Friday, September 24, 2010

Rad i3tibar part 21 b

its not that long bas im writting part 22 al7een ill post soon enjoy.

I went downstairs. 3bood kan wagif 3nd il bab I grabbed his hands w 6ela3nt ibser3a. awal ma 6ila3na min il bait I called na9oor.

Me: halla.

Na9oor: ahlain sh7alich.

Me: b5air w enteh?

Na9oor: ill be better when u arrive.

Me: I might come in 2 hours.

Na9oor: laish?

Me: ba6la3 ma3a 3bood.

Na9oor: ill wait w a7san itha ti25arty. Elain ma to9eleen il 7meer baykoonon imraw7een. Lany abach eteen w nig3ad ibroo7na.

Me: (I could feel my face getting red) na9oor bas

Na9oor: 3wash the nurse came ill call u later tc .

Me: you 2 bye.

Awal ma sakart

3bood: 3wash shoo balach wayhich a7mar.

Me: nothing.

3bood: hatha kilah nothing.

Me: chub. Ni7na wain banroo7?

3bood: shamooty mishtahya frieday’s banroo7 ihnak.

Wednesday, September 22, 2010

Rad i3tibar part 21 a

sorry adree wayed 89eer bas ana kitabt 3ala papers w i somehow feel lazy to type bas this thursday i might post the rest of this part w part 22 w 23 again sorry guys

Me: na3am.

Wallah I was about to laugh. I turned 3ala 3bood w he had the same expression.

Mariam: u heard me and i would really love it u would agree.

3bood ibser3a istathan w 6ila3 iffff ya 7mar ana araeek.

Me: no

Mariam: laish?

Me: I don’t want to.

Mariam: 3wash im sure u would look really beautiful in the red dress.

Me: lsn I would rather stick pins in my eyes than wear those ugly dresses ely banat i5wanich baylbesoon mithlhoom.

W 6ela3t. I went to my room to find 3bood on my bed

Me: ya 7mar ana baraweek laish 5alaytnee broo7y ta7at.

3bood: sorry kint ba’97ak t5aylatich as one of her brides made.

Me: yeah yeah whatever. Inzain mita bashoof shamma.

3bood: at 3 yallah get ready ibser3ah ma aba ata5ar 3alaiha.

Me: okay bas ibshar6 ba3dain itwadeeny 3nd na9oor.

3bood: okay.

3bood 6ila3. I opened my closet. I found a pink flowered knee-length dress. So I put it on. 7a6ait a little make up. W wore my fave CH ballerina shoe.

Sunday, September 19, 2010

'3ayarney zemaney

Hiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii guys. Lsn I might start a new stor soon esmha “ ‘3ayarney zemaney” and if I do I will post bidoor. Ara this w mara the other. Bas for now read and tell me what u thing of it. W ill post rad i3tibar part 21 sooon im working on it. W for my bad luck ill be able to post every weekend bas. Soory sckool started w it’s a mess till now love u all
Having 5 brothers is really hard. Myood kan akbar wa7ed fena. He took care of us. Bas to our misfortune, he dies in a car racewhen he was 16. I was 12 when that happened w dam the other 4 a9’3ar 3aney I was the only one they had. Kilhoom kanaw eyoony 3ashan asa3edhom in practically everything, play video games, watch and play football. It was all me with them. All of a sudden min doon ma i7is 7ad I took his place. The first year I changed a lot. I mean ely eshoofny ygool a guy mish girl.my parents didn’t like it they tried everything to change be back to who I was bas mafey faydah.

Tuesday, September 14, 2010

Rad i3tbar part 20

I fell asleep after 10 minutes. W I walk up 3ala 9oot my phone.which woke up 3bood ba3ad.

3bood: shoo hatha meno yti9il min i9b7.

Me: (I checked my phone) mmm hatha na9oor.

3bood: answer him 5al9eney.

Me: halla.

Na9oor: halla wallah ib sakin il galb.

Me: 9aba7 il 5air.

Na9oor: 9aba7 il ward.

Me: na9oor ana I just woke up ill get washed w ill call u back

Na9oor: tyt ill be waiting.

I looked at 3bood w I laughed il wilad im3a9ib.

3bood: shoo hatha isa3a 7 in the morning laish edig al7een.

Me: I usually wake up at 7 everyday w kil youm he calls this time.

3bood: ifffffffffffff inzain roo7y 5al9eney dishe il 7amam 3ashan ad5al ba3dich.

