I'm 3 years younger(47)

Hay guys first happy new year and second here is the post

Bader: is she okay?
Dr.: she would like to see you and I need to talk to both if you don't mind.
Salem: we'll be waiting

His eyes got filled with tears as he saw his wife on that bed. With slow steps towards thie bed both let their tears out.

Bader: I love you so much

Nouf was soon enveloped in his arms.

Dr.: I don't mean to interrupt. The child and your wife are both fine so their isnt anything to be worried about.

Bader: she is all that matters to me right now. I don't .....
Nouf: bader that's enough
Bader: is everything stabble with her?
Dr.:yes but she needs to stay here for the night

Bader: you scared me a lot
Nouf: I thought I would lose our baby.
Bader: I was scared of losing you.

Salem: guys can we come in ?
Nouf: yes come in.
Bader: kenzi stay with her Salem I need you now
Nouf: where are you going?
Bader: just around the corner i'll be back in ten minutes

Salem: the doctor told you that she's fine
Bader: I know I was just worried and scared
Salem: that's clear like the last time I saw you cry when your sister passed away.

Kenzi: I told Salem.
Nouf: and....
Kenzi: he took me for a late dinner then we went to tell my parents.
Nouf: that's great I'm so happy for you.
Salem: what are you two talking about I'm guessing he's handsome, loved, and his name starts with an s
Kenzi: yes Salem we were talking about how incredibly amazingly annoying and simply errogent you are.
Salem: I know you love me.
Bader: how are you feeling now.
Nouf: I'm fine just tired.
Bader: you hear that you two.
Salem: we get it take care

Nouf: you missed your classes today.
Bader: and so did you. Don't worry I talk to the administration you are excused the rest of the week but I have to go back on two days.
Nouf: did you call my mum?
bader: yes but I told her you were asleep because she sounded mad and you don't need to be stressed out more.

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nouf: you are going to say yes aren't you?
kenzi: i want to give him time before i answer him.
bader: give him an hour and then go to him if you want.
kenzi: nouf when you and bader ... i mean did you know that ....
nouf: at first no but then i realized that it will work better than i wanted.

Salem: I am coming would you stop knocking the door.... What? Oh kenzi I thought.....

And before he could continue she already had her lips on his forcing him to move in. She shut the door
with her feet and then looked at him

Kenzi: i will yes I do I'll even say it in French German Italian and even Arabic if I have to as long as they
mean me marrying you
Salem: for real?
Kenzi: look
Salem: I love you
Kenzi: I am never doing anything stupid again.

Nouf: bader.... Bader wake up
Bader: noun please i want to sleep it's 2 I have class at 8
Nouf: bader come on I'm not feeling well.

When those words came out bader was up emidiatly excessively worrying about his pregnant wife. You see when he fixed things with he vowed to always be by her side and that ment even now.

Bader: what hurts you?
Nouf: I feel like throwing up.
A very unpleast look started forming on nouf's face bader didn't need to be told twice he swiftly lifted her and headed to the bathroom in order for his wife to empty her stomach. As she leaned on the toilet he was there holding her hair from her face and rubbing her back trying to calm her down. Deep down he sensed that something was wrong
And his instinct was right once again. When nouf moved her face in order for her fear filled eyes to meet his he saw the trickle on blood on the edge of her lips panic set in his eyes and expression. Nouf started tearing but with no words cause she knew they would chock her even more. Needless to say they headed to the hospital as soon as they can instead of folding them selves in the warm blanket on the bed


Salem: bader is she okay?
Kenzi: what about the baby?
Bader they are still checking up on her.

Salem gave bader a hug which was much needed at the moment. Kenzi felt that Salem wanted tp talk to him alone so she went to the reception to ask about nouf.

Saslem: bader she needs you to be strong your bind with nouf isn't just like any couple you two are one.
Bader: what if I lose them Salem I won't be able to handle that.
Salem: calm yourself down she'll be fine and so will the baby.
Bader: I'm sorry I had tp wake you two up at this time
Salem: your my brother bader even if you didn't want me to be here I have your back and youhave mine.

That made bader smile slightly kenzi came back trying to distract bader he was semi-okay until he saw the doctor coming up to him.

