you too

bader leaned in to kiss nouf on her forehead before leaving her with her mum. to them it was a simple gesture of love but to her mum it brought a handful of pain and memories that were hoped to be forgotten.

mum: laish ma trgedeen 7abebty.
nouf: tara bader didnt mean it.
mum: mean what?
nouf: mama i saw the look on your face, it's been years....
mum: lets not talk about it now.
nouf: that's what you have always been saying, it's not the right time. you even refused every man that came and proposed to you. i could have had a father.
mum: but you do have one.
nouf: you two got divorced, and for all we know he might be married or even dead by now.
mum: he might be dead or even married but he's still your father and my husband...

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im 3 years younger (52a)

you want the next part comment and im sorry it took long

nouf: apparently i need to rest.

bader: you think?

nouf: how long have i been knocked out?

bader: hours, you hungry?

nouf: no and bader you don't have t feel bad can you start acting normal?
bader: what do you mean im normal.
nouf: no you aren't? bader what's wrong?
bader: i haven't been taking care of you very well. i should be helping around the house with you. you've been cooking cleaning doing everything and..
nouf: you've been studying hard to pass those test to work and give a better and easier living. that's your job, mine is all of the above. you don't have to worry about a thing and ill promise to take it easier on my self.
bader: you sure?
nouf: i wouldn't dare do the opposite.
he held my hand and kissed it.
saif: i guess they're okay now.
7anan: how are you feeling?
nouf: batter. so when is your wedding my belly is growing i need to get a dress.
7anan: oh no. you are not even gonna get to the mall. me an mum are gonna buy your dress and im net even telling you the color.
nouf: that's not fair.
bader: i think it's a great idea.
nouf: but....
7anan: ill come tomorrow take your sizes and hit the shops. i mean how big can your tummy grow in 1 week.
nouf: aaaaaaih you cant say that.

im 3 years younger (51)

7anan: nouf tell bader to call him.
nouf: i will i will just calm down.
7anan: something is wrong i can feel that.
nouf: mama ta3ally shway
mum: he isn't answering yet and his mum is getting some how worried.
nouf: ill go talk to bader.

nouf: what?????... inzain and now.... okay okay just go to him ill tell them.
mama: nouf shoo 9ayer?
nouf: nothing fe 7adeth stwa w 7ad d3am saif bas he's okay ma 9ar leh shay
7anan: what happened to him?
saif: ma 9ar feny shay.
7anan: saif?
saif: 3yoonah.
7anan: dont scare me like that agian.
saif: dont cry your make up will be all over the place now.
7anan: why didnt you call.
saif: and freak you out more that would be a good move... and you told my mum didn't you?
after a while of lectures they finally thought it was enough.

saif: wain wildich?
7anan: you talk about him as if he's not yours too.
saif: aha so wainah?
7anan: asleep.

nouf: bader go get the car.
bader: nouf what's wrong?
nouf: do i look aaaaaaaaaaaah

saif: bader calm down the dr. said its nothing serious
bader: i know it's nothing serious well as a human and soon to be dr. but as her husband my brain completely shuts down.
saif: i know what you mean?
bader: by the way you seem a little off
saif: im just thinking what have i got my self into. i fell for her too fast. and...
bader: you'll do fine that was what i was thinking with nouf.
saif: and..
bader: im still alive aren't i?

im 3 years younger (50b)

nouf: well you see 7anan it all depends on both of you. do you love him?
7anan: yes
nouf: then you don't worry about it. you know he loves you and that's why he'll be doing his best to make you the happiest person on this planet.
7anan: so any advice?
nouf: cut him out.
7anan: huh?
nouf: you have to make him want you. just minimize your talking to him by a lot.
7anan: aha
nouf: and send flirty text he won't handle that.

bader: you spend quite a time with her on the phone
nouf: i tried calming her down and told her about want she needs to get.
bader: aha, so let's get ready 3shan ma nt25r

nouf: badeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeer....
bader: ha what's wrong feech shy?
nouf: i felt movement.
bader: he kicked?
nouf: yes he did... here give me your hand.
bader: i ... i can feel him.... he's really there
nouf: oh so my stomach cant prove that?
bader: i kept telling my self you gained weight.
nouf: just get up and move away from my tummy.
bader: nouf
nouf: what?
bader: a7bich....
i bit my lower lips but that didn't stop him from kissing them.
nouf: leave me alone i want to finish with out distractions
bader: no, i want to stay here see you change, and then maybe leave.
nouf: i had to marry you.
bader: you know you love me
nouf: my baby does too

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please go read part 50a again when it got posted it was incomplete and by accident because i spilled tea on the laptop not our topic anyways ill post part b tomorrow make sure you re-read it and thank you 

im 3 years younger (50a)

nouf: good morning.
bader: why did you let me sleep in?
nouf: you looked cute, and besides i needed time to make breakfast.
bader: then let's go eat.
nouf: inshallah y3jbk.
bader: 7ayaty ay shay min eedich y6la3 7elow.
nouf: so what time do you want for lunch?
bader: don't make any we are going to my parents house.
nouf: 7anan's calling that's weird?
bader:inzain answer her.
nouf: after breakfast.