Me: roo7 il 7amam ely in the other room la2ny need some time aba a5e’9 ra7ty w ana im taking a shower.

3bood: inzain.

An hour later me and 3bood went downstairs. Kint labsa black mini shorts w a baby pink shirt. We directly headed to the kitchen. Marry cant imsawya pancakes w chocolate muffins. Yuuuuuuum. After we ate Re7t i9ala 3ashan my dad wanted me.

Me: halla dad.

3bood: 9aba7 il 5air 3amy

Dad: 9aba7 in nour.

Mariam: 3wash ta3aley ge3dey.

Me and 3bood both sat beside each other. They showed us everything, asked about our opinion we told them about something that need to be changed. Ba3dain out of no where.

Mariam: 3wash I want u to be one of my bridesmaids


banat adree 7ada short bas its all i can do i started skool ams

Tuesday, September 7, 2010

Rad i3tibar part 19

Hi guys this is all I could write for today im too busywith things

Na9oon: ma gidart argid laney ma sma3t 9ootich il youm.

Me: na9oor shoo feek il youm ana kint ma3ak.

Na9oor: shoo asawee wilaht ibser3ah. Inzain mita ashoofich bacher.

Me: wallah ma adree bas there is a chance I might not come.

Na9oor: la ur coming bacher ana ma asta7mal itha ma ashoofich ezeed 3alay the pain.

Me: na9oor wallah im busy maybe ill came.

Na9oor: mish maybe akeed.

Me: inzain. Na9oor ana wayed ta3banah ill talk to u ba3dain.

Na9oor: gn galby.

I hung up w ha6ait resey on the pillow. Re7 3bood se7abney min my hand till I was close to him. W I put my head on his chest.

Me: 3bood what her name.

3bood: shamma.

Me: I want to meet her w tomorrow.

3bood: okay bacher ill call w bagoolilha

Sunday, September 5, 2010

Rad i3tibar part 18

Me: okay.

Na9oor: one more thing.

Me: gool.

Na9oor: ana a7bich.

Ma 3eraft shoo ared 3alaih.

Me: 3bood galey y7ebney shoo agooleh

3bood: 3wash entey 9a7 it7ebeenah bas ma midakoom tawa 9arlkoom tagreeban 2 days its too soon

Me: adree.

Ge3at sakteh afakr. When I got a bbm from na9oor.

Na9oor: 3wash ana asef a3arf eneh its too early for it bas ana a7bich min zimaan. W ib9ara7a ana ga3ed aray itgolenha bas I know I have to wait to hear it.

Me: thnx

Na9oor: my pleasure any way adree enich ta3banah akalmich ba3dain.

Me: okay.

Ge3at sakteh w 3bood kil shway y6ale3ney.

3bood: shoo balach.

Me: il wilad fahimneyyoum sikat galey eneh he understands that it would take time for me to tell him that I love him

3bood: it’s a gd thing he isn’t rushing things im 5aleech 3ala ra7tich.

Me: the thing is ana 9edg a7ibah.

3bood: inzain wait a few more days a week w he will know. Imbayen inkoom wayed it7eboon ba3a’9 w ana 7as eneh what goin on between the w of u would grow stronger.

Me : 3bood ana a7bik wayed min doonik ma a3arf shoo baysewee feni. Wallah kil 7ad lazim ykoon 3ndeh wa7ed mithlik.

All of a sudden the car stopped. When I looked out the window and we were already home.

3bood: yallah we9alna.

De5alt da5il w re7t i9alah. W ya raitnee ma re7t. mariam ga3deh with my dad.

Me: dad tara 3bood is sleeping over 3nde.

Dad: inzain waineh.

Me: bara3 bayeeb a’3a’9ah w bayd5al.

Dad: inzain where is he sleeping

Me: my room.

3bood: halla 3my

Dad: alain.

Mariam: na3am. la he isn’t sleeping in her room. 3aib. He isn’t her brother. He’s her cousin shoo he’s sleeping in her room w ma3aha.

Me: ya allah dad min gabil ma t3arfha w 3bood yrgid with me shoo te’3ayar.

3bood: 3my ib9ara7a 3wash 3ndha 7ag.w3wash ib7sbat e5ty.

Mariam: a7mad la2 ya3nee la2.

Me: ay mariam ta3aley ente meno 6elab rayech. Il bait baity ana w my dad. w 3bood il e5o ely ana ma 5a9alt wala ba5a9il mithlah. 3bood yallah go put ur stuff ana al7een ill come to u.