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when we got home i told bader about kenzi.
bader: that does not give her the right to do that to salem, he's worried enough if he finds out he'll be destroyed because it shows that she doesn't trust him.
nouf: i tried telling her that she says its best.
bader: we need to talk to her again
nouf: how about i invite them here and we try to convince her?
bader: tomorrow.

salem.....
i lay down on my bed holding the little black box in my hand. its really hard for me to accept what's happening, if only i knew what was going on. plus her not answering me gives me doubt that she might not be so ready for commitment.

bader: you have to tell him.
kenzi: its my choice.
bader: it his heart, you know that when you tell him about this after you solved the problem it would show your distrust in him.
drew: you know kenzi he has a point, i don't really see why you would hide such a thing for him
nouf: what me and bader are trying to say is you know you would hurt him a lot and that will only hurt you.
bader: its not easy i have been put in s similar situation i thought if i solved it my self and didn't tell nouf it will be okay but it messed things bad for us.
nouf: i'll get the door.

nouf: salem i didn't expect you to come.
salem: look i know its not the right time but i need to talk to you.
bader: nouf let him in.

his expression when he saw kenzi was heartbreaking, i can't ever describe what emotions i saw on his face. kenzi didn't even look at him, and drew felt awkward about the situation and bader did and said nothing.

salem: you told me you wanted to be alone. why did you lie about it?
bader: salem ca;m down
salem: i won't because you know how worried i was. and how is this guy?
kenzi: salem i.....
salem: you what kenzi? what do you have to say
kenzi: im sorry.
salem: i don't even know why that apology is for.
bader: sit down i didn't let you in so you would blow up i want you to listen to her say what you have and then leave.
salem: but i...
bader: look i know you better than anyone after this i know you would want to stay alone for a while.

kenzi started explaining and all i saw was a blank look on salem's face.
kenzi: salem im sorry i didn't mean to hide this from i was just...
salem: i know and i get that part. when i got in this with you i never knew i would be this serious.
kenzi: what do you mean?
he stood up taking that small velvet box out of his pocket and placed in in front of her.
salem: don't get me wrong when i make a decision i stick to it but it would seem completely abnormal of me to just say that it doesn't matter and act like nothing happened, so its your choice.

why is that?

i dont understand if you guys put and effort in reading it and you like it dont i deserve comments it really disincouraging when i have around 30 views and just on comments 

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to all of you who have commented thank you w sorry 6awalt

kenzi: ill tell you just don't tell salem i.. i don't  want h im to...
nouf: get hurt? well you are doing that already.
kenzi: he's the son of my mum's boss.
nouf: so what? i don't mean to be a bitch but this is no reason for you to do this.
kenzi: my mum has been coming home complaining and crying about how his dad has been sexually harassing her and verbally abusing her at work.
nouf: why doesn't she go to the police then?
kenzi: because we have no proof, he will deny it and we know that cause he has done that before.
nouf: how do you know.
kenzi: when i talked to drew he told me that's why he's planing to help. me and him being together is just part of the plan.
nouf: why don't you tell salem he'll understand.
kenzi: he might but i know he loves me too much that's why it would hurt him bad. i haven't been close with my friends cause i know if they found out salem would come in line next.
nouf: you're giving yourself a very good reason to go and tell him.
kenzi: you don't understand, i can't lose him. it is hard enough as it is that's why i cant face him.

bader: what took you so long?
nouf: im a pregnant women, lazim a5th ra7tee fe kil shay.
bader: even when you sleep beside me 9a7?
nouf: 8aleel il adab i cant believe you said that infront of salem.
salem: its okay he'll say it whether your here or not.
bader: why are you looking at me that way enty il mafroo'9 t3arfeen how close we are.
nouf: no i don't how close are the two of you?
bader: well if you must knew he automatically figured the first time we....
nouf: omg!!! just shut up before i stuff your shoes in your ass.

they both laughed at the way i reacted. it wasn't funny but at least salem laughed

sorry

im at my grandmothers house so wont be able to post

good morning

hello i just woke up w im glad 3al comments so il post another by the end of today itha gidart 

im 3 years younger (44a)

salem: it's me .. again call me when you get this.
bader: did she answer?
salem: no.
nouf: she isn't answering my calls either. have you tried going to her house?
salem: yeah and every time i go she's no there. i even asked her friends they said nothing.

i looked at bader with a worried look. its been 2 weeks and there she was, with some guy wrapping his hands around her. its so obvious that she hasn't noticed salem.

nouf: excuse me i need to go the washroom.

i walked to her and grabbed her arm.

nouf: we need to talk but first salem is right there move.

she didn't comprehend what i said so i talked to him,

nouf: get her away from here unless you are looking for a fight. you i need to see in the bathroom so just follow me.

(in the bathroom)

nouf: kenzi can you explain to me why are you with this guy?

hi

hay guys so i posted the first part of 44 i need comments 3-4 please and for some reason 6la3 min 1 day ago so you might want to check the post of yesterday thank you

i know im sorry

wala wala wala sorry bas kint wayed busy w sick w 7ala 7ata ams radeh min rak ill try my best no promises

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wallah sorry bas i had writers block for a while w i realized something i only write when im not happy about something anyways this goes out to my school mate yazooooy sorry for the wait hun enjoy

7anan walked in with 9ager the moment i said that sentence.
mum: na3am?
7anan: mabrook. kam 9arlich?
nouf: two months

