im 3 years younger (28)

short i know but its the best i could do wallah i didn't take my rest that i said i would ill try to post tomorrow enjoy

Bader: god how I love your thinking.

Nouf: can you stand up?

Bader: yeah.

We both got up and walked to where the rest were sitting. 

Faroos: I’m sorry uncle bader.

Bader: come here I want to talk to you

Faroos: what do you want?

Bader: do you love nouf?

Faroos: yes I do, but now I want to know if you do.

Bader: im crazy about her, I simply love her inside out.

Faroos: good.

The food was ready by then we ate and talked.

5aled: thank god you didn’t cut the cake yet.

You guessed it 5aled has just arrived. He came and sat next to me. I noticed he was eyeing bader for a while, and without any introductions or warning 5aled plants a kiss on my cheek.

Bader: (kfa5 ras 5aled min waray) enteh 7mar wala bgara kam mara agoll my property, mamnoo3 ilams. 

They laughed at these two idiots. Bader stood up pulling me with h im and every one followed us. My favorite part, the cake was still covered and I was running out of patience. But something told me there is something hidden, a small secret they all know except me.

Bader: nouf can I see your hand?

Well that was weird. Everyone was looking at us. 

Bader: so as everyone here knows two weeks ago I officially asked for nouf’s hand in marriage, but there is still one thing I have to do, I still have to claim her as mine.

The uncovered the cake, and as soon as they did I smiled. Will you marry me in the most amazing shade on light blue was written on the cake. 3 layers and at the very top a velvet jewelry box was placed. Bader grabbed it and slowly opened it. Knowing that I already agreed he slid it in my finger.

Oh im sorry did I forget to tell you. She didn’t get the ring 2 weeks ago.

Everyone was cheering and singing. Bader, after the shout of some people, placed his hands on my tiny ones that were clutching the knife wanting to cut through the cake. As soon as we pulled the knife out 7anan walked in.

very good news

haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay im back tawa radeh min il ma6aar ill post ba3ad ma arta7 i just thought you guys would like to know this very important piece of information
and btw i read everypost that have been put on blogger since 21/7 but i couldn't comment anyways sorry to keep you waiting and now i gtg need my rest 

I’m 3 years younger (27b)

guy i was able to post. so listen im traveling bacher so until the 3 or 4 of next month no post  enjoy and hope you like it.  

2 weeks later

I’ve been texting nouf every day. Today is her birthday. For the past week I have been running around trying to prepare for her 16th birthday. I got permission from every one of her uncles and aunts and of course her parents, so they would allow their children to attend the party that I’ll throw at our shalaih. I used the excuse that I’m taking her out 3ashan etey.

Nouf: badoory, why are you taking me to your shalaih today. 

Bader: I want you for myself today.

I was soo pissed from bader. Could it be that he forgot? He was really happy for some reason.

Oh and by the way, I’m actually engaged to him right now. After graduation betkoon IL milcha w the wedding is directly the second following day. My mum will be busy with getting all the stuff I need. Next Sunday we will start school. I know sucks.

So, anyway we got there, w ana min kither ma ana mitnarfzah I quickly got out of his car and headed towards the door.

Bader: (covering my eyes) la7’6ah ana ada5lich but keep your eyes closed.

I quickly removed his hands and turned to face him.

Nouf: why?

Bader: 3abalich ana nasy your birthday.

Nouf: so you do remember and said nothing?

Bader: if I did I would ruin my surprise.

I just turned back around and he gently covered my eyes. We got in and I could feel that it’s dark. We kept on walking. He got down and removed my heals after I promised to keep my eyes closed. We walked outside to the deck Ely wara. He let his hand drop and that was his signal for me to open my eyes. As soon as I did all my cousins with his jumped out yelling surprise. Ba3dain mara w7dah they started singed happy birthday to me.  

Bader: you like?

Nouf: I love?

I said hi to everyone around.  On the deck there were 3 tables on the side and one in the middle. The side tables had drinks, junk, and my gifts. I think you already guessed that the cake will be place on the central table.

Kanaw farsheen 2 really large mats, and between them were at least 4 large things Ely they barbeque on (Ely eshawoon 3alaihom).

The girls on one and the guys on the other, bader and some of the guys were     bbq-ing. Some were playing around, chatting, swimming eating, and dancing.