3bood: inzain. (and he left)

Me: yallah dad ana baroo7 foug wayed ta3banah.

Dad: inzain wallah sweet dreams.

I was walking on the stairs when I saw mariam getting out the door. I ran upstairs. De5alt il room laughing.

3bood: shoo balach chethey nafs il 5blah.

Me: enteh ma sheft ely sheftah. When im coming up I saw mariam gtting out with a red face.

He started laughing with me. Ana de5alt il 7amam I put on my mini shorts w t-shirt. 6ela3t w legait 3bood in bed. His back was to the bathroom door. I thought he was asleep 3ashan he didn’t notice that I came out. Bas I got closer to the bed and….

3bood: 7abebty la t5afain ana giltlich awal ma 3amey ytzayaj ana im coming to ur house 3shan a56ibch.

Ana in9idamt bas sikat 3shan asma3.

3bood: ya 7ayaty ya 3mry wait ma bega shay 2 months bas. Ba3dain 9ebarna for 2 years bategdereen tit7amelain.

Wallah I cant believe he didn’t tell me about this.

3bood: ana mish fil bait im staying with 3wash today. 7abebty we talked about it. 3wash nafs e5tey ma eleh da3ey it’3arain.

7abebty, 2 years, 5o6oobah.

3bood: inzain 7abebty ana lazim asaker al7een. GN w tc. A7bich.

Ana I just stood there. He turned around w got shocked when he saw me.

3bood: 3wash

Me: meta kint nawee it5aberney.

3bood: 3wash wallah asif bas I didn’t know how to explain it to u.

Me: 2 years 3bood 2 years mish ishway.

He got out of bed w hugged me. And I started crying.

3bood: 3wash wallah asif a9lan I didn’t know that things would get to serious chethey. Kint bagoolich bas ma 3eraft kaif.

Me: ya3nee enteh et7ibha.

3bood: ib9ara7a 3wash ana 7abait’ha cause she is a lot like u, adree eneh ma7ad ygdar ya5ith mikanich bas there r times we aren’t around each other w ana aba wi7da mithlich itkoon ma3ay.

Me: (at that moment I hugged him back) 3bood is there anything else.

3bood: la that’s it.

I pulled away with a frown on my face.

3bood: shoo fech.

I hit his arm really hard ana when I hit I hit like a guy. Shoo asawee difsha.

3bood: aaaaaaaaaaaaay laish inzain.

Me: hathey 3shan u didn’t tell me about it. If I know mish bas enteh batkoon happy. Ba3dain I want to meet her. W dam enik u love her im sure ill like her. (w I smiled)

3bood: allah la y7remney minich.

Me: inzain 3bood ana ta3banah lets go to sleep.

3bood: okay.

We got into bed and he tucked me in. ma 9arley a few minutes w my phone rang.

Me: 3bood answer

3bood: hala na9ooor. Awal ma gal na9oor I smiled.

Na9oor: 3bood shoo tsawee 3nd 3wash.

3bood: im sleeping 3ndhom ilyoum.

Na9oor: inzain 3wash wainha.

3bood: beside me

Na9oor: inzain aba akalmha.

Ana ga3deh w imsawyah 7ashrah aba aklmah lakin 3bood mish 6aye3 ya36eeney il phone.

3bood: inzain wait bacher she’ll call u.

Me: na3an bacher. (I pulled the phone away) halla na9oor

Na9oor: fedait 9ootich ana.

Me: y r u still awake. U need ur rest w al7een its about 2 in the morning.

Friday, September 3, 2010

Rad i3tibar part 17

We sat chethey for a while and I somehow got sleepy.

Me: 3bood aba aroo7 il bait te3abt aba argid.

3bood: inzain gomey.

Me: la ta3banah carry me to the car.

3bood: okay fine.

He carried me bas youm wi9al 3nd il car I had to stand 3ashan yfta7 il baba. He helped me get in. de5al da5el w he turned on the car w 6ela3na.

3bood: agool 6al3ey ur phone itlageen more than 50 calls w bbm’s 3ndich.

When I checked he was right. And most calls were from fa6oom, my dad, mariam and some of my friends. But ill bbm’s kano kilhom my na9oor.

- Adree ur phone in the car bas sooner or later u will read them.

- I miss u wayed. About 10 times.