(in their bedroom)

nouf: they took that well.
bader: considering the fact your mum freaked out and my mum got mad at me for not telling them earlier, yeah they took that well.
nouf: you know this comes with very big responsibilities.
bader: i know, don't worry about it everything will be okay.
nouf: bader, are we going to move back here?
bader: i was thinking of that, i think we should.
nouf : how about we stay there for the next two months ba3dain we transfer here?
bader: we'll see.


salem: kenzi would you stop crying.
kenzi: i miss you salem, when will you be back?
salem: i wont be long....sweetie i have to go ill call you in a bit.
kenzi: okay take care.

i know that she would continue crying but i had to focus. choosing and engagement ring for her is really hard. i called bader to help me but he cant leave nouf.

salem has talked to his mum and dad about marrying kenzi. they were both very happy about it and couldn't wait for their son to get married.

ill post another today or tomorrow sorry bas ma 3ndy wagt a6awl il post

some interesting news

well im 3 years younger is almost i said almost over so i started writing a new story so i would be able to post daily for you guys ill try to post  im 3 years younger next part by tomorrow

hay

i wont be able to post today cause i wont be home going to my cuzns first birthday but now im going to get my nails done w about the short post i cant make them longer cause im posting every day (semi) 

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nouf: fahad?
fahad: nouf? bader?
bader: hala fahad.
fahad: i see we are seated next to each other again.
nouf: hello you two i need to sit.
bader: just get out of her way, you don't want to get in it with her.
fahad: let me guess PMS-ing?
bader: this one will last much longer
fahad: mabrook.
bader: thanks.

don't ask me about the flight because i slept through the flight. i even had to lean on bader as we made our way to his dads car.

at our house. ( if you remember bader bought a house for them)

mum: nouf 7ababety you dont look really okay is everything alright?
nouf: yes and no
5alty huda: sho 8a9dich.
nouf: mama 5alo ana 7amel  

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i was lying on the bed thinking. i really want to know who the fuck said that to her. the way she looked at me today, she was scared i .....

salem: hold up im coming.....kenzi?
kenzi: are you mad at me?
salem: babe why would i be mad at you? come on in.
keni: salem im sorry.... i was
salem: you were scared i know. and you have nothing to apologize for.
kenzi: i love you salem.

nouf: bader!!!!!
bader: what?
nouf: im hungry, go get me something to eat.
bader: nouf you just ate?
nouf: i said im hungry.
bader: ill be back in a while
nouf: get me food.
bader: ya3ny ana wain raye7
nouf: i love you

bader: oh hi guys.
salem: hi
kenzi: did she tell you?
bader: do you think im here to get food for myself?
salem: tell him what?
bader: she's pregnant.
salem: mabrook
bader: you know ill laugh when it'll be her
kenzi: bader!!!!
bader: so you guys coming with us next week?
salem: she has family so she wont be able to make it but yeah im coming
bader: good

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things are going a bit fast cause im not getting any feedback on the story at all now a days and i want to end it as soon as possible for a new story hopefully more interesting. and please wallah im losing it in me aba ashoof more comments

bader: 9a7 i was soo overwhelmed nesait as2lich kam 9arlich?
nouf: the doctor egool 7 weeks
bader: w ma 7asaity?
nouf: no not really it was really normal until last week
bader: both of you are healthy right
nouf: yes 7ababey now would you please concentrate on your studies you have a final tomorrow
bader: i cant

salem: kenzi whats wrong?
kenzi: get out
salem: im not stop acting this way and come back to your senses. and can you put your clothes back on so we can talk
kenzi: i don't want to talk I THOUGHT THAT THIS IS WHAT YOU WANT?
salem: i never asked for this.
kenzi:  I HEARD THE GUYS TALKING, THEY SAID ALL YOU WANTED TO DO IS GET IN MY PANTS SOMETHING HE COULDN'T
salem: kenzi listen to me.
kenzi: no i said no

i got my self closer pinning her to the wall behind her. i didn't want to scare her but that was the only way to shut her up.

salem: i love you kenzi. let them talk i just want you to know i never thought of this. im leaving now illl let you calm down and time to think

i kissed her forehead leaving.

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nouf: omg, kenzi look at the results.

we looked at each other and had a very girly happy moment were we hugged and screamed.

kenzi: you have to surprise him lets go for a spa day leave the papers at home and don't answer his calls

nouf:  no i want to be there

kenzi: i know where it will end

nouf: so what going on with you and salem?

kenzi: he wants me to meet his parents next time you guys are going back

nouf: that's great

kenzi: i know its just i don't feel good about it 

nouf: they will love you, now excuse me i need to go back 

kenzi: bye

i got to the apartment and prepared dinner, i was in the shower when bader came back from his classes.

bader: nouf!!!

nouf: hala 7abeby?

bader: am i going crazy? il maktoub hny 9a7 or are you and kenzi pulling a prank on me?
nouf: it too soon for you too feel but its there
bader: so we're going to have a little family of our own?
nouf: yes, no stop with the non-sense and come kiss me.
he lifted my in his arms hugging me tight
bader: i love you
nouf: me too

during dinner

bader: did you tell our parents?
nouf: no im waiting for you to tell them with me
bader: dont call we are going next week
nouf: i cant wait im soo excited about telling them

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bader: so what was so important that i had to leave?
kenzi: well i broke up with Jake.