I was walking on the shore thinking of my 7 year old cousin faroos. I lifted my head and there he was walking towards me. I got so excited that he could come ma 7asait 3ala 3mry.

Nouf: waaaaaaaaaaaaaaay 7abeby I’m glad you could make it. 

I was walking and somehow half running towards him. There was this guy around my age talking on the phone beside the shore. Everyone stared at me and that guy. 

Omg no way they think I mean him. Well he did have a really shocked face, and when I looked at bader he was angry. Wala I thought shway w eye w ymsik IL guy w e7e6 wayha bil fa7am.

I stood right there about one foot away from the guy. That when faroos ran to me. He jumped 3alay and we both fell on the sand. They started laughing. I saw relief on that guys face. Bader walked to my and scooped me of the sand, with faroos still hugging me. 



Bader: 7ad esawee sharatich wala 7aram the guy it9arga3. Datreen kint shway w a'9arbah.

Nouf: babe you should have seen your face it was so Omg, ba3dain 7abeby......

Faroos: laaaa2 ana bas 7abebha enteh goom let go of her. 

Bader: im not letting go of her.



Faroos bit bader's hand.

Bader: nouf please 5al yg3ad ba3dain ahdich itha tam e3'9 Tara wallah e3awer

Nouf: faroos eg3ad esma3 kalam uncle bader.

Faroos jumped from my lap. Remember bader is still caring me. Bader stood not moving. 

Faroos: I said let her go.

Faroos was able to hit bader in that area. Wallah I could see a tear min 6araf 3ainah. He slowly put me down then fell on the sand. 3zooz came running towards us. I got pissed, I turned to faroos. Guess what he was crying.

I hugged him till he calmed down, ba3dain ra7 yl3ab.

Bader couldn’t stand up. I know it hurts but god it was funny the guys laughed their asses off. Normally they wouldn’t but imagine an 18 year old guy getting hit there by a 7 year old. I sat beside him.

Bader: don’t even think about it.

Nouf: I’m sorry, I wish I was your wife right now; I wouldn’t have hesitated to ease the pain.

3ad a5er jmlah fehmoha 3ala kaifkom.

sorry guys but its not up to me

hay guys im here with bad news the computer stopped working (im posting from my uncles laptop) anyways even if it gets fixed soon i won't be able to post cause im traveling next week it was sudden so i have a lot of packing to do. i'm really sorry hope you enjoy you're time

im 3 years younger (27a)

I walked in ignoring my dad. When I got in the room I didn’t bother change or take a shower, I just threw myself on the bed.

Dad: next time I call on you, you stay and listen.

Bader: I’m tired just leave it for tomorrow

Dad: no today, now.

Bader: don’t try because no matter how much you say and repeat I won’t listen. You love my mum and you would go to the end of the world for her. I’m in your shoes right now. I would do the same to nouf.

Dad: I’m proud of you.

Bader: what?

Dad: you stood up for something. You never do. When I told you that I don’t want you seeing her, I just wanted to see how that would affect you.  She changed you to a better person, and I like that. You’re becoming the man I always wanted you to be. 

Bader: dad I ….

Dad: your mum talked to her’s, tomorrow bana56bha lek.

I smiled and laughed.

Bader: are you serious?

Dad: go to sleep you need to wake up early tomorrow.

I kissed his head before he left the room. Yeah right as if I would be able to sleep now.

Well readers wish me luck. 

I’m 3 years younger (26)

people i hope you like it because as i wrote this i felt the words and the thoughts coming out of my heart not brain. i as i wrote felt like crying. im in love with bader a7is ill start crying if i don't find a guy like him anyways hope yo like it

All his kisses were on my neck.

Nouf: bader…… I….. 

Bader: go put some clothes on before I actually do turn that rumor to reality.

As soon as he dropped his hands I grabbed any long Pj’s and rushed to the bathroom. I got out and sat beside him on my bed.

Bader: nouf, I didn’t like the way you acted today at all. I know everything that happened today to the point where we were just now was shocking. When I first met you, you were strong, independent. Im not saying that I don’t like that fact that you are relaying on me to keep you standing, it is my job after all. Nouf I really love you, I am ready and I did go against my dad and mum today for you. I want you to always be strong just like our first days, just in case anything happens to me, I don’t want you to break down and lose senses be….