- Aba ashoofich welaht 3alaich 20times

- 3wash mit3athib aba asma3 9ootich w akalmich a few times ba3ad

- 3waaaaaaaaaaaash wainich abach 3ndi. ba3ad a few times

I read everything to 3bood. He was happy to see me happy. The last thing I saw I couldn’t read it to him. I wanted to bas I couldn’t. ge3at a6ali3 il screen w ana mibtasmah.

3bood: 3wash shoo fech.

Me: katebly I love you a5er shay.

3bood: inzain shoo feha

Me: awal marah ygoolha.

3bood: ana giltlich eneh y7bich.

Wallah ana 6rt min il far7ah. Ge3at shwayba3dain we9alney bbm. I checked w it was na9oor.

Na9oor: tara ibayen enich u read. Bas so2al ma fakartey itredeen 3alay.

Me: la bas ana ta3banah wayed aba argid sorry

Na9oor: salamtich . inzain gabil ma troo7een tirgedeen give me a call.

Thursday, September 2, 2010

Rad i3tibar part 16

Me:ya3nee itha kan 7ad thaney ma bat5aleney.

3bood: I wont like the whole thing bas I cant stop you. ana ma agdar atkalam wala amna3ch. Bas agdar an9a7ch w agoolich i9a7 min il ‘3ala6 w entey kaifich.

Me: tedrey ana doom as2lik gabil ma asawee shay.

3Bood: adree inzain 3wash bas 5ala9 9arlna sa3a nimshi

Me: okay teba teg3ad…. ( I got cut when he got a bbm)

3bood: hatha na9oor

He kept msging him for a minute ba3dain 3a6aney ill bb malah w galey agra.w gi3ad 3ala il remal.

Na9oor: 3bood 3wash wainha 9arley sa3a ati9il ma tred 3al phone. Feha shay.

3bood: la2 t5af il phone mafi sha7n fil car maley.

Na9oor: 3bood 3ashany ely teba ystewey 3ashany ana ma aba shoofha mit’9yga wala za3lana enteh t3arf ana shoo kither a7ibha.

3bood: twa9eney 3ala 3yoony wallah ana broo7y ma ar’9a youm tiz3al aw tit’9ayag.

Na9oor: ma tga9ir bas goolilha itkalenmey youm batridoon il bait.

3bood: ma 3alaik.

Wallah min doon ma a7is dam3a nizlat 3ala 5adey. Awal ma shafha misak my hand w se7abney 3ala ta7at. Ga3adney fi 7i’9nah.

3bood: 3wash shoo fech na9oor ma gal shay ‘3ala6 aw iza3il.

Me: ana ma feni shay bas wallah tawny adree eneh 9idg e7bney chethey.

I tried to get up bas he wrapped his arms around me 3wash ana a3arfich akthar min ay 7ad w adree eneh fe shay im’9aygich. Ib9ara7a kalamah 9a7 3bood y3arf eneh ana I don’t cry for anything. Athkir gabel youm kint 6 years 3bood was 9. Kint awal ma at’9ayag ma agool 7ag 7ad. Bas 3bood y3arf ibser3a. kan eda5elney il ‘3rfah w iga3dney fi 7’9na a7i6 rasey on his shoulders w I cry w agool kil ely im’9aygney. W he still does that. Ana ma gedart I put my head on his shoulders w started crying.

3bood: 5ala9 3wash everything would be okay. Bas aba a3arf why r u crying.

Me: 3bood wallah ana a7ibah wayed bas a7is eneh kil hatha ‘3ala6 w enteh it3arfney ana ma a7ib aza3il 7ad. W minawal ma 9arat salfat na9oor w ana a7atey rashood wallah ana ma aba akon sabab a fight between then.

3bood: 3wash ana kalamt rashood w he is happy gal eneh y3arf eneh na9oor y7bich min zemaan w ygool he totally supports na9oor 3ashan na9oor was loyal to him gabil.

Me: akeed??

3bood: ana min mita I lie to u.

Me: let me see

3bood: ba3ad let me see awaneh. Agool goomey bas 3ad.

Me: (I put my hands around his neck) never bas 3bood 7aram 3alaik 5alney ga3deh shway.

I pulled away to see his face. Bas il 7mar ma yn3a6a wayh zayed awal ma I looked at him he kissed my forehead. I fade a face ba3dain we started laughing.

3bood: 3wash ana a7bich wayed w atmanalich kil il 5air bas abach tw3edeeny ib shay.

Me: okay.

3bood: shoofy ana adree eneh na9oor would never do anything to u bas if he ever does abach itgoolely direct.

me: okay.