Salem choked on what he was eating when he heard that. me and bader laughed because we knew why.

kenzi: are you okay?
Salem: im fine.
3zooz: he's smiling like an idiot ma cheneh kan baymoot tawah
Salem: i have to go.
kenzi: walk me home?
salem: yeah sure some on

so you guys might have figured it out. salem does like kenzi a lot. when he started to get to know her he somehow fell in love with her only to find out she has a boyfriend.

salem: did you really break up with him?
kenzi: yes but its not only because of what he did, its or some one else too.
salem:oh
kenzi: salem, would you like to come have dinner tomorrow with me?
salem: are you asking me out?
kenzi: yes
salem: does that mean im the other reason?
kenzi: yes.
salem: can i kiss you now?
kenzi: i'll kill if you dont

im having a lot of views but no comments ts some how upsetting im thinking that this is my last story on blog nothing is decided yet im not gonna give up writing just maybe not for here for my self until i finish ill tell you guys but its a 50 to 50 chance hope i can make up my mind and hopefully it will be a suitable choice sorry for the inconvenience

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bader: Nouf... Nouf someone's knocking on the door.
Nouf: 7obey wallah ta3banh.
bader: 6ab3an after what happened,

he wiggle his eyebrows i just hid my face.

bader: ill go get the door.
nouf: put some clothes on first.
bader: and what if i don't?
nouf: i..i..
bader: you cant take anything from me, and if you do ill get it back. by force.

he got closer burring his head in my neck kissing my neck. but of-course my phone had to interrupt.

McKenzie: girl are you going to open that door or should i barge in.
nouf: you wont like... babe please stop let me...

bader took the phone out of my hands.

bader: hey kenz would you mind if you come another time.
kenzie: you two made up?
nouf: would that matter to you?
kenzie: you know what ill just come another time. enjoy the sex while it last bitch.

bader broke into laughter while my face turned crimson red. we continued what we were doing until we heard her voice.

kenzie: you have ten minutes to shower and get dressed.

i put on my robe and sat with her while bader took a shower.

nouf: what's all the fuss about.
kenzie: ill tell you when he leaves.
nouf: what makes you sure that he...
bader: nouf ill be back by dinner.

nouf: so..
kenzie: i broke up with Jake
nouf: about time
kenzie: i know, i understood his needs but that doesn't give him the right to do what he did.
nouf: i'm so happy for you.
kenzie: so tell me what happened between the two of you.
nouf: im not saying anything.
kenzie: you haven't made your bed yet right?
nouf: does it look like i had time
kenzie: ill have enough proof then.

bader

3zooz: saloom he's smiling.
saloom: i know, do you think.
3zooz: one way to find out.

yes 3zooz and saloom are with bader and nouf. they all have different majors but since their campuses are close they met a lot

saloom: your oddly happy today?
bader: and why wouldn't i?
3zooz: your back together
bader: we never split up to begin with.
saloom: we are glad.
bader: i am too.
3zooz: will there be a baby on the way
bader: my private life does not concern you.

back in uae

7anan: mama where's 9ager?
saif: with me.
7anan: i didn't know you were here?
saif: i missed you

he kissed her forehead and held her close to him with 9ager in his arms.



hay guys its me talking i know i took it overboard with the acceptance of a girl getting pregnant while writing the last sentence i kept thinking will i have a family like that one day. i still believe that it will

" your first love is your last,, but your last love if your first"

the first time you fall in love you feel that you can never love again after
but when you find your other half true love its your last but at the same time your first  at first i got confused but now i understand it a new feeling this love is real
thank you for your time

a mistake happned

i feel like crying i accidently deleted my file 3al computer and it has the story i feel depressed i dont know when will i post but now i have to copy and paste on a word document min my blog ;( 

im 3 years younger (39b)

Bader: nouf you have been in there for more than an hour, is everything okay?

Nouf: I’ll be out in a minute 

 I got out and changed in the room. Don’t okay just don’t I know what you are thinking. 

Bader: nouf you coming to bed?

I climbed in bed, hoping he pull me closer and he did. His arms wrapped perfectly around me. I waited and waited when he was finally asleep I cuddled closer and the closed my eyes.

1 month later in America.

Nothing really improved between us. We do everything together but we don’t get involved with the other, ever since that night in Spain his arms are open for me when we go to sleep. Classes aren’t so bad; on the contrary I like them very much. I also made some good friends. 

2 days later  

I regret it all, I took it too far. Why did I have to be such a drama queen? Oh yeah you guys don’t know what happened. Well let me tell you. 