I placed my finger on his lips.

Nouf: bismillah 3alaik, feny wala feek. 

Bader: t5afain 3alay?

Nouf: of course I do.

He smiled and leaned closer to me. I closed my eyes anticipating his touch, but I never got it because my mum walked in on us.

Mum: weeeeeeeeeeh asfah ma kint adree.

Nouf: its okay mum, come in.

I had to laugh at bader. His cheeks turned bright red.

Mum: la 7abebty ana a5aleekom.

Nouf: by the way my mum is okay with us kissing and hugging and going out. She has this thinking that these small things are going to get us closer to each other.

Bader: okay then can I have my kiss now.

Nouf: but you have to promise to tell me how you solved the problem?

For the second time he leaned in, but this time I did feel his lips on my, very gentle and very loving. I put my hands around his neck, and his hands went around my waist pulling me to him until I was sitting on his lap. You could only imagine how close we were to one another.  There’s this feeling that lit inside of me, like some kind of hunger that I couldn’t overcome. I pressed against bader even more. He slowly backed h is body up until his back was flat against the bed with me on top.

Bader: if you really want to I don’t have a problem.

Nouf: jeez, you were the one that fell on the bed.

Bader: but you were on top kissing me.

Nouf: we were both kissing each other, and I was sitting on your lap that’s why I ended up on top of you.

Bader:  I love you.

I rolled over and lay down beside him with my head on his chest. 

Nouf: come on I want to know how you ended up being my hero.

Bader: okay do you remember that day when I took you to our shalaih, the first time you saw my dad.

Nouf: yes.

Bader: if you remember when we went to get lunch from McDonalds and I told you my friends are there. 

Nouf: your gossiping bees

Bader: well, I called one of them, akthar wa7ed ynshir a5bar, and told him that what they heard was the actual rumor. Within seconds word started to spread that they got information from the main source, me, that anything 7anan says about us is and will always be a lie. End of story.

Nouf: I love you.

Bader: it’s getting late you should sleep.

Nouf: stay, until I fall asleep.

He wrapped his arms around me. He kissed my forehead and wished me a good night. 

Bader

She fell asleep instantly I left the door slightly opened and walked down the stairs.

5alty Mona: (nouf’s mum) thank you bader.

Bader: you’re welcome

I got in my car and drove. I got to my house but didn’t enter. I didn’t care about what my dad had to say. I was thinking, trying to save the feeling of nouf asleep in my arms to my permanent memory. I really wish I could have stayed with her all night, and not just today, everyday. 

im 3 years younger (25)

enjoy wallah 6la3at roo7y 3ashan aktib this post another one is coming up as soon as i see comments. 

He left because his dad didn’t say anything to him. As I looked up I saw the shocked look on his dad’s and both our mums faces.

Mum: nouf 7abebty why don’t you go inside and wash up. Take a rest I’ll bring you something to eat in a while.

I walked past them with my head down. As soon as I stepped foot in my room I locked the door. I couldn’t move I just crashed on the floor. I was afraid for bader what he did show his dad that he would do anything to have me even if it means defying him. I didn’t want to lose him, 7anan’s plan is working. My phone started to ring.

Unknown calling

Nouf: hello.

Bader: it’s me bader.

Nouf: bader….

I was chocking with every letter that came out of my lips.

Bader: babe please I don’t want you to cry.

Nouf: why did you go? I want you to be with me.

Bader: I’ll be back I just need to deal with this thing right now.

Nouf: I….

I began to cry before I started to talk to him.

Bader: nouf, wallah dmoo3ich ‘3alyah 3alay. I don’t want to see them. Promise me no more crying. I’ll be with you in the next hour.

Nouf: I’ll be waiting. Please don’t be late.

I unlocked the door and got in the bathroom to take a shower. It was like a bath I stayed for a whole hour and a half. I promised bader and I didn’t cry, I just let the water droplets running down my body drag the pain in me with them. I felt dizzy and that was the only thing that got me to get out of the tub.

I dried my body with a towel, not leaving one drop of water on it, because I was afraid that if they stayed there any pain they dragged with them would diffuse back into me. I towel-dried my hair then blow dried. I put on my matching lace under ware, wrapped the towel around me, and then headed out to my room. As soon as I stepped out of the door a figure sat straight up on my bed. If I hadn’t realized it was bader, my hands would leave my towel to cover my mouth.

