it's not the end

well as the title says it's not I just need a break to figure things out but I promise I won't leave blogger has helped me through a lot and I can't quit just yet on my readers well that is if you guys are still out there I'll try to get better soon I love you

sooner than you expected

helloooooooooooooo i know it hasnt been long but i need to write i need to take my mind of a lot of things so here is something about this story its not like the other two completely different as a hint it's about guys and their relation and bonds with each other as friends. how they support each other but still goof around for their own fun. it might be short. each part will be about one of them and a small part of their day and how they help each other out of troubles i really hope you guys will enjoy it ill try posting today or tomorrow 

im 3 years younger (58) final post

nouf: mum??
mum: ashoof
nouf: mum he's alive and if he send this that means he's always checked up on us.
mum: no
nouf: mum...
mum: no it cant be... laish??
bader: 3amoo calm down... he's still alive and he obviously still cares...
mum: he doesnt if he did he would be here with us not hiding..
i couldnt move from the bed not with ahmad in my arms. i saw my mum breakdown in tears. bader helped her sit and gave her some water to drink. he sat beside her and wrapped his arm around her.
i text 7anan telling her about everything that happened and if she could pick my mum up since their flight isn't till this upcoming weekend.

bader: so what are you going to do about it?
nouf: i...
*ahmad cries*
nouf: can you hand him to me i think e's hungry.
bader: samy bira7man awal.
nouf: you're gonna be an awesome dad so stop freaking out.
bader: you really think so?
nouf: i guess after i teach you how to change his diapers.
bader: laaa w enty laish omah.
nouf: to feed and dress him w adl3a ba3ad shoo
bader: mashay dala3 hatha 5al ykbar im sending him to military school.
i smacked his hand. he took ahmad and placing him in the crib.
nouf: im not letting you near my baby again.
bader: *sitting on the bed* 3ady i just want my babe.
nouf: 3aib
bader: *giving me this "-.-'" look* i was gonna kiss you and he's asleep
nouf: still we arent alone.
bader: babe min al7een w ray7 we will never be alone so you better learn how to sneak around with me.
nouf: one kiss.
he just pulled himself closer and placed his lips on  mine kissing me very gently and lovingly.
bader: nouf tadreen a7bich 9a7?
nouf: i love you too.

after that we both fell asleep with him sitting by the bed holding my hands

next day

mum: your aunts and your uncles wives are coming today w om 5aled too, w i think saif's mum and his sister. w at night your uncles w 5aled, saloom, and 3zooz are coming by
nouf: mama are you okay?
mum: why wouldnt i?
nouf: you know about dad.
mum: can we talk about this some other time please.
nouf: okay.


5aled: where's the little monster.
nouf: dont say that about my boy
3zooz: goom 5al ashoof
saloom: the boy has mine and bader's green eyes i have to right to see him and carry him first *ahmad starts to cry*
bader smacks their heads as he slowly carries him and rocks him gently till he's quite.
bader: anyone wants to hold him?
saloom: ana hathail alan y5afoon
nouf: bader hen's your dad coming he's the only one that hasn't
bader: he's coming in an hour got caught up in work.

one day later in nouf's house.

mum: nouf bader's here he's coming upstairs (over the phone)
nouf:okay

bader: baby i miss you soo much
nouf: i did too come lie down facing me
bader: ahmad....ahmad.....look he's looking at me
nouf: you called him didn't you
bader: oh so the little guy knows his name
nouf: give him your finger he'll grab onto it.
*nouf's phone rings*
nouf: ummm okay ill be down now.... it's my mum she wants me shway if he cried get him to me because i haven't fed him yet.
bader: okay

nouf: mum... mum wain... oh you're here..... sitting with a man....mama who is he.
man: you grew up to be a beautiful lady just like your mum
tears were forming in his eye no it cant be he cant be my ...
mum: nouf come sit down we have to talk to you
nouf: no who is he
mum: he's your dad.
i just stared at him i wanted to be in his arms i wanted him to cover up for all the lost time but i was angry why now.
dad: i had cancer that's why i left. i knew your mum cant handle it if i died so i left.
nouf: yeah because that made a big difference.
dad: i went to the states there i found out that it spread even more i got chemo therapy it helped for a while but then it came back. i had to get a liver, kidney and one lung transplant in the last year but i stayed for three more months for extra check up they told me im good to go.
nouf: why did you come back?
dad: 3amich 3abdallah told me you got engaged so i wanted to check then i found out that your mum never signed the divorce papers. nouf im sorry dont forgive me now but give me a chance to make things right.
i stood up and walked to him. i stood exactly in front of him then i crouched down placed my head in his lap and cried. he got down to the floor and hugged me really tight.
nouf: dont leave again, please.

bader: nouf ahmad is cryy.... 3mo
mum: yeah.
dad: is that him?
nouf: bader come i want you to meet my dad.... this is bader and our baby ahmad.


my dad got to have a long talk with bader all the while holding ahmad in his arms. 7anan and saif did show up with 9ager. well my dad was shocked about that but very happy he knew saif's dad along time ago perfect family is it.......