Today when I walked in the apartment it was awfully quite. I placed my books on the dining table and walked to the kitchen where I found bader on the floor. He was unconscious. I really thank god I took first aid measures on the first day or else I would have never been able to do anything. 

Nouf: bader, bader 7abeby.

He moved but I knew he was weak from the inside to wake up; he hasn’t had the appetite since our fight. 

Bader: nouf…

Nouf: im sorry, I should have gotten mad it wasn’t your fault you tried to protect me. 

Bader: a7bich.

Nouf: me too.

He smiled something I haven’t seen him do for a while now. 

Nouf: why don’t you go lay down on the couch while I make you something to eat.

Bader: ill eat on one condition.

Nouf: name it.

Bader: I forgot how your lips taste.

I brought my head closer to his and kissed his lips.

Bader: it brings back life.

I laughed. I can’t believe I killed such a spirit.

Bader: tslam eadich.

Nouf: ill make you chocolate cake later on.

Bader: I can’t wait.

Nouf: ill go change.

I walked in my room and put on the sexiest thing I can find. I put him through a lot. Not guy can hold it that much.

Nouf: bader can you come to the room for a bit.

Bader: what is it?

Nouf: I think this is too tight want to help.

Bader: I think I can help, let me close the door. 

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Guy 1: Miren lo que nos dieron su. Apuesto que Ella de 18 años o menos.

Guy 2: Lo que parece en ese cuerpo suyo

Fahad: ¿Por qué no chicos buscar algún uno en otros lugares

Guy: Malos tratos tomar ustedes a las niñas de lugar donde mueren por lo que se quiere

Fahad: are you okay?

Nouf: Si im perfectamente bien y me gustaría que dejaría ahora gracias.]

Fahad: Usted es muy bienvenido, sólo una pregunta ¿dónde está tu llamada marido.

Nouf: Si importa no me diga que im.

Fahad: Si importa no me diga que im.

For some reason it just hit me. He must have gone crazy looking for me. I left fahad and walked toward the hotel. As I walked in I heard him talk to the receptionist. 

Bader: Ella ha regresado todavía

Nouf: bader…

I was in his arms so quickly I hadn’t noticed. 

Bader: are you okay? 9arlich shay? 

Nouf: let’s go to our room.

Bader: what exactly were you thinking when you walked out there alone? I almost had a heart attack. Nouf I know you are still mad, don’t talk to me don’t look at me, at this point I don’t care if you ever forgive me, just please, please don’t do that again. 

Nouf: I got you ice cream.

Bader: you have been gone for an hour or so to get ice cream.

Nouf: I got you your favorite.

Bader: im never letting out of my sight.

I walked in the bathroom to take a shower and I cried the whole time. I don’t understand why I am feeling this way. I hate it. 

Bader: nouf you have been in there for more than an hour, is everything okay?

Nouf: I’ll be out in a minute 

not really what i want

school starts on sunday so i have to get my stuff ready explains why i hadnt posted yesterday and today, the next post would/might be next weekend oh and thats another thing there will be only one post a week cause of school if i want to attend medic school ill have to work hard and i have this year and then my senior year not much time left sorry for the inconvenience 

3 in one

hay peeps today is a very special day to me as the title says its a 3 in one my dads birthday, my birthday and my parents anniversary im giving my self a day off and ill post tomorrow  

im 3 years younger (38)

Nouf

In the air plane

Bader: nouf

Nouf: I thought I told you I don’t want to talk

Bader: it’s a long flight you don’t expect me to sit her doing nothing.

Nouf: go maybe you will get to meet a new hoe and claim her yours. 

Bader: when are you going to let this go?

Nouf: when I feel that you learned your lesson, the hard way.

….: excuse me may you make some space so I can pass.

Bader moved out since he was sitting on the outside, me in the middle and this guy by the window.

Bader: nouf switch places with me.

Nouf: no.

Fahad: im fahad.

Fahad Stretch his hand for bader, and smiled at me. 

Bader: Im bader and this is nouf.

Fahad: nice meeting you.

When bader turned fahad winked at me. Bader soon fell asleep out of boredom. 

Fahad: so, (putting his hand on my arm) nouf what takes you to Spain?

I slid his hand off.

Nouf: well bader thought it would be a nice place for our honeymoon.

Fahad: aren’t you too young?

Bader

I faked being asleep so nouf would….. 

Fahad: aren’t you too young?

Nouf: I am but… I fell in love with him. From that first moment, but right now……

Nouf

We just got there but I want to walk around. I want to go to every possible corner.

Bader: do you want to rest or would you like to go out?

Nouf: im ordering room service. 

Nouf: eat.

Bader: ma ashtehee.

Nouf: you haven’t eaten anything since yesterday.

Bader: im not hungry.

He has to eat, it’s not good. Every time I think of talking to him listening to what he has to say, I remember her and that’s making me hate him more. He was in the bathroom. So I grabbed my bag, walked to the door and slammed it shut behind me. 