7anan: mama she's not naswering me.
mum: call her later ymkin she's asleep.
7anan:okay.
mum: 7anan shoo feech.
7anan: saif ma kalamch?
mum: w laish ekalmny?
7anan: ha la2 3yal mashay.
mum: omah kalematny.
7anan: and
mum:not that we have a choice.
7anan: okay and did you discuss anything with his mum?
mum: yes everything is decided my next month batamlchoon.

nouf: aloo 7anan.
7anan: nouf i need your help.
nouf: bismillah shoo 9ayer?
7anan: how did you feel youm mlachtoo enty w bader?
nouf: what's with the question all of a sudden?
7anan: because saif proposed w il milcha next month

im 3 years younger (49b)

bader: finally.
nouf: that flight took forever.
bader: because you refused to sleep that's why.
nouf: look my mum and yours are here to pick us up.
bader: just please don't cry.

mum: thank god you're okay?
nouf: mama ill start crying if you don't stop.
after ma salamna we got in the car and my mum kept asking bader a lot of questions concerning my health and my studies.

we got to our house. i wanted my mum to stay the night with me but she refused for the sake of bader.

nouf: bader wake up.
bader: nouf 7abeebty law sama7ty im tired and i want to sleep.
nouf: what should i do then i don't feel sleepy.
bader: try and please let me get some rest.
nouf: ufff fine ill go sit outside alone hwere i won't disturb you.

i walked out slamming the door behind me. i sat in the living room hugged my baby and started to cry.
i don't know why im getting mad at him, i know he looks tired, i know all he does it take care of me, and yet i blow up on im and make it his fault.

bader: nouf 7abebty ta3aly let's go to bed.
nouf: ma aba.

i heard him sigh. the felt him arms around me lifting me off the chair.
bader: m sorry.
that's what he said as he gently placed me on the bed.
nouf: i should be the one that's sorry i knew you were and still are tired but i just....
bader: its okay 7abebty do and say whatever i have no problem with it. im just a little sleepy that's all.
nouf: i'll stay quite you can go to sleep.
bader: you also need you res you know?
nouf: but i don't feel sleepy at all.
bader: how about i tell you a story and then sing you and that little baby of ours to sleep.

elsewhere
saif: 7anan i can't wait any longer you know i love you and i would do anything for you.
7anan: saif....
saif: 7anan just marry me already

im 3 years younger (49a)

sultan: im taking my revenge on you.
bader: we'll see about that. anyways let's go sit before the class actually starts.

sultan: bader is she okay she looks kind of tired.
bader: i know but i can't just leave class and take her with me.
i felt her lean against me.
prof.: is something wrong back there?
bader: she's feeling dizzy.
prof. you can leave if you're tired.
bader: go ill be there later.

i saw her stand up and then fall down again. an ambulance came and took her. i got excused too. after the check ups i took her home.

nouf: bader what's wrong with you the dr. said it's normal.
bader: no more classes and we're going back next week.
nouf: but...
bader: your mums orders.
nouf: bader what are we gonna name him?
bader: have you thought of your dad's name?
nouf: i did bas i'm not really sure about it?
bader: 3al 3moom it's up to you ana ma thmny '3air your health.
nouf: okay for now how about you go book a flight and ill start packing some necessities.
bader: you stay ill go get everything ready.
nouf: but...
bader: ill call kenzi to keep you busy for a while.

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im 3 years younger (48b)

i just got transferred to some class my teacher says i already know the material we're taking thank to bader. so ill be doing the test with them bas adris something else with another class. ( never happened my imagination speaking)

i walking in to see most of this class we're guys but one caught my eyes it was bader.

bader

i think...why is nouf here?

sultan: look at her she looks lost?
yousef: chenha 7amel?
sultan: obviously and at this young age i..
yousef: agool bader shfeek tana7t i6ale3ha? it3arefha?
bader: yes umm excuse me.

bader: nouf?
nouf: hi.
bader: why are you here?
nouf: for class.
bader: ta3ally ill introduce you to my friends.

bader: guys i would like you to meet nouf. nouf this is yousef and this is sultan.
yousef: nouf as in your wife nouf?
bader: yes.
nouf: nice to meet you guys.
sultan: lazim itwahgny wa3ny laish ma gltly?

im 3 years younger (48a)

bader: when are you planing to stop your classes?
nouf: i don't know awal ma ad5al IL 4
bader: keep in mind we are going back so the sooner the better.
salem: would you just leave her alone you've been asking that the entire week it's frustrating.
kenzi: bader don't glare at my baby that way.

bader: nouf a7bich
nouf: shoo sawait al7een.
bader: sh8a9dich shoo sawait.
nouf: bader tara maly 5lg 7arakatik il bay5ah.
bader: you're my wife m ob 7aram agoolich eny a7bich.... why are you crying now?
nouf: i don't know....don't laugh at me.
bader: come here.

bader pulled nouf closer to him.

bader: i love you nouf i dont need a reason to say that to you and im laughing because this is natural you're pregnant you should be demanding bossy and even rude to me and others although i dont mind if it's just me
nouf......