4 years later.

nouf: baaaaaaaaaderrrrrrrrr
bader: shooo tbain enty w 3yalich kila 7ashra
nouf: get your ass of the bed how could you do this to me in 4 year im pregnant again 7aram 3alaik.
bader: wait im gonna have another baby
nouf: aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
ahmad: baba mama laish t9ee7
bader: mama bteeb baby ydeed
ahmad started to cry
bader: ya he 7ala laish t9ee7
ahmad: ma aba
bader: inzain 5ala9 noora ragdah
ahmad: okay bas aba new psp
bader: inshallah 7abeby
nouf: just get up and get dressed im dealing with you later my mum will be mad if we miss this dinner.

back at her parents house

dad: hala ib ahmad hala bil '3aly
ahmad: i love you yadee
mum: 36eeny noora w roo7y g3dy 3ndhom e5tich titrayach da5l...

after long chats and many laughs bader decided to announce
bader: 3ndy lkom 5bar (all was listening to him) nouf's pregnant
shocked and happy faces stared at me
mum: mita batl7geen enty lain al7een ma 5ala9ty drasa
nouf: 5ala9 ba3dain.
5aled: inzain ana 3ndy shay anba agool ba3ad.... im engaged
nouf: mabrook ma b'3ait
bader: tstahal bagee hal bgar il thnain 3an i3ansoon 3alaina bas.
mum: yalla goomo il akl zhab

we all sat down to eat together talking passing the food around and just enjoying our time. i never realized ill have a complete family but now i cant ask for more



thank you all for reading my story i hope you enjoyed it as much as i did and for those who didnt i will try next time ill be posting soon inshallah with a new story and i hope you guys will enjoy it too. i would love to hear from every reader. P.s. you guys can comment even with out an account

im 3 years younger (57)

i woke up later that day. i was already put in a private room alone. well technically you cant count the very tired and asleep bader beside my bed. i buzzed for the nurses to come i was thirst and hungry but that's not what i wanted. i wanted her to get me ahmad. i want to carry my baby i want to feel like im his mother which still hasn't registered in my brain.

nurse: i'm sorry to disturb but did you need anything.
nouf: i was just wondering is my baby awake?
nurse: ill check should i bring him to you if he is?
nouf: yes please..... bader 7abeby
bader: what?
nouf: wake up sweetheart
bader: where is he?
nouf: nursery they're getting him right now.
bader: we're finally parents
nouf: i know
bader: did you sleep well??
nouf: yes.
nurse: do you want me to give you him or should i keep him in the crib.
nouf: ill take him.
bader: hello little guy... you like it between your mums arms don't you.
nouf: look he opened his eyes
bader: and he's smiling... just like you
nouf: but he has your eyes
bader: he was a part of you
nouf: that started in you
mum: waaaaih ento shga3dain tgoloog jdam il yahel
nouf: mama 3ady ma yfham
mum: bas n7n nfham hal kalam yngal youm entow rwa7kom
bader: i thought we were alone
5alty huda: well you aren't

nurse: umm excuse me some man dropped these flowers by the reception and asked us to bring them and left
nouf: if there a card on it??
nurse: yes
bader: should i read it?
nouf: go ahead
bader: "im sorry for all what i put you through i hope you have it in your heart to forgive me. make sure your mum gets this hello from me and so does you sister. thank you for giving me a grandchild"
nouf: its from my dad.....

im 3 years younger (56)

bader's P.O.V.

bader: what am i going to do?

saif: man up you have been waiting for this child.

bader: i don't want .... i cant im not mentally prepared for this moment.

7anan: bader she's asking for you she cant do it with out you.

and i just freeze in my place. me? go in there? see my love in pain and screaming do i really want to see that??