ALEJANDRO: Hola, amorcito, im ALEJANDRO necesita cualquier tipo de ayuda.

Nouf: no, gracias.

Yes people I speak Spanish, Italian and French too.

I kept walking aimlessly. Bader was calling like crazy so I just shut my phone.

Nouf: Perdone usted puede mostrar si hay alguna tienda de helados cerca de

Lady: Subiendo por la calle tercera tienda a su derecha

Nouf: gracias.

I ordered a raspberry cup. Bader’s favorite. 

Sometime later 

It was getting dark. So I decided to go back. I heard a bottle crash and then laugh behind me.  

Guy 1: Miren lo que nos dieron su. Apuesto que ella de 18 años o menos.

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im 3 years younger (37)

Nouf: mama mita enroo7. 

Mum: sa3a bil ketheer.

Nouf: okay. 

Bader: nouf….

Nouf: I don’t want to hear it.

In the next upcoming hour or so, I pretended that nothing happened at all. 

After doing  this and that we walked to the room. When we were alone, I ignored him.

Bader: nouf law sama7ty 6al3eny.

Nouf: malek sh’3l feeny.

I slammed the bathroom door shut. I changed and got into bed.

Bader: nouf can’t we talk about it.

Nouf: you know that day I heard you talk to Salem about her but I never 

thought that   you would. I mean how could you? 

Bader: if you heard you knew I didn’t have a choice.

Nouf: you did, you were just too scared about what people would say. 

Bader: no I didn’t want you getting hurt by something that was my fault.

Nouf: you could have at least told me.

Bader: you think I could. I knew what would happen if I did.

 Just thinking about how would react…

Nouf: good night.

I woke up to find bader already awake.

Bader: 9ba7 IL 5ai….

Nouf: what do you have planned for me today?

Bader: nouf please let us talk about it.

Nouf: there is nothing to talk about, I trusted you but you turned out unworthy.

Bader: I know, I was told to tell you but I didn’t listen and I’ll have to deal with the      consequences.

Nouf: im glad that you understood that yourself.

Bader: breakfast at the hotel’s restaurant, then I drop you home, enroo7 insalem 3ala   my parents then we head to the air port.

Nouf: im ready let’s go eat.

At the table

Nouf: why aren’t you eating?

Bader: I don’t feel like it.

Nouf: where are we going?

Bader: Spain, and while we’re there I need you to talk to an interior designer. I gave her no budget.

Nouf: why would I do that?

Bader: are you willing to live in the dorm rooms with me in the states, but that’s not      really it. I need you to start with our house here so it will be ready for living when we    come here or move back.

Nouf: house?

Bader: yes. I thought you would like to stay close to your mother and sister now that   you two are okay.

I hate this. He has to be nice to me to show that he is guilty. 

Shai5ah: oh my god you two look cute together. 

Nouf: why don’t you join? (Sarcasm) 

Ento t5ayelw she pulled a chair and joined.  I stared at her and she just smiled bader oh don’t get me started. He said nothing. 

I got up wanting to leave. Bader stood up, and when he did this little home-wrecker of a bitch spoke.

Shai5ah: did I do something wrong.

Nouf: no, because what you did was absolutely normal. I got used to being treated this way by people who envy me for what I have. I had my fare share of these moments,    and im fed up. So you know what, knock yourself out. 

I walked away with bader at my foot. Our bags were already in his car. He checks us   out and headed outside where I was standing. 

I walked in the house not bothering to say hi to my mum, 7anan and even saif. I directly rushed to my room, locking the door behind me. 

Bader 

3amo: if you don’t fix this, im not going to force my daughter to stay with a man that   she doesn’t want. Im starting to regret that you two met.

Bader: I won’t allow you to take her away from me. I will fix this.

3amo: make it quick.

im 3 years younger (36)

 The day of the milcha

Nouf: mama…. Mama Wainich?

Mum: nouf shoo feech.

Nouf: mama ana 5ayfah.

Mum: mashallah 3alaich t’hableen, Maleh da3y, 9arlich t3arfeen bader min fatra w ohwa e7bich. 

Nouf: inzain mita anzil.

Mum: samy bilah w twkelay. 

T3arfoon in movies kaif ekoon in a part ba3dain ynqil thany this is exactly what I want you to imagine al7een they are at the wedding.

I walked in, afraid to trip on my own white gown, stopping every 3 steps so that people could get a clear look at me and so I would be able to catch my breath. I finally reached IL koshah. As soon as I sat the camera flash didn’t stop as people came 3ashan ebarkooly.  I have no idea how many hours passed, I only considered the moments, the nonstop greeting, the photo taking, and the dancing. It wasn’t before time did they announce the entrance of the men, the coming of my husband, and the beginning of my new life. They covered me up but I was still able to see around me. I saw bader approaching. I smiled; this is it no going back. He kissed my fore head and stood beside me as the men greeted both of us before leaving. His father and my uncle stood there with us for a picture both kissed my head before they left. 