Bader: what took you soo long?

He still hasn’t comprehended that I’m in my under ware covered by a towel only, but I guess he did when he stared at my body. Just like any typical guy he kept staring SHAMLESSLY if I may add. 

Bader: what you’re wearing under the towel, do they match.

Well I wasn’t in my full senses when I answered.

Nouf: yes, lacy and purple.

Bader: promise me one thing.

Nouf: what?

Bader: when we get married don’t ever change the way you dress.

Nouf: you haven’t seen it. How do you know you are going to like it?

He walked towards me. My back got glued to the bathroom door, with his hands on either side of my head.  

Bader: because you have a really hot body, and anything you wear you just make you look sexier.

He gave me a kiss right beside my lips.

Bader: so the rumor is now no more, but that doesn’t mean it wasn’t there.

Nouf: what do you mean?

Bader: it still bothers you, right?

Nouf: yes, a little.

Bader: so how about I “kiss” make “kiss” that “kiss” rumor “kiss” true.

im 3 years younger (24)

you guys could say this is a continuation for the last post because both are short ill post more tomorrow

Bader: nouf 7abeby 6al3eny……… please 3ala Shan 5a6ry stop crying.

My lips kept trembling. I needed him soo bad. I was scared.

Nouf: bader what if they believe the rumors. What will happen to us?

With every word I said more tears would flow out of my eyes. And with every tear that fell I can see pain reflect into his eyes. I knew he couldn’t handle seeing my tears, but it was just too much for me to handle. Bader stood up and help me in his arms like there was no tomorrow. I felt numb in his arms, but that didn’t stop my tears. 

Bader: nouf please stop crying everything will be okay. I’ll fix this mess. We will find a way out of it, even if it means me running away with you.

Those words made a small smile appear on my lips. I raised my head to look at his face, but was even calmer when his lips met mine.

3ami fahad: bader……

Even as his dad stood there bader didn’t move away from me. To be honest I didn’t want him too. I don’t care if his dad gets mad, I needed exactly this. 

Bader: I need to go before he starts to lecture me in front of you. 

I pulled him for a kiss one last time and then let go.

He stood up and looked directly in his father’s eyes.

Bader: I don’t care if she’s under- aged bacher ta56bonha rasmey, w areed IL kil yadry 3anha, and 3an IL kalam Ely 6ale3 ana a7elha.

im 3 years younger (23)

Bader: we did but with family. The rumor was that we went alone right?

3zooz: worse they were sure you two stayed together, and they said you two hooked up. 

Bader was mad. I never saw him this way.

Bader: this is no place to talk about here. Come one get up, I’m talking you home w baroo7 ma3ah atfaham.

Nouf: bader I want to stay with you.

My eyes began to tear up. I’m not sensitive all of a sudden but that was too much, and now a day’s bader is my rock.

He got closer to me and gave me a side hug. 

Bader: 5ala9, I’ll call my parents and we’ll go to your house to discuss this thing with them. 

Nouf: okay.

3zooz: you two go ahead. I’ll be there in half an hour.

Bader paid and we headed to his car.

Bader: 7ayaty, 6al3eny.

But I didn’t, I couldn’t. I broke down in the passenger seat, and since he was driving he couldn’t do anything. His parents were already at my house, and we had to get there.

As soon as his car stopped I opened the door and ran in the house. I saw my mum sitting with his parents. I didn’t care; I crashed down beside her on the floor with my head on her lap crying my eyes out.

Bader: Salam 3alaikom.

Mum: bader what happened? Why is my daughter crying?  

5alty Huda: bader ENT sawait shay?

Bader: let’s wait for 3zeez and he’ll explain everything.

10 minutes later 3zooz came. He sat down after saying his hello’s and explained everything to my mum and his parents. I wanted to stay in my mum’s lap, but bader wanted to talk to me. I didn’t even budge at first, but he lowered himself to me and whispered in my ears. I slowly got up whipped my face and leaned in on him for support. We got out and sat by the pool. 