7anan: bader come on.

bader: okay okay.

saif: relax will you?

after i got dressed in the hospital blue robes i entered to see he sitting there lifeless with the doctor telling her to push harder. that sight got me moving by her side.

bader: you can do it babe just try harder.

nouf: i .. i cant

bader: im here ill help you just breath and try to focus.

 nouf's mum: im here with you too just try you'll feel better later.

nouf's P.O.V.

5 hours later...

finally i heard that soft heartwarming cry.
bader: you did a very wonderful job sweetie
nouf: we both did.
bader: i love you so much
nurse: there you go... put your hand under his head
mum: im a grandmother now.
doctor: well congratulations on your first new born
mum: any suggestions for names?
bader: we were thinking about that if you dont mind we want to call him ahmad.
nouf: like my dad so we can have him with us even if by name....
my mums eyes teared up and she smiled at us.
mum: can i ??
nouf: here..
bader kissed my forehead.
mum: here bader why dont you carry him?
bader: ummm i dont know how.
mum: come here ... yes hold him like that yes yes.... see your holding him just perfectly
bader: i think he's smiling
doctor: why dont we go clean up ahmad while your wife rests and you can go fill in the information for his birth certificate.

well today 30/7/2012 nouf and baders baby son was born a year from now his 1st birthday (well in the story that is) but in real life on this day which is today a very special friend will be celebrating her 16th birthday wish you all the best jayjay

im 3years younger(55)

after a some photos they left obviously except saif. they stood there smiling at the camera. the lady asking them for poses, but not even in one picture did he let go of her hand.

saif: why are you nervous?
7anan: you do realize that this is a huge step in our lives right?
saif: well smile and relax we're already a step ahead.
7anan: is 9ager coming with us?
saif: we'll be gone only 2 weeks he can handle staying with his grandparents
7anan: but...
saif: ill keep you busy you wont be worrying about him
7anan: saif 3aib not here everyone is staring
saif: ironic isnt it?
nouf: you two settle down they're bringing the cake in
they both stood up as the cake was in front of them they both held the long knife his hand overlapping hers and slowly cut down the cake. the hotel lady cut a piece and gave each a fork to feed the other. it was cute since saif was nervous. then came the drinks in separate cups then in the same. after a while later they headed up to their hotel room.

mum: nouf whats wrong u seemed very tired.
nouf: the baby wont stop kicking.
saif's mum: its your month right?
nouf: yeah.... excuse me bader is out waiting good night

bader: nouf maybe i should take you to the hospital a7san you dont seem okay at all.
nouf: its nothing
bader: are you sure??
nouf: yes now go back to sleep.

hours later

nouf: bader... bader
bader: whats wrong?
nouf: get your keys in having your baby now
bader: what?
nouf: my water broke god dammit just take me to the hospital before i give birth on our bed

enjoy 😏

im 3 years younger (54)

7anan: what do you mean they aren't divorced?
nouf: she said he gave her the choice and then left the papers are still with her unsigned.
bader: does he  know?
nouf: i don't think so because he called her once after he left and thats it nothing after that.
7anan: do you think he's dead?
nouf: that's the most probable thing.
bader: you two stop talking this way. you still have a dad and for all we know he might still be alive.
nouf: i hope.
7anan: i can't show mum that i know right?
nouf: yeah but i just thought you should know.
7anan: you know i never hated him.
nouf: yeah me neither.

back at their house

nouf: bader?
bader: 3yoona
nouf: you won't be like him and leave right>
bader: are you seriously asking me that nouf?
nouf: well i ...
bader: come here.

i placed my head on his chest and cried. i cried out of fear of having a baby, of bader leaving, or dying, i cried out of sadness for my mum, and that my dad left.

bader: i love you too much to do that

7anan: nouf im ....
nouf: a beautiful bride. he loves you remember that
mum: its time for you to go in.
nouf; remember two steps count till 4 look at one side walk, count look the other side and smile ill be right there behind you.
7anan: okay.

the music slowly began as the large doors opened exposing my sister to all eyes of the guests. she started to walk people stared some with smiles some with eyes full of jealousy. but who can blame them saif was something. finally she was up there smiling to the cameras and people. family first got up there talking pictures and congratualtions. after a whole lot of that it was announced that the men were coming in seeming that no father and no brother my eldest uncles and bader would come in with saif his dad and his brother.7anan slowly stood up with her head lowered waiting for their approach. saif had the most genuine smile.it was obvious that he was happy and sure about what he's doing. finally he was right in front of her. he slowly lifter her face to meet his, he then closed his eyes as he kissed her forehead.....