Bader: nouf 

Nouf: halla 

Bader: a7bich. 

That exact moment I hear clicking heals heading towards us. I looked up. Omg it’s the same girl that was with bader in the picture. 

(You know the one ely min safrat London the mystery bitch is about to be revealed)

….: hi bader.

She bent down and kissed his cheek. At that moment I didn’t know what to do or say, ma tw8a3t fen as chethey mostawa.

…: you might not know me but I’m bader’s girlfriend, which got dumped for you. My name is shai5ah, nice meeting you. Oh 9a7 mabrook. 

She left a couple women where looking at me. My mum and his came up to us for an explanation. I stayed quite just listening to what they were saying.

Nouf: mama mita enroo7. 

im 3 years younger (35b)

Bader called shortly after that.

Bader: did you get the picture?

Nouf: yes I did. Who’s she.

Bader: I found this in my cousin’s phone. I thought you might want to know what my sister looked like.

We continued talking after relief washed over me, couple hours later I was asleep with the phone to my ears.

1 week later. 

My mum sorted things with 7anan. After she apologized I kind of accepted her as my sister. Saif is the love he’s just amazing as a father. He loves 9ager a lot. Right now he’s playing with him in the living room. Oh and since the milcha is a week from today bader and I are having a complete no contact rule. Friends, yeah I have them but they aren’t that close. So I never bothered. 

I walked in to see saif holding now the sleeping 9ager in his hand. 

Nouf: hay saif.

Saif: hay.

Nouf: you’re a great father you know.

Saif: he’s a part of me. 

Nouf: he looks like you.

Saif: but he has 7anan’s eyes.

At that moment she walked in. saif gently placed 9ager in my arms and walked to help her. 

Nouf: what are you wearing on the milcha?

7anan: I didn’t know I was invited.

Nouf: well you are, and if you don’t have anything I would like to take you shopping.

7anan: for real?

Nouf: of course.

Bader 

I can’t take it anymore. It’s been a week.

Saloom: hello, earth to bader.

Bader: huh? What?

Mum: badoor shoo balak?

Dad: ma tadroon walhan, 9arla sboo3 kamil ma kalamha.

Mum: a5eeeeeeeeeh 3alaik, Ithgal IL milcha IL isboo3 IL yay ma feek 9aaber. 

Bader: 3an ithnkom, ana 3ndy sha’3lah w rad ni9 sa3a bil ketheer. 

Mum: wee shfee wildik chethey mistewee.

Saloom: inzain 5alty ma e9eer ta56belee 3ashan a9eer mithlah, 3al a8al in kint chethey ma a2athy 7ad.

I hit saloom slightly on the head.

Bader: ti6anaz ma3a wayhik.

Mum: bader wain raye7.

Bader: I found a house so I have to finish the paper work.

Dad: Laish mish nawee tig3ad hny.

Bader: kint fil bedayah lakin ba3dain fakart w gilt ma ra7 ekafy w aba nouf ta5th ra7at’ha ma3ay. 

Mum: hatha bas ho tafkeerkom 8aleel IL adab.  

Dad: Laish ma bekafee IL bait 3ood.

Bader: adree bas itha baneeb kids ya3ney ybalhom mokan Akbar.

im 3 years younger (35a)

Mum: thank you saif, ma tw8a3t tsaswee chethey.

Nouf: okay I get that this isn’t the right time, but mama mita betkoon IL milcha?

Mum: how about in 2 weeks?

Bader: so I’ll tell my mum about that, and for now I’m sorry I have to go. (Kissing my forehead) I’ll call you tonight. 

He kissed my mum’s head and walked out the room answering his phone.

Mum: saif can I see your mum.

Saif: bacher when I come I’ll bring her with me.

They continued talking, getting to know each other more. I excused myself to leave. I just got in my car when someone sent me a text. It was bader so I decided to call as soon as I get home. 

When I got there I called bader but no answer, so I checked the text and it was not him. The picture was his but with another girl.

im 3 years younger (34)

sorry to keep you waiting and sorry cause this is short 

Doctor: I really don’t know if this is a good or bad news but it seems that this man isn’t the father. 

Bader and I hugged, my mum was too mad to say a word. 

Mum: bader…. Ana 

He let go of me and kissed my mum’s head.

Bader: wala ihmich 5alty mafe 7ad ma y’3la6. 

Nouf: mum there is someone that would like to see you.

The all gave me questioning looks. I walked to the door and called him in. he walked in with his head down.

Mum: who’s he?

Nouf: I’d like you to meet saif al-x. He’s in 7anan’s school. He loving her caused him to do stupid things. He wanted 7anan to love him so he did whatever she asked him to do, one of them is to get her pregnant for the plan she did.

Saif: ana at7amal ms2oolyah kamlah 3an ely 9ar. Ma kint areed IL maw’9oo3 y9eer chethey bas… im sorry I’ll do anything you ask of me so I can fix my mistake. 