I’m 3 years younger (22)

bas 3ashan ana baroo7 dxb today. enjoy see you on sunday

Nouf: I thought we aren’t allowed to go out or stay alone for that matter.

Mum: egool eneh zaa3elich w yeba era’9eech.
Nouf: I don’t want to see him.

Mum: I saw the roses and the note, lain al7een z3alana 3alaih? W ba3dain I know eneh he was here last night.

Nouf: mum! Don’t you understand the word privacy? 

Mum: I do, but this is my house. 

Nouf: okay re’9ait 3alaih, but still I’m not going out with him.

Mum: it’s not up to you.

Nouf: why?

Mum: go change. And please this time wear a dress.

Nouf: yeah, yeah, I’ll see about that.

I went up to my room, and headed straight to my walk-in closet. I sat on the floor not knowing what to wear. I finally decided on a sky blue knee-length dress with silver flats. I let my hair loose, applied the minimum make-up, grabbed my purse, 7a6ait feha eyeliner, lip-gloss/lipstick, blusher, and then went back down to my mum.

Nouf: is this good enough.

I said as I entered the living room, completely ignorant of the fact that bader was already there.

Bader: it’s not good, it’s perfect.

Nouf: when did you get here? And why didn’t my mum tell me.

Bader: come on let’s go before she sees this and makes you change again.

Nouf: I thought you said it’s good.

Bader: it is, but by the way you came down asking how you look, I kind of got the idea you were forced to get dressed up.

Nouf: come on, let’s go. You are starting to freak me out……… muuuuuuuuum we’re leaving

Mum: ma feech mith’hab t9ar5een jidam raylech. 

Well you could say my face gilab alwaaan. We aren’t even engaged and she actually consideres us a “one”.

We got in the car without a word.  

Bader: nouf shda3awa hatha kila 3ashan omech galat eny raylech.

Nouf: chub, ma e’9a7ek.

Bader: so I should make it up for you because you are still upset from me.

Nouf: that sounds about right.

Bader: so my very adorable and lovely wife were do you want to go? 

Nouf: enroo7 chilies.

Bader: min 3yooni.

We got there and thank god it was half empty. Something really funny, I just found out bader emoot 3ala bbq. You should really see how cute he looked mindemiz IB his food. I felt like kissing his stained lips. Well but as you know from most Disney princess stories when there is this perfect moment something has to go wrong. 

7anan: Omg you two are so cute together. I just can’t believe how your mum allowed you to go out with him.     

Out loud. Some guys in the table Ely jbalna kept staring at me kaney zbalah and one of them was my classmate. I took a deep breath and stared at her for a second.

Nouf: oh, you’re talking about me. Well, first of all seeming that you’re my very un-welcomed sister, you should know about me and bader. And besides im not the bitch that hides with them in the last row in the movies. I have no worries 3ashan chethey I’m with him in a very public place. Seeming that might have told your friend that we are going to get engaged Akeed most people in the country deraw. So again I have no worries. Say whatever, to whoever ma fee shay e’9erny.

3zooz: (my classmate) Agool gelby wayhich w 6l3y. Tara ma95ratch wayed. 

7anan: you little….

3zooz: ya 7elw shhhhhh malich karama bil3at’ha ilar’9.  Etha he e5tich have some respect, laneh etha ehya chethy w jdaam 5al8 Allah enty shoo tsaween min warahom.

That’s my 3zooz. He always has my back no matter what wallah wilaht 3alaih during the summer. 

Oh 9a7, about 7anan she left with smoke coming out if her eyes.

Bader: 3zooz mashkoor 7abeby.

Nouf: t3arfah?

Bader: my cousin’s friend. Enty min wain t3arfeenah?

Nouf: he’s in my class.

Bader: and so will my cousin then.

Nouf: what’s his name? If he’s your cousin I’ll help him around.

Bader: when you see him, you will remember me, just keep that in mind.

I noticed 3zooz got up with his friends. They left and he walked towards us.

3zooz: may I? Or is this some kind of private love date.

Bader: sit down, and it’s not a date, 7aram ag3ad ma3a my bride-to be. 

3zooz: oh La2 ana a5er man ya3lam.

Nouf: you think I got a chance to tell you?

3zooz: so the thing about you two being together turned out to be true. Can I make sure of something else?

We both nodded.

3zooz: did you spend your summer in London together?

