Unpredictable (part 7)

Asma: you dont get to do this
Faisal: asooma 7abeby please calm down
Asma: DON'T TELL ME WHAT TO DO
Faisal: staying here wont do us any good
Asma: what are you doing?
Faisal: ill drive around maybe that'll make you calm
Asma: faisal...
Faisal: im sorry I left im sorry I lost contact im sorry I didt try im sorry I didn't tell you im sorry I left you alone ans im sorry for what happened
Asma: 15 years. You knew where I was you knew everything. Fara7 helped you know everything. Why didnt you just come back?
Faisal: me leaving was bad. When I found out fara7 was your cousin I told her and made her promise not to tell. I wss waiting for the right moment.
Asma: you really think that this is the right moment?
Faisal: no its not but I didn't have a choice.
Asma: no you did. You always did
Faisal: im here now and I want to fix things

Asma: nothing you do will fix this, the wound runs too deep

faisal: asma please

asma: i hate you

faisal: you dont mean that

asma: yes i do now take me back.

new friend i dont want to lose

There was this fear and nervousness embedded in me, I never thought I’d have courage to walk up to someone and just talk. From what i heard this person wasn't that perfect, but that all changed after a question I needed the answer to. And I got that. I was thankful that I wasn't ignored and that I got an honest answer. I learned to respect this person because even after I made I clear that everything was okay I still received a message later that day making sure that things were cool. Slowly I got to know this person better and better. I shouldn't have judged based on what I heard and i'm glad I didn't depend on it. But something wasn't right, there was something missing, something at lost. I tried to believe that there was trusts between us since I got to know very little details, somehow personal one. This person turned out to be not at all what I expected. The kind of person you depend on, the kind of person you trust, the kind of person you need as a friend. Modest, funny, honest, awesome, but yet very confused. I admit we’re still very young too many more things to see in the world and a lot more to learn. As weird as it seems, because I haven’t known this person for too long, I wish them all the best, in everything.

Good friends are hard to come by, when you find one try not to let go. I wrote this inspired by a new friend, but I wanted to prefect it before it could be read because they deserve perfect. I think I did a stupid mistake that might have cause the feeling “upset” to emerge so what better time to show how much my friend means to me…….