Mum: 7anan is it true.

7anan: it is. Don’t hold anything against him, I lied to him so I can use him, he did nothing. 

My mum stayed quite thinking. Then saif said something really unexpected.

Saif: can I see the baby?

Nouf: they’re giving him a bath.

Saif: 7anan, if you don’t mind I would like to help raise him with you. Well, my parents forced me thinking this is all me, but I really want to.

Mum: saif you know she can’t stay like this.

Saif: I know which is why when she turns 18 I would like to ask for her hand in marriage. 

depression mode

hay sorry for not posting it's just that my mood 9ar zft cause my hair 9ar wayed 5feef w y6ee7 w 7ala so my mum had to cut it a little but i feel it's too much wayed za3lana 3alaih kan 6weel now i feel it's short ma 3ad fe hsay emayzny 3an il bagy 

im 3 years younger (33)

you guys better love me for this im feeling much better although my teeth hurt min il ta8weem anyways enjoy cause this post might shock you 

2 weeks before nouf’s graduation.

Im soo excited, 5ala9 bagy 3 weeks w namlich ana w bader. I walked into the house with a smile that disappeared right after I saw the fuss. 

Nouf: mama what’s wrong?

Mum: ta3aly 7abebty I need to talk to you.

We walked together to the living room. I found 7anan crying there

Mum: I have some bad news. Last week you’re sister went to London, at the same date bader went there too. Today morning we got a pregnancy test results from the hospital.

Nouf: No way would bader never do that, not because of me but because he’s a good person and you know that.

Mum: nothing made me believe it as him until I saw the pictures.

She handed me a quite large amount of photos. My hands shook as I looked through them. 

Mum: he has to marry your sister. We already talked to his parents. There isn’t another choice.  

I threw them on the floor.

Nouf: no

Mum: nouf….

Nouf: you can’t do this to me.

Mum: im sorry.

I ran to my room and locked the door. I cried hysterically. How could they? I couldn’t walk so I just sat behind my door. My phone rang, I had a feeling it was him. What am I going to do? I can’t face him?

Bader: im in your neighborhood we need to talk.

Nouf: okay.

He sounded scared. I grabbed my purse and walked out the house ignoring all the calls from my mum. When I saw his car I walked to it and got in. the first thing her did was hug me, and that caused me to cry even more. He drove to his chalet. He hadn’t said a word to me. I continued to cry, I felt my heart being shredded to pieces. I don’t want to lose him. 

Bader: yallah nouf, 5al nanzel.

He helped me in. we sat down facing each other for a mere second, before he pulled me in his arms. 

Bader: I… nouf… ana ma agdar ahdich.

Nouf: why did you do this?

Bader: I didn’t.

Nouf: but the pictures…

Bader: I know but I don’t remember any of that. I was with a friend in a small café and that’s all I remember. I even called you, I told you something weird happed and that I woke up in an alley. 

Nouf: I don’t want you to leave me.

I lifted my head up, placing my lips on his. Our lips together were joined by tears, mine and his.

Out of nowhere he broke the kiss.

Nouf: bader what’s wrong? You’re scaring me.

Bader: I just remembered; that day I went to get a blood test to make sure things is okay. They doctor said her found a kind of drug. I have the results in my room.

Nouf: I still have the text you send me.

Bader: but we have a problem. 7anan.

Nouf: I believe that it wasn’t you. Besides she’s a bitch god only knows that child might not be yours. You could get a DNA test after it’s born.

He called his parents to come to nouf’s house. We went to his to get the papers then left to mine. We also got a detective from the police station to help us out.

When we got to my house bader got hold of my hand. We walked in, together.

Bader explained everything, he gave them the papers, my phone and his for the text to check the time and date. The police officer was looking at the pictures checking them out for a clue.

P.O.: well it’s obvious they we’re not alone. As for bader, the angle of his head in this one shows that he’s unconscious. Miss 7anan you’re smiling in most of these photos. And I seem to have caught a hand readjusting bader’s position.

5alty Huda: 7a’9rat IL ‘6abi6 law sama7t ishra7 ni7na mob fahmeen. 

P.O.: we have little proof that bader has been framed, but still I can’t say that the baby isn’t his.

Bader: I’ll wait and get that DNA test after it’s born.

Mum: okay but im sorry you and nouf can’t….

Nouf: no, I’ll wait too, if bader isn’t the father namlich directly.

Later that day:

I was walking when I overheard 7anan talking on the phone.

7anan: saif you need to help they will get a DNA test after I give birth. ……what do you want me to do you’re the father and we both know it……okay bye.

2 days after 7anan gave birth.

Bader and I are sitting outside her room waiting for the doctor to come and announce the tests result.

As soon as we saw him we stood up and followed him inside the room.

Doctor: I really don’t know if this is a good or bad news but it seems that this man is………………..