Bader: we did but with family

you might not like it

shfoo 3ad ana moody 6ayer ma 2dry laish bas mistansa that's not the point of this post

anyways i wanted you guys to know i won't be posting till next sunday 10/7/2011

i have no excuse other than i just don't feel like it wallah sorry bas i promise ba3aw'9kom anyways i love you guys ;*************

im 3 years younger (21)

im sorry if it too short i really have a head ache that's very stubborn it just won't go away i slept took pain killers but with no use again im sorry 

Nouf: what are you doing here?

Bader: I couldn’t sleep knowing you’re upset and I’m the reason.

Nouf: this doesn’t change anything.

Bader: nouf please you have to believe me. I was going to tell you, but I was worried about the way you would react, but right now I regret keeping it from you.

Nouf why should I believe you?

He stepped closer, destroying the gap between us, lifting my gaze to meet his.

Bader: simply because I love you.

We kissed, and not because he forced his lips onto me, it’s because his green eyes told me he was saying the truth. 

But that doesn’t mean he shouldn’t learn his lesson. I pulled away leaving him smiling as if expecting it.

Nouf: it’s getting late.

Bader: then you should hurry up with that good bye kiss I’m supposed to get.

I kissed his cheek and walked to my room.

Nouf: bader…. I love you.

I placed the roses on my bed side table, and then I re-read his note. I tried to sleep again but I couldn’t, out of happiness and curiosity. Who was that girl? If I asked him will he get upset? 

(Next morning) 

I woke up all fresh. When I saw the roses I smiled.

Downstairs:

Mum: nouf.

Nouf: yes mum.

Mum: I would like you to get ready by lunch time. Bader will be picking you up.

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This next post (im 3 years younger (21)) will be dedicated to my crazy friend han00shi because she started reading my story and commented on every post I know fa’9yah. Thank you for the comments awesome-ness. You better be grateful the post is for you.

Girl with the petite appetite im glad you enjoyed it and you know I love you even more thank you ;********

Amal.q6r I know like I really wish there is a guy like that out there. And you’re welcome I knew you wanted a post before you leave anyways I hope you could read the up-coming posts and enjoy them ;**

Maria it’s sort of freaky but in a very romantic way I’m glad you love it and I will.

Om ya3goub enty IL 3ajeebah I love you for all your support (this goes out to everyone else) Inshallah ill post soon

Caramel im really glad and yes I agree 7ada cute ;**

Foryouforeternity I checked your blog and I left a comment there and I wish to see more comments from you

And for people who didn’t see her comment this is her blog name she’s doing great http://foryouforeternity.blogspot.com

And by the way tara malait w ana an6er people how have blogs just post anything random I see a few people posting and I would love it if they encourage others to post I would really love it for the blog-sphere to be back to normal posts every day from over 5 bloggers I know im not the only one out that misses and wants things back to normal

I’m 3 years younger (20)

it's short i know but deal with it. it took me and hour just thinking of the right words

(At midnight)

It’s exactly twelve, I couldn’t sleep. Bader, bader, bader, that’s all I’m thinking about.

Oh god those stupid cats I hate it when they get up on the balcony. I got out of bed and directly opened the balcony doors. I walked out to the table, because a very huge bouquet of red roses were placed there, with them was a paper, like the old scrolls, with the sides all burned up.

“You have the right to be mad at me. I, myself, am mad at myself. I had no excuse, no right, and right no words to express to you how sorry I am. I would only feel half the guilt if you know the reason of me meeting up with this girl, the other half would release my soul after your forgiveness. I was with her, before I met you. That day I first saw you I didn’t lie. I cut all my connections with her, but she came back. In London she kept calling, texting, and even stalking us. I knew if you found out you would get the wrong idea, and even if I tell you, you won’t understand because it’s in a females’ nature. I seek-ed her to stop this game, but you proved to me she didn’t get the message. That’s all I got to defend myself.

It’s you that has to pass the judgment.”

With all my love,

Bader,

I heard something drop right behind me. I turned around, slowly.

Bader: hi.

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i got three comments and i need 4 until that comment appears no post and if i do get the forth one and i don't post that means i didn't see it because i'm going to the beach later on. in that case ill post 2 tomorrow.

enjoy your day with all my love bint almehairi